tummy tuesday cus it's been a bit i might have also lost a monad of weight

just realized i missed a tattoo show nearby last weekend which is a shame cus it might have been a way to find good artists locally

i'm ok i suppose been worse thamk for asking

one thing i like about having long nails rn is being able to stim by clicking them on various surfaces

ough i'm being manic depressed drunk on main again hopefully i get the funny drunk next time

yea ik this sounds like a crush but it really isn't it's just how heavily someone severely mentally unwell like myself got attached to what was what i saw as my only true irl friend so far

i'm still not over her, clearly i don't really wanna sh over her leaving anymore but that's the extent of my improvement

i do not want to message my former friend i do not want to message her i do not :)))))

gonna apply for a temp 6 month financial aid next week genuinely might be the thing that pushes me to finally drop this shitty job i'm pretty good at it now but that doesn't mean i like it

this is an amusing idea i will keep it in mind

yes very anon (you are btw)

does a wizard hat become a witch hat if a girl wears it

love you too oomfie

i'd want headmates if i could cuddle them and make out with them

clutching my skull rn muttering on loop "don't i say i suggest forcethem"

i feel like i'm too tired to hate people nowadays but i do definitely have bouts of resentment towards certain people occasionally

new ten56 album dropped my life is slightly less miserable for now

my partners also my oomfies even if i literally haven't seen any of them irl

liking each others skeets is kinda like frotting when you think about it

thank i try to be been out of practice lately tho

at this point all i need is a microdose of mind altering substances before i earnestly believe i live in a construct surrounded by fake humans designed to torment me instead of just saying it as a joke

i euh think i haven't aired anyone recently i think

i wish lmao being bipolar and uncharismatic isn't ideal for being liked

been wanting to do this but my mental is so catastrophic nowadays that i can't bring myself to draw anything that isn't a vent rn

i got a dopamine rush by dropping a 21€ shopping to 7€ with food stamps today does this mean i'm getting old

waow thamk oomfie

you're good dw thanks btw :)

a what now

pretty obvious who sent this but i still appreciate it :)

feel free to chat to me more often i'm not that scary i think

that's sweet my dms are always open so feel free to message me if you don't follow me euh i guess show yourself in one of my replies lol

dunno if i'm enough of a niche micro e celeb for this but i could use a distraction ask away if you wanna or don't i'm not your parent ngl.link/omni_td

my meds, alcohol, nicotine and even xanax aren't hitting me as hard as i need them to in order to stop me feeling like shit been a while since i've wanted to sh relapse this badly

part 1

i actually found a flask i never touched in my room we're so back

shoutout to my elfbar stopping my first hiccups in almost a year somehow that i got after chugging xanax cus i had no alcohol on hand

part 1

discord is down rn so time for me to pull up desktop signal for the first time in over a year

having double jointed limbs would give me gender euphoria

my partners can't do anything on call without me commenting on it they'll drink water and i'll say the sipper they'll be eating something crunchy and i'll say the cruncher they'll breathe audibly and i'll say the breather

any eu account i come across seems to have at least some irl contact with people nearby like am i just cosmically unlucky or is it france specifically that sucks for finding queers nearby

sorry for not being funny lately i've been contemplating how survival might be a form of living life after all

shoutout to bran's writing for making me feel bad for an abusive paraphile character somehow

hoo boy i'm allowed two different types of headaches today first a hangover and a migraine now that it's over

well considering i just threw up i guess i did experience something after all

praying my potential hangover goes away before i regain enough feeling in my body after waking up to experience it

it's transphobic that i'm absolutely smashed rn and don't have any girls to abuse me while i'm vulnerable

welp all our conversations fizzled out a few days ago do i be normal and accept this or try to carry entire conversations again

i'm a very normal partner chat

when you're mean to me this is who you're being mean to btw