hey anyone wanna gift me like $2000 no strings attached (for legal reasons this is a joke)

i've got a headache, surely caffeine will not affect this in any way which is problematic or injurious

girl i really need to get into the habit of using this app, I've gotta start like. networking and shit

if i don't have at least one thing go right or if even one more thing goes wrong in the next 48hrs I'm going to throw myself down a flight of stairs, hand to god

it turns out if you prioritize trying to pay your bills before feeding yourself when you don't have enough to even do that, eventually it leads to you not being able to pay your bills at all cuz you're so tired all the time who knew 🤷‍♂️

i am a wire sculpture poorly covered in paper mache, i fear

stops hanging out w my friends so we can each go do other things has an immediate emotional crash orz

i need to watch dw with someone i love again I'm pretty sure it would fix me

trying to sleep and I can't not for any real reason except that my mind has decided to latch onto the concept of pipe-dream home renovations

putting off eating food i want to be eating bc I can't determine the best way to go about eating it

i can hear my roommate's awful and loud keyboard through my earplugs rn and it's making me actually evil (I'll be fine I'm just very likely overstimulated or stricken with migraine again)

starting to think my focus problem/inability to work isn't just the unmedicated adhd

the fact that significant stress is such an immobilizing problem, but being immobilized causes you to not be able to do the things that would make you LESS stressed. feels like the biggest design flaw possibly ever.

when you finish the project you were absolutely busting ass for and then all of the energy just saps right out of you. cmon body i still got shit to do orz

the ringing in my ears is in minor key like. literally.

This applies to artists too!! This is why sites like kofi or cara or anywhere don't allow sexual images, it's the credit card's fault, so sign this if you either draw NSFW, or know anyone who does

Original post seems to be deleted, so here's the link again: action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

Gen ai is poisoning our power grid, stealing intellectual property, using precious water, and ruining the internet with unreliable information and garbage imagery. Don't use it, and don't normalize it, even for laughs.

finally got up and made my first meal of the day... at 8pm (it was soup) ((i am experiencing flu shot side effects in my defense))

spending time with your friends while you're actively in the middle of a mental breakdown is so wild cuz you'll spend like 4 hours having a good time and feeling happy. and then it immediately drops back into Red Alert Shut Down Mode once you're done. like??? sorry was that not enough for you or????

having an intensely traumatic upbringing is wild cuz you'll just be like reviewing events from your own childhood and be like that sounds fake surely I'm making this up for attention and bc it sounds like that to you, you don't talk abt it w others so they don't think you're making things up

having prey animal instincts it's god damn annoying like what do you mean I can't leave my room until I'm absolutely certain i won't encounter another living person that's unreasonable! unrealistic!! and yet

i should eat something and yet

need to get up and get food but i really do not want to have human interaction today but i can't avoid it due to proximity I'm in hell

i feel physically ill and I can't tell how / in what way or if it's even something i can do about besides sleeping which is not an option at the present moment orz im in hell

weighing the pros and cons of crowdfunding a better tasting protein powder smfh

being an oc artist is just drawing ur ocs in outfits that would prob cost like 10,000 dollars total lmaooo

man i need my side hustle to go back to being a side hustle this shit is exhausting and doesn't pay near well enough or often enough to be worth it orz

you ever just feel yourself becoming absolutely nefariously evil for absolutely no reason

new problem. hungry and have no edible foods. ugh

aw fuck. reason for getting out of bed gone, I've just realized I'm out of tea orz

which speaking of. i want very badly to be awake but i think my body has other plans which is hm not great cuz I NEED to do SOMETHING today I haven't been able to stop myself from sleeping for 10-12 hours the last two days and I'm starting to think it's being a week off my meds doing it ):

the real reason i made a bluesky is so i had somewhere to post thoughts about nothing again that need to go somewhere external but just posting them somewhere only i can see doesn't help

popped in on my twit to make sure i hadn't left anything important up there and instead found an old artist meme that was going around in 2021 so have the updated version of mine? (og and blank version in replies)

the fact that i have to eat pretty much constantly is annoying and supremely inconvenient

Normalize inconsistency in your art. Normalize not making every art piece super detailed and intricate. Normalize just creating art for the sake of it.

i would really, really like to get up and start my day however. my roommates cat has other plans.

Christens this by posting the piece i did to replace my phone bg :x Primary d&d party wahoo!

ok. ok ok ok. personal and art account separated. time to go... find all the people i keep meaning to follow. 🤦

'vegan leather' she's so pretentious IT'S FUCKING PLASTIC

Don't use AI images. Don't use them for your pfp. Don't use them for your banner. Don't use them for memes.

I went to go sign up for here bc my roommate can't stop talking abt how much better it is than twitter and apparently I had already signed up. I have no memory of this place.