If anyone that saw today Ruze stream, you're more then free to unfollow me and block me. I crossed a line that I shouldn't had crossed and I'm so very sorry about that. I know that I'm not welcome anymore and won't be showing my face anywhere. Thank you for having me here.

#holoTEMPUS #holoARMIS 1/2 Got my Holo Super EXPO 2025 merchs like three days ago I think (Still not in the best mindset and days are hard to tell apart right now...) and yeah... It was a big order. Doesn't help these came out around the time I would get part of my tax return which is why I grab

#CrimzonMuze Normally, I wait until close to the end of the day to share the arts I was able to get for the month but, since I heading out and won't be back tonight, I just post these right now.

Sad Crone Post Why stay in a place where you’re not welcome… Why stay in a place where you’re always forgotten… Keep your pretty words, that’s all they are… Meaningless pretty words…

New Foamy was posted today! It's time to make Halloween not a terrible trip to a parking lot! youtu.be/86YrYFOEH-8 #halloween

Just came back from my local Game Stop to pick this up. Going to play for a bit before bed since I agreed to overtime tomorrow. I don’t think I’ll stay up too late, right…? LOL

#KyrioCifer #Decayrio #bunrio #Plushrio Look what came in for me yesterday. 🥰 Kaleidoscope and Kyrio, together forever. 🥀🖤

These two... ♈️🦋🥰

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Umm... This is going to be hard for me to say since it's hard for me to get deep but... I'm going to be going back into the shadow where I belong start today. These last two month has show me that I really not meant to be a ruzader, a Roscal, a Netherling, or any other fan name.

#CrimzonMuze #CakedUpRuze September is coming to an end, which mean, IT'S RUZE'S BALLOON DAY! Joyful balloon day to my favorite pain in the ass! But it also mean that it time for me to share the art I was able to get for the month. I want to try something different this time.

#HSEverglow My special pre-concert meal, Ramen and a bento box to go. Can't wait to chill with chat and e.... @apollolikesbugs.bsky.social ! Back up from my ramen!!! 😠

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 30: Final Send Off! Say something nice to the boys before the big day! A day late but that cause I didn't have these done yet. I'm really sorry that all I can do for you boys are this dumb, silly art and craft poster. But I hope you like it.

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koi~nichiwa! good morning, fish! today's the day! who is excited! can't wait to see everyone at the concert tonight! www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWOm...

Guess what came in for me yesterday... My -ARMIS- 3D Showcase Celebration order!!! The Bag!!! The bag is bigger then I thought it was going to be. I'm kind of happy about that. Wish it was a bit bigger but whatever. XP And the mascot charms are so cute.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 21: Show and Tell: Merch Edition! I know I'm like a week late with this one but: 1) I was working for 6 day this week (And the week before) 2) Needed to go looking for all my Holostars merch 3) Still wasn't in the best mindset But here it is! Hope you enjoy.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 29: Altare Idol Spotlight Altare is the one I know the least about. In fact, my first real look at him was at his 3D I think. I don't remember much of it beside when he started to play the cellos and my gosh, was it lovely. youtu.be/IpF-0k4jRxk?...

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 28: Dance Rehearsal/Practice

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 27: Outfit Fitting What there to said beside they all look amazing. Kind of think half should be in white and half in black just to make it even but what Ruze said about them picking which color they way, I guess it's fine. They still slay!

I know my place and it's in the shadow. I know my worth and it isn't much...

Last post before heading to bed. Joyful First Day of Fall/Autumn Equinox. Here's hoping I don't have to deal with any more over 90 degrees weather. 🍂🎃

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 26: Axel Idol Spotlight Axel, the bridge btween EN and JP. What there to said about this dingo. Over the top, the VOD Killer King, and very out of pocket at times. He is want he is and being an idol won't change that. This is why he's an idol to me. 🧡

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 25: Thank you, Mane-sans!!! to all the mane-sans, both those that been here from the start and those that just joined in, thank you all so much for being the boys biggest cheerleaders. Thank you for helping them when they need it and being there for them.

"I know what I am, I know who I am And I know what I have to do I know what I am, I know who I am But what if everything is true?" youtu.be/D3xDniXj7aQ?...

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 24: Community Appreciation: Share what you love about the fandom Umm... I guess the art. Lot of wonderful art.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 23: Bettel Idol Spotlight Whether sickness, bad internet, or just his own self doubt, Gavis Bettel pull through it all to be the best funny man in all of Holostars. And let not before his singing. This what make Bettel an idol in my eyes.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 22: What are your concert predictions? Beside all the boys doing great and hoping all the songs I picked on day three are sang, that all the boys will sing Happy Birthday to Ruze since the concert is before his b-day. Hope against all hope for this one.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 20: Flayon Idol Spotlight I give one thing to Flay, he not scare to be who he is. Over the top, wild, real.... May he never change, even when he get caught by doxing the kind of games he's into. XDDD youtu.be/YF9xa67zb7c?...

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 19: Favorite Tweet I haven't been around from the start of the EN boys but I just go with pet tweet, don't care by who. Love seeing all the boys' fur babies.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 18: Break Time! ??? youtu.be/YlGY0a1wiVI?...

What are these outfits...!?!!?! And why does Hakka look like the Dark Magician in the 2nd one...? Love all four!

Dude! Rosco and Hakka singing a song together!? Thank you!!! youtu.be/nWESkaGTd70?...

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 17: Hakka Idol Spotlight Hakka is the one I see as a real idol (Not saying the other boys aren't real idol but with Hakka, is just different for me). He's the singer and not just any singer, a rocker! He's the one I love rocking out to youtu.be/f2NwuwssN8w?...

#Nethermerch These came in on Sunday and I was so happy to get them. Sorry that I waited until the end of the week to share but.... I was dealing with things I don't want to get into... v__v; But my gosh! Thank you so much for getting the Dark Overlord to agreed to this, Zanny! You rock! 😘

Hey @apollolikesbugs.bsky.social, guess what came in on Monday for me. (Sorry it took me this long to share... I been dealing with things...v__v; ) They all look great in person. You're going to look so good with all everyone else.🫶

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 16: Trip Down Memory Lane Umm... I don't really know what to put here but I guess I just start with my road from when I first heard of the Holostars EN Boys to now.

I'm getting deja vu here.... And they both cheat... (My Thank you cards from Ruze from two different months.)

Ruze, why you have to be the odd one out...? Why couldn't you be goth Like Bettel and Shinri... *Pouts.* But sorry you two.... Bettel got the best outfit. 🫶🏽 #HSEverglow

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 15: Who introduced you to Holostars EN? Who, no one. It more of a what... Youtube is the one that introduced me to Holostars EN through ARMIS. I was just on Youtuber on the day ARMIS was debuting. Wanted to check it out and now I'm here.

"What’s it say about me if I never change and I push everyone away on borrowed time you know I can’t repay?" youtu.be/pebUTle1vsg?...

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 14: Shinri Idol Spotlight What make Shinri an idol to me is that he started his idol journey as a 30 something year old. He's showing that age shouldn't stop you from trying/doing something you think you're too old to do.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 13: My Favorite(s) {I don't like using Oshi(s), sorry...} is... & why Yeah... I'm just going to skip this one cause: 1) I have a hard time with words as it 2) I'm not in the best mood/mind set right now 3) It's hard for me to get deep 4) No one really care...

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 12: Favorite EN & JP collab/crossover moment My favorite EN and JP collab is a tie between these two stream.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 11: Jurard Idol Spotlight An idol that's a fan of their own fans...?! That has to be the cuties thing I ever seen/hear from Dino Boy. This is why, to me at least, make Jurard an idol in my eyes. www.youtube.com/watch?v=2DVd...

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 10: Favorite collab stream Just any of the birthday streams. Just having all the boys or close to all the boys together and just having them play whatever together, so fun to watch. Plus, it's fun to see if the VODs would live by the end. XD

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 9: Favorite Lore Fact My favorite lore fact... That Shinri just stood by as Flayon and Bettel pretty much kidnapped Hakka. Like Shinri, how could you let that happened... LOL But it sure is a story to share.

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 8: Goldbullet Idol Sptlight Cause his fans allow him 2 b who he is &not judge him for it, he give that back to them. He want 2 b a safe place and welcome every1 into it. This make him not just an idol and mama too.💚 www.youtube.com/watch?v=lAD-...

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 7: Favorite original or cover song Dead World by Hakka, Flayon, and Bettel. It was the first Holostars song I heard and I was blow away by it. And then, the short with Tavi and Ruze singing it also... All 5 need to sing this song together!

#HSEverglow #HSEverglowCountdown Day 6: Who do you want to see on stage together? Are we talking about from within all of the Stars boys (EN/JP), everyone within the Coverment (All the Stars boys/Live girls), or just any vtuber (From other company/indies)? Just whoever the boys want, I guess...