My next goal is to figure out how to edit and mix audio WELL Ugh, that would elevate so much

For once in my life I’m actually steadily hopeful to build the life I dreamed of albeit very slowly

I blame the ADHD but I still have faith I’ll figure out how to get things done with this brain of mine, I’ve see enough artists and creators find their way with my same neurotype so I know it’s possible to find my way I will become a consistent and reliable idol

I stayed up all night editing my visuals for a showcase just to miss the deadline

@paida.space’s live last night was SO much fun! 🛸 Seeing more kaigai idols putting on their own events proves how much we’ve grown! I’m so proud of you, my friend! 💜💚

My selfie collection grows (Left Mico, Right Gon of Vanner)

Not search being Halloween Baddiesss 🙈

Ngl Pretty satisfied with my latest short And for a rushed job at that

I have a deadline on the 7th to record a cover and I know dang well this is like a 3-day project and I still haven’t started

お昼休み。 今日はとても良い天気ꕤ︎︎·͜·

Pfp change cause I miss him☹️ (Gon of Vanner)

Nobody warned me I was gonna run into Felix at Gong Cha, I would’ve dressed up HIS VOICE WAS IN THE KIOSK TOO BRUH

Once again changing a setlist last second. I will never learn, and I blame the ADHD

Was instinctively driven to draw a goddess ordering pizza and wings on doordash. It needed to exist

Uploaded the funniest short on Hers.E YouTube but I’m trying to wait till later in the day to upload it everywhere else but the first several views are definitely me

I was so busy preparing for negative comments that I forgot about to prepare for positive ones! If I get another hype comment on Tiktok I’m gonna glitch out🫨

ASHNIKKO TOUR LETS GOOOOOOO

Okay so, fun fact: These jeans are pretty special to me! They have the names of all of Vanner’s songs and members. I got to show the group the jeans first on ASC in 2023 and then later met them wearing the same jeans. I also wore them for my first idol performance!

Btw the second highest viewed short is under 500 views this this leap is NUTS

Oh my god

Okay this time I’m locking in for sure, 23th the charm! 🤞🏾😂

Oh no, I… I really like the feeling of running.. oh gosh am I about to become a runner?? Is that the kind of person I am??

*whispers* Its… its my birthday today

Hello bluesky! 👋🏽 its been a while and I want to announce some changes! First, @hers-e.bsky.social is now on bluesky! I’ve alternated activity between Hers.E and B.Stargirl and I found I’m much more comfortable under Hers.E

BAAM

I haven’t an instagram fit in a while, its overdue (the aiscream trend doesn’t count)

At #Acen2025 I got to see #Toxinesis properly holy heck these guys ain’t playing around. Both members have great stage presence and skill and their storytelling is insanely creative and funny If they perform at a con near you GO SEE THEM!!! youtube.com/@toxinesis?s...

Dreamcon friends: Please know the envy is real rn AH 👅 #MeganTheeIdol

💘💕💕

It’s so important to feed your inner child when you can. I just got a loft bed cause I miss bunking with my brother from when we were kids. I still gotta make a living, I still gotta plan a future, but now I got a little more whimsy back in my life while I do so✨

I was looking at Aespa’s Whiplash choreography trying to figure out how to not look like a dork doing it and my conclusion? Don’t stop stretching and working out 😮‍💨 Do NOT underestimate the control needed to execute these gg dances, I’ll tell ya

Oooo oooOO Thinking of cover Somi’s Ice Cream 🍦 Its such a fun unserious song, the outfit is gonna have to match!

I love this stupid sticker Bless you Chicago VVS for this stupid Gon sticker😌

Proper shots of my “pretty, cute yet feisty” styles from the aiscream trend! It was really fun tapping back into these sides myself🥰 I need to dress up more! 😤 #ootd #kaigaiidol #indieidol #kawaiiblackgirls #fashion

Vanner fansign Saturday and Onewe concert Monday is a heck of a high to come down from! Going to focus on upcoming projects to keep the post concert depression at bay🥲 Its also just really inspiring to see any kind of performer do their thing, you know?

끝났어요! 오늘 배너를 만났어요~ So now I’m back to English! So so so much love in my heart for these boys. I wasn’t gonna smile here until I hit me how blessed this moment was taking a selfie with one of my favorite people. I’m so excited to grow like #Vanner as an idol🥰

운동하는 끝!🏋🏾‍♀️ 제 옷 좋아같다😌

다 왔어요! 안녕하세용, 시카고! 또 만났네🤗

저는 한국어만 말하고 있어요. 모레가때문에 열심히 연습하고있어요 🙂‍↕️

Less than a week now until I get to See Vanner 🥹🫶🏽 If you don’t know, they’re my favorite kpop boy group and seeing them in person again after 3 years (almost exactly) for a fan meet is— ugh I may cry

Even though I have a clear concept in mind, I’m not exactly a themed idol so I struggle to introduce myself sometimes. But between my draw to sports wear and energetic dances, I think “genki” is a good way to start

About to dye and retwist my hair See you in two days

Welp, I’m already up too late Might as well edit this lyric video

I always wanted to try this, its sooo cute🥹

Watching this again in 2025 makes it hilariously clear the impact this concept had on me And yes, a cover of this is *~eventually~* coming youtu.be/-AjlXi21b8Q?...

Inching forward with the “do it scared” mindset to bring you idolfest videos 🥹

People think they’re so good at spotting AI but never clocked that these were generated. I made B.Stargirl and chose a niche community like kaigai idols where no one would suspect a thing. Sure, it would’ve be more satisfying to unveil at a higher following but I thought today was perfect :)

*pauses to see if the video gets blocked again* … Okay, we’re good PART 1 OF MY IDOLFEST DEBUT IS LIVE NOW Y’ALL youtu.be/98szEBwlqfM?...

Re-reading Sailor Moon and I know I’m not supposed to laugh—