I may not have thought out how to hide the scent of rum from my husband. I dont think he will care, but you never know. 💀

Drinking rum at 5 am. 🥴

Ugh. I need like 50k to spend on rocks.

Been having fun messing around on ark survival ascended. I thought i was doing well, until a carno just said nope.

Well, gonna go beat my meat then get some sleep.

Ended up having to switch the steel taper out for a silicone tunnel. It is healing a lot faster now.

Dyes are in 😊

Getting ready to change my dyes out.

Got myself some rum.

If ever you're having a bad day, just remember there is a mineral called plumbogummite and your day will vastly improve.

Just told the husband that I am taking my autonomy back, even if he doesn't like it. I am sick of having my strings pulled by people. Im going to take these scissors and start stabbing ANYONE who tries to take control over my own autonomy. NEVER AGAIN.

Freshly showered, feeling clean and no longer smell like a yeti's asshole after bottoming for an orgy.

Oh yeah, i never signed an NDA about this. When you call Telstra, you are actually not dealing with telstra for surface level enquiries, billing etc. Your information is being processed by third parties. No one will ever hear "This is Taz from Telstra faults" again.

Walking around Frankston at night can be a bit surreal. Sometimes it's a landscape so beautiful it feels like a somnal hallucination, sometimes it can be a place of nightmares. Tonight? It's almost like a level of the backrooms.

Gotta go into the city tomorrow to hand my work equipment back in. Woo.

You dont need to be masculine to be a man. You dont need to be feminine to be a woman. You know what the only requirement is? To be fucking human.

Aaaand now my stretching kit has been exhausted. Needing to get a 1cm to 2cm kit now.

Well, The doctor has me on opiate painkillers and is also going to start me on heavy sedatives as well as cognitive behavioural therapy. I finally have a doctor who doesn't just say "you're having a bad day. Go and sleep."

Sooo.... it might be advisable to.. maybe not slip in the shower? My shins are now calling me what the brain calls me.. "fuckin idiot".

Gonna give destiny 2 a go. Hopefully i can get into the flow of it

Ive started baking again. Every few weeks i'll do a few cakes or something just to get used to it again. Havent had any total disasters, yet.

My piece of Tremolite asbestos.

I snapped the host rock some of my opal is attached to. Thankfully, there is no damage to the opal itself. Did it hurt? Yes. Ironstone slicing your skin hurts. It's not sharp like a knife but more like broken glass. Looks cool though!

An hour till i find out if im fired 💀

One day, i will be myself again. Not this shallow reflection of something that was once human. And maybe then people wont be embarrassed to admit they know me. Maybe one day i can have a friend who won't be ashamed of me and want to spend some time together. One day, I will be whole again.

Oh yeah i forgot about this. Got a version of this done up.

Getting your genitals ultrasounded sounds more fun from the kink side. Medically it's not so fun. And now my balls are covered in lube 😑

Not smart enough to land a job that pays enough to live. Not rich enough to live off what I have. Not desired enough to go into sex work. And not wanted at my current job so thats likely gone on monday. :|

When you take painkillers expecting the usual non reaction but your body betrayed you and for some reason they are hyper effective. God damn. I feel like i have been K - holed

Youtube shorts are dangerous. I can bearly sit down and watch anything for more than a minute or two unless it's so visually overstimulating that i lock in. My attention span has been thinned so badly. I am ashamed of myself for falling into that trap.

By the way, if you have ever spoken to Telstra 5G faults and you have spoken to an agent named Taz... Hey there :)

Next month i go for the next round of tests. Thankfully they ruled out anything malignant but they have detected that i potentially have hypothyroidism. The hospital is still classifying my other problem as not important enough to be fixed.

My contribution to pride month. You are seen, you are wanted, you are loved.

Okay! Time to have an extremely hot shower and steam my sinuses to relieve the pressure. Hopefully i dont black out and hit my head on the wall this time. Might have to get the husband to keep an ear out for a loud crash.

Looking for genuine answers. How hard is it to heal a prince albert, frenulum and/or a kings ladder? Ive heard scrotal piercings are pretty chill on the healing but i am looking at possibly getting a PA done at some point and stretching it.

15/10 headache but got another patch prepped for harvest 😁

And now to walk around frankston for a while 😁

Trying to cook dinner and answer customer calls at the same time is... not the most productive thing to do

Mass outages on Telstra's PSTN network throughout NSW and further. If your parents have a landline service still and you cant get through to the landline, that most likely will be why

I saw a friends ring today. Saw it had a resin stone in it. Asked if she actually liked the resin stone and she said she wasnt fussed about it. Swapped it out for an Ethiopian opal. Just curing the glue now :)

Welp it's officially my 34th birthday.

If you ever want to have a chat about rocks (organic ones, not ones that go in your vein, up your nose or in a glass pipe) im always up for it :) i love rocks. Rocks are good people.

If you happen to see an interaction from a profile that looks suspiciously like me, it might be. I ended up making a secodary account so friends who dont want to see my dick dont have to. 🫡

I never message first. That probably wont change because as much as i want to talk to people, i remember how fucking annoying i am and thusly choose not to waste someone elses time because their time has more value spent talking to people who they will actually enjoy talking to.

Got a job interview on monday 😁

🤣 so that lump of asbestos i have isnt white chrysotile as i suspected, it's tremolite 🤣 Guys i may be cooked 🤣

Rare photo of me outside without headphones.

The person who invented single plu toilet paper was just trying to educate the masses that the anus is not just an exit.

Me pulling on my newly stretched ear, knowing full well the potential consequences. Me: i should stop. This is gonna tear the ear. Me: pulls on it harder Still me: god damn it, i tore my ear

Probably gonna get paralytic drunk for my birthday again this year. Husband usually sleeps through it, i have no friends to celebrate it with and yeah. Or i might just go to work. Idk