Maybe…I am the problem.

Done on stream today. Just Cairo calling Soren and acting all lovey dovey. It's embarrassing for Soren, but secretly he likes it.

So just a heads up: I will not be able to stream on Twitch for the next few months as my account has been suspended from doing so. I tried to appeal it but Twitch said no. I’m seeing this as an opportunity to stream on YouTube instead. I’ll update with more details later.

Doing a little art stream today. twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Currently at the airport waiting for my flight for LVFC at the DFW international airport. If anyone happens to be here on their way to the con hit me up!

Streaming more #FFXIV with @nikolaichaser.bsky.social . Pushing through the remaining Heavensward MSQ before we eventually make it into Stormblood! twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Howdy folks! Continuing another FFXIV stream with @nikolaichaser.bsky.social We're post MSQ and moving forward. twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Randomly woke up an hour ago. Can't go back to sleep. Too much on my mind. Hate when this happens.

Another #FFXIV stream with @NikolaiChaser Continuing our #Heavensward adventure. Part 7 twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Going live at 6:00pm (CST) with @NikolaiChaser to continue our #FFXIV #Heavensward stream part 4! Venturing into dragon territory now! twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Streaming more #FFXIV tonight with @NikolaiChaser as he goes through Heavensward for the first time! Come join us! twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Just a little something I did for Valentine's Day. Seems like Cairo only has one person on his mind.

Happy Foppy Friday! Me and @NikolaiChaser will be playing #FFXIV tonight. Diving head first into #Heavensward content! Starting at 6PM CST! twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Decided to open these up for a small period. Accepting these until Saturday so I have plenty of time to work on them before the holiday itself. DM/comment if interested.

From stream today. Cairo looking good as always.

Been struggling hard with a lot of stuff lately. My job potentially going away because of company changes. Feeling like a failure with every day things. Losing a sense of purpose and figuring out what exactly I have to live for other than the fear of missing out.

A little more practice. Wonder whose POV that is. ;3

From stream today. Been trying to get more comfortable drawing different body types.

Starting to dive into the NSFW scene...may the universe have mercy on my soul xD

Happy New Year everyone! Just wrapped up stream.

From stream today. A Christmas pic of Soren and Cairo kissing under the mistletoe.

This bad habit of comparing myself to other artists progress keep rearing its ugly head and impacting my overall progress. I hate that this keeps happening.

Doing a little late night art stream tonight. twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Happy Fox Friday! Going live with @brandoom.bsky.social at 3:30pm (CST) on Twitch! twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Another greyscale commission finished from stream today. @dougtrio915.bsky.social

Streaming some art today from the new apartment! Come hang out and chill with good tunes! twitch.tv/sorenkfox

Open to any offers on these leftover adopts! 👀 #adopts #adoptables #adoptable #furry #furryartist #furryart

Worked on stream. Commission for www.twitch.tv/the_bark_lord on Twitch. Wanting to get better with values to improve my art.

Gonna be moving next week and looking to earn some additional funds to help with moving expenses. If anyone is interested, I’m open for these greyscale sketch commissions. ko-fi.com/c/ea3f9d57cd

Finished it off stream. This is the best I can do at the moment, but I want to get better...somehow...

Little progress from stream. Still need to add more, but I'm satisfied with where I ended for today.

Hey all! Testing out stream stuff again since I had to uninstall and reinstall everything. twitch.tv/sorenkfox

A little WIP that I'm working on. Folks wanted it, and finally it's being delivered. Soren and Cairo finally kissing, but possibly more? I'll leave that to your imagination ;)

Something I did earlier today at work. Still needs shading, but otherwise it's turning out pretty well I think :D

Finally made are sheet for Cairo. Even gave him a last name.

Hello all! I will be doing a stream tonight at 7:00pm (CST) with the awesome bsky.app/profile/bran...

Had a little fun drawing Mr. Wolf (Sorry Diane x Wolf shippers[not really]) Left = My version Right = Original

Little piece from stream tonight. Tested out a new brush.

From stream today. Coloring/Shading are still a weakness of mine xD

First pic after coming back from my Atlanta trip. Just something to help me get back into it, and everyone seems to love Cairo and Soren interacting with one another.

Is that a whole new level of smug I see?

Sorry for the lack of streams on my end for the past week and a half. I just haven't been in the mindset, but I feel stuck with streaming and with art. Just need to get past this hurdle of comparing where I am vs the success of others.

I think this lip sync tutorial can still help many, so here you go :)

I don't have a problem. Shut up, baka!

Hey all! We'll be start streaming soon at 3:30pm (CST). We'll be working on art, as per usual. twitch.tv/sorenkfox

A random part of me today thought: "Maybe I should take a step back from the fandom. My attempts at finding a relationship in it are abysmal at best, friends come and go way too often, and I often feel out of place." The other part is "Don't be stupid!". These are my thoughts.

From the stream tonight. Love how it turned out.

Soren in the Saja Boys pose. I need help. I can’t stop listening to the soundtrack.

How many more rejections do I have left in me before I just give up on trying to find a relationship entirely? Every time I think I find someone the universe just kinda punches me in the gut and says "No, you're not allowed to find that kind of happiness"...