Man. This back/nerve bs. Is the pits. We suspect I have a bulging disc that is sitting on my siatic nerve. I can deal with being uncomfortable, but the tingling down my leg is driving me crazy.

:C My glass jug arrives today. I was really excited to make sun tea. It's hella overcast and it's not going to clear up before the sun sets. QQ

Now I know this heifer only weighs 8lbs. Why it feel like I’m being held down by 15 metric tons? The heifer in question:

Ngl, as much as I'm having trouble staying on task, I really was made for this line of work. I've gone back and read some of my writing assignments to get an idea the brain juices flowing and.. I'm honestly astonished. I -wrote- those. And it's solid legal writing. Just.. Woah.

I just want to be remembered. I want to know I mattered. I try to be kind and compassion and empathy really are free. My dislike for something doesn't come with judgement for another person. I want to understand. If I leave, I want to be remembered for that.

I don't know why I have to say this as if it isn't obvious, but if you are an account that supports, uses, or encourages the use of Generative AI as your: Don't fucking follow me. We clearly do not agree on the ethics of GenAI. I don't support your use of it. I don't think your character is cute.

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Ngl, I realize I've made a mistake getting rid of my old tablets. I don't want to turn to use my tablet screen. V.V *whines in spoiled artist* I'm going to eventually get a Surface Pro to use in tandem with school, but good lord. Where my sugar daddy's at? Help a poor student with debt out. LMAO

On my sadgirl shit. I'm frustrated being independent. Its a really lonely existence when you don't need someone by your side to function. I want company, but I don't like groups. Being in public makes me nervous. PEOPLE make me nervous. I need consistency, but I don't want to ask for it. Isuck.🙃

*SCREAMS* THIIS IS NOT A FUCKING DRILL. OCARINA OF TIME OFFICIALLY HAS AN ANNOUNCED REMAKE. I REPEAT. THIS IS NOT A DRILL. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I always feel really bad with talking about my problems. I'm riddled with self-doubt, self-esteem issues, the big sads, anxiety that never makes sense, and my brain has decided to speed run the ADHD experience and drop the mask. I'm honestly exhausted mentally, but I never allow myself grace.

Hey artists! Post some art you made from before Bluesky!

I took this forever ago and never did anything with it. Soooo. Happy Pride? ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

I hate this bed. It’s old and worn out with those well worn body dips. But lort, I’d be laying if I said laying here rn isn’t the best feeling ever. I am the comf.

Last stretch of driving before we get back home. I’m tired and ready to be done with being in cars. q.q

I’ve got some pictures somewhere of my daughter when she was about 1 sitting in my lap, watching and helping me play a game on my DS. One of my favorite memories:

Nothing like bonding time with your mini-me and getting piercings together.

Pancake house with my Smollest. I’ve missed my baby qq

I wish I was in my bed, not this stiff motel bed in a room too cold with blankets too thin and pillows that I’m not sure ever had some stuffing in them. But it’s worth it, cause I get to meet @mixiezepp.bsky.social today face to face. :3 I’m so excited!!!! I get to give my best friend a hug!!

Nothing like some retail therapy and Texas Roadhouse for lunch/early dinner with my heart. ❤️ Getting out more and away from the computer has definitely been a breath of fresh air.

God. Ouch. My anxiety ruins my life. I've destroyed so many opportunities because of it. This is the difficulty of being a realist: I'm hyper aware of the positions I put myself in and believe I don't deserve the kindness of understanding because I put myself there in the first place.

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Bluesky-exclusive raffle! Trying to gain more of an audience for my art here so I can gradually escape my reliance on "x" for commissions. Winner chosen when this gets 100 shares! Choice of flat colored sketch, ink & render or painted style.

I'm a dumbass and deleted the OG. lul

Yanno, still mood.

Okay… I’ll be okay.. I think.. I lost a very important family member this morning. I… don’t know how I feel. I’m just numb because all I want to do is curl up in bed but I’m having to sit here and wear my smile for the world. I love you, Grandaddy. Thank you for always being my superhero.

I drew this sketch a while ago of Teig being her stupid dumb self thinking she's perfectly hidden in the safety of her pillow fort (which is just two pillows with a throw blanket over them). Shush. You don't see her. She's invisible. >:C

Who up making butter chicken right now? Ya homegirl has a craving.

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I want to smack hims tiddy for funsies.

I can't believe finals is in a week... I also can't believe I'm running full A's and on track to 4.0 the whole semester. Ya'll, does this mean I'm kind of smart? lmaooo I don't even know, I just know my brain is fried but I'm finding out I have a better understanding of law than I thought.

Some more older pieces. #furryart

Yanno. I don't think I've ever posted any of my drawing artwork on here. Let's change that. #furryart

So I hear she's a really good girl~. Art: @jesterghastly.bsky.social

Here's some snapshots randomly taken the past couple of weeks. Been drowning in school stuff. I have the creative itch growing, but just not the energy. Plus side, my health related stuff is going well. Close to 150lbs overall lost, down +10 dress sizes, and my brain is overwhelmed but happy.

Pre-emptive because impersonators are making their rounds again. I -only- take commission inquiries on BSKY and FA. I do not contact people individually to offer commissions. I do not contact commissioners outside of business related communications. I do not advertise outside of my Bsky and FA.

See a butt, post a butt.

Wheeeewf. Midterms over. Brain fried. Ready just to chill for spring break. So what do we do? Retail therapy.

i think that people are way too comfortable with accepting life-ruining accusations from strangers as true especially with no proof in this day and age. and esp with how people are misusing and watering down a lot of serious terms in order to make things seem worse than they actually are

My brainworms like posting their thoughts early in the morning. But, in regards to current events. I get it as an artist, the subscribestar situation sucks. I wish we had better options too. But, I'm going to play devil's advocate for a moment. I think people are getting mad a the wrong thing.

You don't have to tell me I'm trash. Better on mute, fuck you. I'll do it myself. I don't really need your help, I'll do it myself. You 'aint gotta tell me I'm cringe; or an egocentric bitch, I'll do it myself. I don't really need your help, to put me through hell. I'll do it myself. 🎵🎶🖕

Also, this is what I did with Daddy last Wednesday. It was such a good night.

Ngl, it's kind of refreshing to come across drama flare ups that would have affected me a year ago just.. not do anything now. Sorry ya'll are going through that, but it has nothing to do with me. Bro, I'm -healing-. I'm so proud of myself. Fuck ya'lls beef. I choose happy.

Someone give me the mental capacity to get through mid-term and short finals. Q.Q The alphabet disorders seem to be uncaring that we have DEADLINES. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhelp

I've totes become @mixiezepp.bsky.social 's lap dog. #secondlife #furry #slfurry #slnsfw

I stop caring when you put your reputation before the people you claim to care about. I really just can’t continue to support people who use others as stepping stones. Who exactly do you think you are? You aren’t that important enough to turn me into the bully you’ve become.

If something makes you uncomfortable~ Just do the thing.