Aurora still artist of da year (i went down in rank bc crane wives pilled and sparkbird pilled) HOWEVER POET REIGNS SUPREME (thats the callow song ever)

Throwing up i love my ocs I need to redirect my energy into being insanely in love with my ocs (as if i literally birthed them, not romantically)

Che i see u in my insta notifs HAHA i only gave u the ultimate surface level of my oc and spared you the rest of the iceberg

Every day i plan to do smth fun i get nUKED by something (day 1 of period and i’m curled up WRITHING)

Today i learned blocking someone on discord does absolutely nothing in a server bc someone who ive blocked was able to reply directly to something i said in a channel

I can’t wait till my current projects don’t involve making a cape hdjdkfbfnk

Back to work and its instant anxiety and dread i hate this place

Ive confirmed 2 people who redacted influenced to block me, so much for “personal” matter. How immature and controlling.

Discovered someone else pretending to be my friend so this time i’m just going to silently walk away and not confront. Confronting allows people to villify me beccause they air out their grievances that they chose not to address and clarify at any other earlier time. Im so tired of this.

square is giving away the $59 chip reader for free as long as you log in to your account to order it 👁️👄👁️

My car trunk is EMPTYYY (donations to various places dropped off)

The funniest most insane news i learned today that the uni i graduated from might close 😭😭😭😭😭

Friendsgiving was fun and i once again return to hallucinating abt my ocs Almost cried to a sparkbird song in da car whoops

Design choices i adore the most abt my ocs: Corb: toof gap, gold eyelashes Callow: their crab whisperer face marking that’s hidden under their mask, how i can use their hair feathers to visually depict their emotions as if they were little ears (i have not done that enough)

Manifesting the will to draw on saturday and or sunday

Im so full from today (i barely ate anything) but i still crave like A sandwich

Remember your favorite creator possibly might be struggling with imposter syndrome and doubt and this timeline sucks.. so if you find yourself thinking “wow I really relate to this persons work” or that persons work gives you joy, you should probably tell them. It’s a hard time to be a creative.

Keep Trying #art

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It’s that time of year again!

My OCs are a load bearing structure for my mental health.

Took one for the team (was the only person in my family under the age of 40 who did not sit on their phone for thanksgiving family gathering) Actually it was just me, mom, my aunt, and my grandfather (grandfather only bc his ipad died) I did a puzzle and taught a card game to the cousins

Corb loves you

After 13 months i opened wildmender again and every single time i do this (play once a year) i lock in and suddenly its 7 hours passed what thebFUCK

None of my friends are immune to drawing my ocs they’ll make them eventually either by gift or by paid service

Maskless callow ref images for no reason not for any moots to see in their apps Left: from da Cawwow Lore Notebook Right: Talia8Pie

Felt Applin ornament for a friend! #pokemon

Two parcels into da mail Must prepare for other parcels n cards

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Icon commissions are OPEN!!! I will have 5 slots open and then once all slots are filled, they will close and more will open after I finish that batch. This is how I'm gonna do things for now to make sure I don't get overwhelmed and folks get em swiftly forms.gle/x93tnV5E4FBY...

Because summer/fall 2025 was a major mental breakdown i REALLY did a deep purge to feel less overwhelmed w being alive so maybe cce flea market 2026 will be more chill (aka i wont have half my car filled w stuff to offload) I been purging rn and the designated flea market box is so empty its great

Im running out of things to go thru 😔 that will force me to make the arts n crafts ive been putting off hhhhhh

Went through 3 of my memory boxes to see what i can let go of (there was minimal bc ive been thru these boxes a couple times since moving out of my childhood home) But man its so funny seeing stuff i made 20+ years ago HAHA Late Millennial child

Rotating callow in my head again what horrors will they face this time

sorry for posting about The Character. yeah it's terminal. sorry. it'll happen again

Taught myself how to change a light fixture today. Because dad changed it to a worse one that gave me anxiety and dread (basically frosted hospital lights) and refused to change it back. So i ripped that thing out of the ceiling myself and put the old fixture + bulb back

I need people to know that as much as callow rotates in my brain on the daily that at every waking second corb plushie is held so close to me for warmth & comfort

Crying thats my SON

Happiness is stored in the “when people draw my ocs as a gift”

A super cute cheeb commission for twinsky72 on twitter, thank you sooo so much!!!! [ #Vgen | #VgenCommission | #Commissions ]

😱 FUCK 2025 SOAP - Wash off the unbelievable sTANK of this year with a smell like a warm vanilla hug and creamy milk candy.

THEMM!!

Earlier today, I was notified that someone was at my door. This is who it was:

Garlic Bulb….. ♥️♥️

Luteal phase trying to be mean to me rahhhhhhhhh

Their cover is decorated :)

No way the techo came with a little coloring activity :)

Fighting my migraines from being in da office has resorted to me taking my after work showers in the dark LOL (save electricity I guess lolllll)

Baby’s first hobonichi in my home and I am excited to pre decorate it for important dates and times