irasya texting...

my wifi is so terrible it just like stopped working suddenly and I have to run off of data until it decides to stop sucking and work again, which could be about a few seconds to a few minutes (like up to 10 or more) no clue why it's like this, don't know anything about it

sorry I keep posting about my strange confusing gay feelings out in the open I hope it's not too much sometimes I just have to let the feelings spill out somewhere and I have nowhere to put it, also like half of my irasya posting is influenced by my own personal feelings if you didn't realize yet

what do you do when you have a girl on your mind and you just keep thinking about her so often and everytime you do your thoughts start to get really silly and you don't really know whats happening or how to handle it and you feel a weird feeling in your chest and- (she kept going for the next hour)

ira having a small irrational worry that asya doesn't really care all that much about her only for asya to come in and be like "hi ira you're so cute and wonderful and lovely and I like when you're around me" and she just stumbles and melts into a puddle of liquid

imagine ira being super dexterous with a knife and can spin it around and do pretty smooth tricks and flourishes so casually while she's just sitting around and asya finds herself just completely mesmerized by her hand movements

asya shubina in smash bros and she has a mechanic where she builds up a signal gauge that grows stronger more as you perform a variety of actions, and effects the strength of various attacks. yes it'd literally just be making shit up for a moveset bc she doesn't fight but yeah

sometimes I think about how the fortnite devs added the cybertruck into the game and while they were proud of the work they did in modeling and implamenting it none of them actually wanted to do it at all and only worked on it bc they were forced to by corporate higher ups

I keep playing this song because I really like it even though it's 12 whole minutes long and each time I do I just keep getting a bigger max combo and missing a lot less and I think at some point I'm just going to full combo it randomly when I'm not expecting it

wow... my scores are A S S... 🤔

my biggest tip for internet discussion is that if someone is being aggressive or hostile and trying to "debate" you, don't even bother. don't entertain them in the slightest because the conversation will not go anywhere, just go away or completely disregard them

gets told a funny joke "this jit cracks me up 😎👍"

unfortunately them being told how literally wrong they are about everything they say doesn't deter them because these people refuse to even think for a second about what they or other people are saying bc they have such big egos and cannot for the life of them self-reflect

the thing that's so frustrating about the "grrr woke bad" sort of grifter is the way they are so confidently incorrect on everything. never do these people ever say anything right, they are quite possibly the fakest fans of art and actively refuse to engage with anything

time isnt real you can't convince me it is I look outside at 6AM and it's like still dark out like, isnt the sun supposed to be rising or smthn what's happening was it always like this or did smthn about the world fundementally shift, and don't even get me started on what 5PM looks like bc what

I can't stop using this one asya portrait it just keeps proving itself to fit so perfectly as the "I'm about to say the gayest thing imaginable directly to your face" look

i've been having consistent nosebleeds at around the same time every night for about a whole week now, I don't know what's happening or how to make it stop but I wish it would stop because around midnight is a painfully inconvenient time to keep getting this (it keeps me awake)

I'd like to think asya's sense of love would rub off on ira and she'd start liking things more the more she spends time with her

big fan of my profile on unbeatable... i'm literally ira grachevskaya 🥰😊

decided to try doing a top 25 games thing, except none of them are really ordered I just placed them all in a way that looked nice these are essentially a handful of games that have been a big impact and major influences on my life, so I guess it might say smthn about me

I can't stop thinking about irasya, everything about them and the connection they share just feels transcendent... a bond that never got to be, but would've surely been so unimaginably gentle and loving... the fact that we never get to see it happen makes me think about it more

does anyone know about the thomas the tank engine live stageplay, I remember going to one but i cannot for the life of me remember a single thing about it other than maybe(?) a plate I ended up getting that we do not have anymore

WAIT I WAS FUCKING CORRECT??? I've said before that I presume Mizuki's dislike for mushrooms was a sensory thing and her sensitive tongue just doesn't like the texture of it and the game just went "yeah it is that actually"

eyelid by nulut... this too, somehow, is irasya (my brain can't stop it I've become too obsessed with these gay russian girls sorry I keep posting about them nonstop...)

why do I have the ability to go live, what could I possibly do with that, 0 people would show up

is it possible to play a 4 key rhythm game on steamdeck or does it just like, not work

the idea that people who are against interracial couples is so weird to me bc.... why? why should this even matter??? how the hell are people trying to act like this is somehow a bad thing??? like I get it, they're racist, but what kind of nonsense do you have to think to be like that

taking a trip to the museum of weird gay people so I can meet asya shubina in real 😊

ira and asya being very intimate and cuddling and kissing and holding hands and all that but then they do the funny lesbian thing of "but what if she's just being friendly, I can't be so sure she likes me like THAT"

ira feeling terrified that she's being awful and hurting asya and making her uncomfortable and taking advantage of her kindness... but asya isn't at all bothered because she gets to be with ira... and asya reassures her often because she realizes she's scared of this

I like how they straight up play EXACTLY into the animal crossing design with the way the camera is positioned and moves, the way your character opens doors carries around objects they said "put new horizons into the game" and they really DID just do that 😭

I continue pushing my "ira is a cat" agenda

I'm not a good person

everything's back up it seems, sorry for freaking out

im sorry for being worse than everyone else

i feel like such a failure im bothering everyone and it's probably annoying as fuck and they're all going to hate me for such a pathetic display and I'll be alone again and

im sorry,

👍 yes

god I thought that the twitter problem was on my end but then it turns out it wasn't but I ended up deleting the site cookies because I was told to do that and refresh to try and fix it and now im just logged out and its not letting me sign back in and I'm scared I might just lose my account

yeesh

I cannot stress enough how much twitter fucking sucks, not bc of like the environment I mean like, the environment is horrible and awful and full of shitty people who get to roam free with no consequences but the site itself is a complete mess of code that barely works and actively hates you

ira's very poorly disguised crush on asya, it's so obvious she has a thing for her but if you try to point that out she won't admit to it or actively try to deny there's anything going on

so like what are you supposed fo do when someone is on your mind and you think about her a lot and you get a lot of silly thoughts but you're too nervous to say anything so you just sit there and do nothing bc complete inaction feels safer than possibly ruining everything

irasya kissing!!!!!!

korsica (:

ira lets the slightest bit of affection towards asya slip and she starts getting nervous about it like "wait what if she finds that weird and doesn't like... reciprocate it at all... it'll be so awkward and ruin everything, ugh..."

the block button isn't enough for some people, someone has to send a school desk chair flying in their direction at terrifying, possibly lethal speeds

imagine marina watching ira and asya so obviously in love with each other but struggling to get their feelings across so she just like, starts devising a plan to get both of them to finally come out with it and say that they want to be together

AU where asya got to read out her poem to ira before she disappeared and it reached her so much to calm her long enough to come to her senses and ever since that day she treats asya with a sense of reverence and complete devotion and it's super duper yuriful and awesome 🥰

it's really telling when the thing that upsets ira about asya is the fact that she keeps just, accepting the bullying, that she's just choosing to take it instead of standing up for herself