A pic from the vault to forget about yesterday’s doctor’s appointment (that wasn’t - because the doctor was absent, once again… so maybe it’s time to check with a private oncologist). Happy Wednesday 😘❤️

This is me one minute ago, right before heading out for my oncology appointment. My skin rash is getting better, and I’ve gained a little weight, but overall, I'm improving. Now, let's hope we can get a break for Christmas! Happy Tuesday! 😘❤️ #chemowarrior #picsbybears #recoveryjourney

A good friend suggested I post something for #monochromemonday Here’s a pic included in the new hardcover book I released a few months ago with a full redesign of the previous listening companion book for my album “All Systems Go”. www.amazon.com/dp/B091Q6KC6F Have a nice Monday 😘❤️

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There’s so much stuff I want to share from my latest videos, but I’m focusing on finishing more due to my limited energy. Here’s a wardrobe test for the astronaut. I designed everything to avoid references to countries or armies. I dislike violence and weapons, but that’s me 😅 youtu.be/IVh0gJsBMr0 😘

I made you three playlists… One shiny, one dreamy, one furry. Which one are you today? 😏✨ 🎧 All links here: linktr.ee/benjaminkoll Have a wonderful weekend, my loves ❤️✨ Enjoy the music and take care. #BenjaminKoll #NewPlaylists #Disco #Electronic #BearCommunity #ProducerLife #LGBTQMusic

Howdy partner? Ready for the weekend? 😉 Welcome to my club: linktr.ee/benjaminkoll Have a great Friday 😘❤️ #picsbybears #musicbybears #nightswithstrangers

#throwbackthursday to 1489, posing for a rare mythological portrait for Leonardo da Vinci in a past life. Hey, if others claim to have been Cleopatra, I might as well have been a faun with a knack for the lyre 🤪 Full galleries on Patreon and others 👉 linktr.ee/benjaminkoll Have a nice Thursday 😘❤️

6th #FOLFIRI chemo round! 💪🐼 There are lots of side effects, but I'd rather focus on crossing the finish line, hoping I'll get a break to give my body a chance to recover. I still can’t understand why the cure has to be so destructive, though. But you do what you have to do. Happy Wednesday! 😘❤️

It's been a couple of rough days. I didn't know what to post, so here's a pic from one of our last photo shoots on August 3rd. 📸 Check my links for new stuff: linktr.ee/benjaminkoll. Happy Tuesday! 😘❤️ #picsbybears

Some stories return when the time is right.☺️ Remixes From A Future Past (Special Edition Vinyl) is a journey through sound and memory, newly remixed and remastered, wrapped in art from another world. 💿 Available now exclusively at elasticstage.com/benjaminkoll... Have a nice day 😘❤️ #elasticstage

Where next?

Me visualizing next year ☺️ Have a great weekend 😘❤️ #weekendvibes #recoveryjourney #chemowarrior

Memories from 2018, shooting “Beautiful Nothing” with Eduardo Lujan 🎬 A great #musicvideo to get you in the weekend spirit! Watch the full video 👉 youtu.be/dyk7k1_2QFA Happy Friday! 😘❤️ #tgif #behindthescenes #weekendvibes

I'm starting to feel like I've been away from the sun for a bit too long. 😅🤣

Here’s a peek #behindthescenes at “Secret Lovers”, the #newmusicvideo I released yesterday on Youtube 👉 youtu.be/p6bVhErb6h4 This one has been a long time in the making, with Easter eggs in two previous videos 😉 Have a great Wednesday 😘❤️ #makingof #musicbybears #chemowarrior

A new adventure, inspired by the true story behind the song… I told them to escape while they had the chance. Did they? Dare to run ✨. Don’t let history repeat itself 😉 Secret Lovers ❤️‍🔥 now streaming on YouTube 👉 youtu.be/p6bVhErb6h4 🎵 From the album Dance Love Dream 🕺❤️🌙 Have a wonderful day 😘❤️

Dare to run ✨ Some stories are born to find their way home. Don’t let anyone spoil the ending. Secret Lovers ❤️‍🔥 now streaming on YouTube 👉 youtu.be/p6bVhErb6h4 🎵 From the album Dance Love Dream 🕺❤️🌙 Have a wonderful day 😘❤️

These are the some of things I see every morning when I sit down at my computer to work. They’re all mementos from friends—cool little things that make me smile. I have the studio full of them. Happy Monday! 😘❤️

Have you ever wondered how I make my videos? Here’s another behind-the-scenes look at "Back on Track." 🎬 Full video: youtu.be/qpMFh1tX0jY Have a wonderful Sunday! 😘❤️ #BenjaminKoll #DanceLoveDream #makingof #chemowarrior #…#behindthescenes #chromakey #motioncapture

Saturday afternoon, rewatching #modernfamily before a movie and @djjosespinnin.bsky.social Twitch Dj set later ☺️ Have a great one 😘

#paellavalenciana🇪🇸 alert! 🔔 Have a great weekend ☺️😘❤️

So, turns out YouTube is shadow banning this music video because two guys are kissing (no tongue). 👉 youtu.be/tfOONoZkHHM Wouldn’t it be cool it push it to 100K views? Please share it if you’re also tired of big companies shady homophobia 🏳️‍🌈

A little more #halloween fun 👻 More on my subscriber pages 😉👉 linktr.ee/benjaminkoll ❤️ And another Youtube playlist: www.youtube.com/playlist?lis... Happy Halloween! 🎃💫

Trick or treat? 👻 More on my subscriber pages 😉👉 linktr.ee/benjaminkoll ❤️ And a Youtube playlist: youtube.com/playlist?lis... Happy Halloween! 🎃💫

#tbt to my brief career as a #Ghostbuster 👻 Great perks, shady hours, and one very clingy spirit 😜💫 Some hauntings got a little… out of hand 😈 Full #behindthescenes on my subscriber pages 😉 👉 linktr.ee/benjaminkoll ❤️ Happy Thursday, mortals ❤️ #halloween 🎃

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To celebrate #wetwednesday here’s a photo from 2023 enjoying a beautiful day in #PuertoVallarta Hope your day is going well. We’re back home and now it’s time for me to rest a little and let this chemo do its work. Hugs and kisses 😘❤️

Good morning from the hospital! We're here for a quick checkup. We've got to keep those side effects under control. 😉 Nothing bad; everything is business as usual on this second day of chemotherapy. I'm just wishing you a nice Wednesday, I’ll be back later to post something else, any requests? 🤪❤️

And another statue just because 🤪 Fun fact about today: I decided to wear loose shorts for todays chemo I and I keep having micro erections I need to hide from the nurses constantly LOL 😅🤣

Can you believe I’ve lost count of how many cycles I’ve done of this new round of chemo? It's crazy, but I’m guessing it’s because managing the side effects and working during the good moments has totally distracted me. Anyway, I'll stick with my motto: Whatever it takes! 💪🐼 Happy Tuesday! 😘❤️

A quick #behindthescenes hello from the “Cast Aside” set 🎬 Have you seen the video? Check it out: youtu.be/tfOONoZkHHM Have a wonderful beginning of the week 😘❤️

#throwbackthursday to that time I worked as a marble statue. Great benefits, but the mood was a little stiff 🤣 Full SFW & NSFW galleries are up on my subscriber pages 😉 👉 All links here: linktr.ee/benjaminkoll Happy Thursday! 😘❤️

I thought it'd be fun to share some of my process working and editing my latest music videos. 🎬 Here’s a peek #behindthescenes at “Back On Track” All my links: linktr.ee/benjaminkoll Have a wonderful day! 😘❤️ #BenjaminKoll #DanceLoveDream #makingof #chemowarrior

A secret too beautiful to stay hidden. ❤️‍🔥 CAST ASIDE — now streaming on YouTube. A forbidden love remembered through time. 🎬 Watch now → youtu.be/tfOONoZkHHM #BenjaminKoll #DanceLoveDream #CastAside #NewMusicVideo #ForbiddenLove

Two men. One secret. A love buried beneath velvet and silence. ❤️‍🔥 youtu.be/tfOONoZkHHM “Cast Aside” premieres tomorrow, 11 a.m. 🇲🇽 🎬 youtube.com/benjaminkoll Have a wonderful day 😘 #newmusicvideo #newmusicvideoalert #dancelovedream #musicbybears

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Taking a tea break on set before wrapping up filming for my new music video, coming soon to YouTube this week! ☕️🫖🐻‍❄️ Have a great Monday 😘❤️ #mondayvibes #behindthescenes #makingof

Well, why not?

#saturdayvibes Working on a new music video, where secrets speak louder than words 🤫 Check out my new album hypeddit.com/bkdream Have a wonderful weekend 😘❤️ #picsbybears #musicbybears

Today’s mood 🤪 Have a great one 😘❤️ #cowboy #tgif #picsbybears

This pic was just removed from instagram for nudity and they put a penalty on me 😅🤣

#TBT to 2023 One of the things I miss most while fighting cancer is taking a dip in the ocean or spending the day at the pool. In fact, I think that will be the first thing I do when I get better—rent a pool and spend the day soaking in it with friends. If possible, no swimwear! 🤪 Happy Thursday! 😘❤️

Day 2 of this fourth chemo cycle. So far it’s a little rougher than last time but that was to be expected. Now we’re waiting to see the oncologist and check out progress and next steps. Thankfully I have @martincortes.bsky.social with me to go through all this ☺️ hope you’re having a great day 😘❤️