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little songs i chant under my breath for me for me for me, i get everything i wish for, inciting invocations, supplicating statuette, sweetest sunset

i can see your ungranted wishes all over your everything, poor things. i can't grant them for you. half of me a puppet half of me a doll

no-one here but me and my echo , me and my shadow, me and my self (and a really big centipede) ((a grinning mouth above my head))

three years ago i put a bell on my collar so i could know i exist with certainty every time i heard the sound and it actually really did help with this

the asuras are said to experience a much more pleasurable life than humans, but they are plagued by envy for the devas, whom they can see just as animals perceive humans.

"titan", "demigod", or "antigod"

give my heart, hold on tight, did you know? everything will be okay

to soothe eachothers shadows

do you seek someone with medicinal properties?

bright sun, rainbow outside "it looks like there never even was a wound there!" the regressive reenactment of certain traumatically dissociated aspects of self, three lucky strikes, four naturally very ripe fruits. the taste of caramel, smoke, and lavender. the smell of wet bituminous concrete

none of our secrets are physical now

i'm an introvert in the same way a corpse is an introvert

if to empower yourself you have to diminish others thats not empowering yourself its just delusion

superiority seperates and confidence connects

ah, i think integrity is like a tool you use so you can Trust yourself. i'm not sure it has much to do with others. the "moral" value of honesty applied to the self allows a Trust within the self that is unshakeable. i know what i'll do, and what i won't.

well, that's not going to happen again! :o)

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oh my, this pantomime is getting gory!

feeling a kind of perfect vessel right now. something like a vase or a doll. a container entirely amphoric. a strong, reverberating, hollow sound like a bell when you hit me. clay, stone, wood, bone, ivory, leather, or wax. 🍎 κόρη - daughter · maiden, girl · statue · pupil (of the eye).

ours is a world that is both everywhere and nowhere, but it is not where bodies live.

a non-entity

unoccupied, vacant, without contents, empty, vast, wide, hollow, uncultivated, fallow, "lacking or wanting" (something), "being without, devoid" absolute empty space,

an object of interest, something rare or strange.

careful, diligent; inquiring eagerly, meddlesome,

strange or marvelous thing, unheard of or supernatural event; object of astonishment, a word of unknown origin.

you don’t choose your feelings ever, but you do always choose your actions. that is what it means to be sharp.

well, that's what makes me cloudy !

CAUGHT DOING NOTHING?

CAUGHT DOING SOMETHING DIRTY?

CAUGHT DOING SOMETHING PURE?

MY OH MY MY LITTLE EYE

oh look into me i bear my heart and find there is THINGS I DID NOT ASK FOR ALL OVER IT!

wasn't i transparent as glass?

i have a thousand or more little eyes just for you and i can see which ones you open in others. i have a million little eyes just for you and they are filled with love. i have innumerable little eyes for you and they are in overdrive.

IF YOU DONT LIKE THEM, WHY DO YOU HAVE THEM?

inside all of us patterns like rivers, rivers like roads, paths you tread, riverbeds

inside my soul it is always snowing and a fog is forever creeping in

i Believe. hope is for other people

believing is a happy choice

likes to analyze, disseminate, and organize. likes to excavate, transform, and penetrate deeper.

imagine a CIRCUS WHEEL.

just What is the Divine doing?

you gotta activate your pray drive