i am now in cali with wife for a few weeks so if i seem even less active than usual that's why

i'm likely safe and able to leave this airport next flight because of what i got here putting me just at the point of what i need so i appreciate it hoping that things will be back to normal soon now

reposting now cus i'm missing just 20$ for my current flight expenses ticket booths will be closing soon so if anyone can spare that much i'd greatly appreciate it

thought i wasn't on here then i saw resentful doomer

crazy how monster keeps trying to appeal to bmx cis guys and prep cis girls when in reality gay nerd women are the main consumers

relinking this cus i am essentially completely out of money for food now was able to prolong the pay i got for a temp contract till now but i figured it wasn't gonna last long enough my partners are still under financial pressure too nowadays so they can only help so much ko-fi.com/omni_td

they keep advertising mid on my peak </3

oh so that's what edible dreams are like typical weird dream of mine but i felt more invested than usual woke up with the "where am i and when am i" multiplied a good bit i gotta say

money bloated bubble for fascists and people who dislike the human experience in general being as impactful as electricity is a common take now apparently

at first i wanted to lose weight to be more be twinky i still do however my main motivator now is to be suffocated more effectively by heavy women

fairly uneventful day today gonna shower then try to get crossfaded probably i'll be productive tomorrow hopefully

gummy jar empty already :( i dislike being a heavyweight

i may or may not have taken 2 more out of impatience took a while to hit but it was a decent high that peaked for a bit under 2 hours not my most notable high but still noticeable not bad for the price tbh

so apparently it's delta 9 thc which is about as weak as thc gets but it is technically legal here cus of that hoping that me being a heavyweight doesn't completely negate any effects it has gonna take one now to find out

well it says thc on the container

wondering if it was vertigo induced misreading or not that this bar i went to a few days ago sold thc gummies cus i thought that was illegal here personally

cursed to have the only people that talk to me often on dating apps be people that don't interest me meanwhile the people that do interest me stop talking outright after like 3 messages

ok i am sheltered and safe for now thamk to everyone that interacted on the earlier post i'll be back to my regular posting for now hopefully

didn't wanna post this but things are way too urgent for me rn i have to pay a coverage to get in my hotel room this afternoon if i want a place to sleep tonight but i'm 109€ short i can't ask my partners for help because they're asleep rn if anyone can help please do ko-fi.com/omni_td

proof ig shit's kinda jarring tbh

if i had a nickel for every tweaker i've found passed out on the pavement in the past 10 days i'd have two nickels

nnn for people is either weird puritan brainwashing or a kink no in-between

me when my town's center is adding cycling lanes for the european accessibility™️ (they are shrinking the roads instead of changing infrastructure and making traffic worse for everyone including cyclists)

my life would be a lot easier if i had a carapace i wouldn't be as fragile i wouldn't have to epilate and just molt instead and could still have soft bits where i wanted them

i should've been born an arthropod specifically a crustacean ideally

ok it's cleared up partially all i had to do was move like a machine at a pace perfectly between fast and slow for hours

just unlocked my dormant vertigo ama

oh you like my replies often? you should like follow me and like also cuddle me and make out with me and

came across my old passport photo somehow and damn i guess estrogen did actually do something after all

never thought i'd say this but i'm actually glad i can cook again for the week i'm spending here

living next to a cathedral for a week btw

why do i gotta live on impossible difficulty and have all the cute t-girls i'm friends with online be at least a country away

not sure why it's only specifically middle aged women that gender me as female but it happened again just now

i do wanna acknowledge that cars are cool but i simply cannot bring myself to when their standardized use has made the world a much more polluted and much less accessible place

just used my gfs visceral hatred for a game i play a lot solo to goad her into deciding what to do in call faster

the part they don't mention here is that if you don't let the gnomes in for tea they feed your youngest child to the forest

i usually don't post opinions but it's frankly disgusting how people with mood disorders like bipolar disorder or bpd are treated by others without them

alas it would seem my only irl friend only liked my ass

yipee yay

that's like asking me to pick a favorite child i can't do that

not that often actually doomer brain makes me forget that i've actually helped people before

black and red hair

p much every shade of deep purple

i would wear that tux and wedding dress mix that was drawn by that one artist shit goes crazy also it would be black or grey probably

thamk also yeah i've done it before so sure :>

wanted to learn fencing at one point actually

so i may have passed out before responding to these euh feel free to send more if you wanna before i get to them

attention before i sober up pwease ngl.link/omni_td

me not wanting to downplay my online connections that have undeniably helped me in life: the bipolar disorder and loneliness since the only person nearby me forgot i existed:

wish i could be seen as attractive in person by someone other than cis gay men that fetishize me due to them perceiving me as a "failed male"