seeing other roach does make me jump sometimes a little bc my icon used to look very similar in like. 2015~

preferring short femme tops is a terrible fate

今見返したらなんか顔色悪⁉️になったので色味調整した

顔修正

the fact i have fan mail is a bit weird to me but i cant help but keep rereading them abd wanting to cry

ITS SO. BIG?!?

what is mikunavi?

I WAS WONDERING WHAT CRASHED WHEN USING A DIFF PROGRAM. I WASNT EVEN USING CSP AND IT CRASHED?????

scratches head

man. my shoulders are too wide for womens clothes but im too short for mens clothes my size. what a fucked up world i live in

it felt good to get this off my chest 🖤 enjoy! youtu.be/2u-cbr3Ab6A

honestly. the reason my breakup with my ex fucked me up so badly isnt just because we were dating, but because we were supposed to also be friends

i’ve been missing a lot of memories lately

im sleepy <-- slept over 10 hours

where the FUCK are my files

i kinda miss dreams oliver,but that's mostly because the reason he was made is coming back

i've been using this as my priv instead of my previously used side twt bc i ended up having too many people following me there, hence why i don't rlly advertise this one

ive slept more than i've been awake, for three days,

i suppose my speech impediment really just sounds like i have a somewhat strong accent?

why is it that everyone who tells me that it’ll get better the ones whove hurt me the most

honestly thinking about my childhood is just stressful, it's easier to believe it was okay

holding a flambe torch to my knees so i wont just go back into a cold coma again

I NEE DTO STOP OVERSLEEPING BUT IM JUST SO COLD.....................

DO I HAVE FRIENDS WHO STILL STREAM. I HAVE A STREAM IDEA FOR OYU

🍿✨

YAY this is Oliver the vocaloids sorry the background is kinda bleh I barely ever do them lol #art #digitalart #VOCALOID #oliver #fanart #cute

It's always "Thank you for telling me everything you know about VOCALOID" and not "Are you autistic"

i keep laughing at the next verse is chinese video while drawing and its seriously affecting my line quality

head in hands. i wish the "buy only things you really really want" worked on me but i still go through things i bought years ago and cant part with any of it

I don’t have super aesthetic notebooks but my sticker and signature book……

i fear i have no idea how to cut my art’s layer and ive yet again over complicated a commission

engloids and the obligatory hatsune miku (partially obscured by her grandfather's hat)

TEARS IN MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY TECH CURSE IS STILL REAL!?!?!?!?!?

なんかこう……なる？

OLIVER EXPO ‼️ ‼️ ‼️

she can seperate her heads but theres no moe in that..........

my cute daughter

i, really shouldve waited til after miku expo to start my new meds

why do i make all my white haired ocs nefarious

my new meds have given me shortness of breath and i ended up sleeping for 2 additional hours

my adhd meds are making me congested as fuck

ALMOST FINISHED A COMM AND IT FROZE . FELL TO MY KNEES.

the flaw of drawing to destress is drawing is that i never ever ever stretch and that is bad

i, ive been drawing so long i fell out of my chair when i went to get a snack

I have a cursed hand that I have to bandage it to seal it's power (artist) My sight has been damaged from trying to access forbidden texts (reading novels in the dark) and I have a hidden secret power everyone covets (my credit card number)

I WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS COMMISSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!