Must be about 10pm.... Nope. Not even FIVE.

So the car is ordered. VW ID4 Pro Plus. Electric! It's like living in the future.

This year has been HORRIFIC with stress for me. I don't think I can take much more.

I'm going to Google it, but any tips to stop my glasses steaming up during hot flashes? It's interfering with my telly watching!

Me, a person with PTSD, watching a film about a person with PTSD. What could go wrong?

I thought my arms were shrinking because I couldn't quite reach the lamp table lately, but it turns out every time Seve (the idiot puppy) jumps on the sofa it moves an inch or two in the opposite direction. He is CHAOTIC.

I wish I knew how to read an MRI scan. Because mine are online and I'm looking at them expecting something obvious to look wrong.....but nope, just a brain and eyes. GP will have the report next week so I'll know more then 🤞🏻

What's this fucking nonsense? Money grabbing. www.rte.ie/news/world/2...

One of my favourite Christmas films ever. Surviving Christmas. Ben Affleck James Gandolfini Catherine O'Hara Christina Applegate It's hilarious and ridiculous and I love it.

Power is gone again. I'm sick of this.

Well this isn't great. I applied online Tuesday morning. They took payment, emailed the confirmation, and no sign of my application.

I've been remiss in replying to people. You know when you read a text, and think "oh, I'll say this in my reply" but then you don't actually reply because your brain thinks you've already replied? Does that make sense? Or is it just me? I'll get back to you tomorrow! 🤞🏻

There's a really good biography/documentary series on Apple tv called Dear.... I'm watching the Viola Davis episode. She is WONDERFUL. tv.apple.com/ie/show/dear...

Watching The Family Stone AGAIN. I think it's my new "watched Love Actually every day for 6 months because I was a depressed anxious overwhelmed nervous wreck and it was all I could handle".

You guys, the eye & head pain is unreal. Not sure how to handle it. If i take codeine it'll maybe take the edge off, but I won't sleep because of nausea. If I take the benzos I probably will sleep, but I'll be useless tomorrow and afraid to drive. I'm fucking exhausted & can't stop crying from pain

I'm stuck in a create new password loop. Password is incorrect. Register new password. New password cannot be the same as previous password. Register new password. Password is too simple. Create new password. Password must be the square root of a peach on a rainy day in Galway. Try again. 😭

€7.15 for a dozen eggs and Brennans bread is a bit steep, isn't it? Or is it? Small shop prices strike again.

Went outside on a wheelie bin scavenger hunt and got blown over 😳

The ceiling is leaking. Drip. Drip. Drip. Drip. The wheelie bins have scattered. The dogs are refusing to go out. I'm going to cry 😭

The last few nights I've watched sad films for some reason. The last thing I need is more sad. But if you're in the mood for sad, I watched Spoiler Alert, Irreplaceable You, Good Grief, The Fundamentals Of Caring, Nonnas. A few laughs in there too actually.

Hello hot flashes, my old....... nemesis.

Finally home 🫩

I've to be up and out in 8ish hours. Can't sleep. I'm never nervous or anxious about MRI scans. It's nice to have to lie still for a while. But 2 hours? I'm dreading it. And I know I'll forget to breathe, which will make me panic. I'm so done with all this eye pain shit. I just want it over with.

I now have a new fringe. Cut it myself over the kitchen sink 😁

25 years since Trevor Deely disappeared. The poor fella. I think about him every year around this time. www.rte.ie/news/2025/12...

If you see me in Dundrum Town Centre tomorrow, no you didn't. I'm gonna be a nervous wreck. Do not approach.

I've discovered I'm going to be in the MRI scanner for nearly 2 hours tomorrow. That can't be right?!

A package I've been waiting for was apparently delivered yesterday morning. They usually leave them at the back door which is great. No sign of it though. Just found it in the recycling wheelie bin which is being emptied tomorrow.

Remember the lovely notebook i bought that turned out to be a "my last wishes" notebook? My number one last wish is that someone with good eyesight goes at me with a tweezers before anyone sees me. It's out of control y'all.

How is it only 8pm? 😫

I cant believe 2000 years ago some woman lied to her husband about cheating on him and now I have to go Christmas shopping

I'm on episode one of Ripple. I've already cried. Another seven episodes to go. I love it.

Not even 5.30pm. May as well be 3am.

The best song EVER has just popped up in a film and I'm DELIGHTED. I don't mean the best Christmas song ever, I mean the best SONG ever. It was my phone ringtone year round for a few years. Drove everyone mad. youtu.be/DDt3u2Ev1cI?...

This looks AWFUL. I'm gonna watch it tonight. www.imdb.com/title/tt3130...

Something is going on with the electricity supply tonight. Us and the few neighbours are affected. Lights dimmed/flickering, oven went quiet but not off. We reckon it's low voltage. But why?! With all the "planned interruptions to upgrade the network" we didn't expect it to get worse. 🙄

Manky day and I can't get the dogs to go out. Idiot puppy has staged a dirty protest at the horrible weather 🙄

I've just paid €155 to receive an application form. Non refundable. You guys.....

I'm driving myself crazy trying to remember a film. I'm watching Sleeping With The Enemy, and I think it's similar. The woman escaped, moved to a new place, the man tracked her down at a big party? Maybe there was a fancy house with a big deck? I think I'm conflating 2 or 3 films.

Watching Sleeping With The Enemy. Why do they not make films like that any more these days?

More blood tests tomorrow morning. Two different MRI scans on Monday. More eye tests on Thursday. GP on Friday. I'm going to end up in a medical journal by the new year 🙄

I don't know one end of a basketball from the other, but I enjoyed Shaq, the Shaquille O'Neal documentary on Now TV.

Good. 🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸 www.rte.ie/entertainmen...

As much as I hate the darkness during winter, the blinding stabbing my eye sunlight is finally gone, so now I can drive down to the shop.

Am I the only person who doesn't have Spotify? I think I ask this every year. I just don't "get it".

Poor Ethan Hawke.

I did it. I got my BSc in Integrative Counselling and Psychotherapy. I DID IT.

The doggies are going for a spa day in the morning. Mani pedi for Bailey and Seve. Full wash, blow dry, mani pedi for Salty. Seve will probably lose his fucking mind. Lovely groomer lady will need a 2 week holiday after dealing with his total chaos.