have people not come up with a super magic mucus dissolver, or like... what's stopping people from making it just like, dissolve mucus

would people be mad at me if I custom charted songs in unbeatable and just, didn't upload any of them that was the sort of shit I did with OSU when I tried to do charting on it, a lot of it was just me making personal shit for the hell of it and the charting experience lol

immense dissatisfaction when I cough and some of the mucus comes up but not enough to actually let me cough it out because now it just kinda gets stuck there and it feels all ough until it does eventually happen and hhhhh

having a runny nose is quite possibly the worst fucking feeling of being sick, just like, completely out of your control, this fluid leaking out of your nose and you have to keep wiping it or else it just covers your face and makes it BURN is just ough :(

MOVE OUT OF THE WAY!!!

HOLY S[#@]T HOLY S[&%]T HOLY S[$&]T- AAAA HEHEHEHE

on second thought my coughs being surpressed feels just as awkward and uncomfortable as me having raw violent and visceral coughs without it

"yeah I end up attracting a lot of plural people but I dont think I'm actually plural myself" [feels the presence of another within the mind] 👤 "......" [it leaves] "...who the fuck was that 😨"

I can't sleep with this COUGH because the moment I think I'm safe I get hit with the most utterly violent cough of all time that immediately wakes me up, I live a continous hell

I can say with 10000% certainty that plural people are actually honest to god real because I'm NOT plural but I seem to have done something similar to plurality if only briefly and bc of intense sickness and like, what the fuuuck l already believed but experiencing it firsthand is kinda crazy

did... my panic over my own left eye during my sickness literally like, spawn an entire being to temporarily occupy the left side of my body because thats the ONLY way I can describe what it felt like, some other person occupying the left side of my body...

I dont know what happened

I don't know what to do I dont know where to go I dont have anywhers to turn to I'm all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone im all alone...

I cant sleep, I don't know whats happening but the left and right side of my vision are not lining up, I close my eyes in an attempt to sleep and my left side just doesn't feel there, it cannot keep it's vision grounded with the right side and im terrified

I feel so alone, there's no one who can help me, I feel scared, I feel like everything about my physical being is falling apart, im scared

my left eye keeps pulsating everytime I cough, and when it does it feels like it's just, being stabbed all over and especially inbetween the eye socket and nose, it hurts a lot and I dont know whats causing it or why and its ONLY the left eye and im really worried that its going to hurt me

there's something wrong with me, theres everything wrong with me I feel so scared what is wrong with me why am I like this am I going to die no one is listening to me and I feel like im in danger

I,feel so scared

I have a suspicion that my left eye is just straight up, slightly shifted to the right, not like misligned with my other eye FULLY PHYSICALLY SHIFTED like the entire positioning itself is off not the rotation I cannot tell from visuals of my own face but feeling my face the two eyes feel weird

it's actually bothering me so much bc idk what I did for this to happen but it just does and I hate it bc it makes my left eye close and it feels WEIRD

my left eye feels so weird, like there's something in it but no matter what I do I literally cannot seem to get it out so I'm just permanently living with the discomfort and it feels fuckin awful

get me out of this moment get me out of this moment get me out of this moment get me out of this moment

trans whisper racing!!!😎🥰

holy shit cough syrup tastes absolutely awful I feel like I just drank some kind of poisonous liquid what the fuck ouuuugh 😭 what the hell

is it normal to expect people to immediately and automatically hate you or think less of you and be deterred by you the moment you show any sort of "error" freak out a bit too much, or be too boring, or speak way too much or way too little, be a bit too "weird" or smthn

my desire to kiss my girlfriend surpasses any amount of mucus lodged within my throat, it WILL be vanquished so I can cuddle and kiss girlfriend

so like who in the world is motivated to have kids for the sake of "continuing the bloodline" or "passing your genes" like who would actually honestly give a singular fuck about those sorts of things, an alarmingly high amount of ppl bring that shit up and is that not WEIRD?

so like apparently we're all always swallowing mucus, subconsciously, the reason why post nasal drip happens is smthn causing it to build up in the throat overnight instead of being swallowed, it could be a number of reasons, my issue is usually sleep positioning and dust blowin into my face

god I really wish that sonic forces got another chance because everything about the game's storyline and also infinite's character is conceptually cool but they just, DON'T DO ANYTHING with it and that's the most frustrating part about the game

does anyone else see the youth (particularly teens) and feel like you should do your best to be a guiding hand for them like this is distinctly NOT a parental instinct but more "they deserve a level of support and guidance to make sure they dont fall apart or get caught up with bad people"

I haven't been crossposting a lot of my ZATO stuff onto here sorry, I just keep forgetting to do that here's a text edit for you 😎

this is where they surprise announce beat and quaver and the UNBEATABLE festival for sonic racing crossworlds and they put every vocal song from the game into the album and bookend song into the game as a final lap specific track so you also be in your feels while speeding at 200MPH

ira and asya huddled up, sitting together in a secluded spot of town and just sorta, existing in each other's presence... not really say anything or feeling obligated to have a conversation because being within the presence of each other is enough to feel content in the moment

collab between two artists who have very different styles of music and the track sounds like both composers trying to fight for dominance over the track, flip flopping back n forward but as the track goes on the two sync up more and they start mixing together 🤔

my ideal vision for a pokemon b/w remake is for it to be a game with 3D environments and 2D drawn characters, in the same style as the official artwork smthn like UNBEATABLE but with the pokemon artstyle also making it a B/W+B2/W2 collection but that's 100% never happening

I'd absolutely love to see a pokemon be designed by the SMT artists. like they lay out the foundation and general idea and then the pokemon artists bring it to life, I think that'd make a pretty unique pokemon ...honestly I just REALLY wanna see a pokemon×SMT happen

I think the main reason why sound in pokemon is a classification and not a full on type is because... what exactly would "sound" be super effective against? what would "sound" resist? being sensitive/resistant to sound is less an element specific trait and a more general one

ohh that's just straight up christianity, with the exact same "we should be the only religion" and "we should control the country" type of attitude. very particularly this feels very close to america's sort of christianity (granted idk what it's like elsewhere)

GO AWAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!

one of the funniest things I learned about youtooz figures and plushies is that you can just straight up request them to NOT do that one face of theirs if you have something else in mind, it's just like, their default face design but you CAN ask for smthn else if desired

yayyyyyy~

i'm so terrible at making friends because it takes quite a bit of time for me to properly get accustomed to anyone, I will be very reserved and distant otherwise and I legitimately do not know how anyone is meant to close that gap when I'm like that 😭

this move is so funny it's practically just one of those little squirt bottles people use on cats to scare them off or make them stop doing something 😭

what do you mean highguard is shutting down

go my npc childhood friend yuri

is 6/7 a possible time signature for music and if so what exactly does that sound like

you legitimately cannot get me to make a top 10 list of my favorite games of all time, I am incapable only picking out a handful of games and will instead just go off listing as many games as I can remember... anyway here's a list of games I think are pretty neat

sometimes I think about my girlfriend.... the sometimes in question is "literally any moment when I do not currently have any other thoughts..." 😭 when there's nothing else on my mind she just fills in the space by default now, is that weird... I don't know