I'm grateful for the sun and the light and warmth it provides.

I'm feeling very withdrawn. I think winter has stolen all of my energy and joy.

Staying focused today is a mental hurdle. I just want to be able to stay on task. When I do start the task, I feel like I'm trying to swim in murky water. Thankfully my next medication appointment is soon and I can hopefully start a prescription for my ADHD.

Constant headaches and sinus issues have me so frustrated. There's a pickax going through the back of my skull into my left eye and into my nose. I want to go back to sleep.

White. I think the last time I had white set was back in 2012/2013 or something. This is solely for a photoshoot though.

This holiday weekend has been a struggle. Coming off the tailend of a cold straight into my cycle. Hormones are on the irritable side. Function setting on low battery mode. Much disassociating. Lots of half awake, mostly sleeping with eyes open. Hoping tomorrow I'll feel a little bit more lively.

I have yet to get the detailed report of my ADHD diagnosis. It will be nice to be able to understand how much of what I experience as normal is tied to ADHD. It'll be nice as well if I can find a solution to the extreme fatigue.

I'm tired of being tired all the time.

Woke up at 7am. Inadvertently fell asleep at 8ish. Woke up at 12. The head fog is thick.

I ordered this piece as a potential for a photoshoot. I'm not 100% sure about it now that I'm putting it on. Theme is Christmas.

Doing some deep cleaning before family comes over next week.

Seriously, time is flying by so quickly. It's already January.

My poor lopsided boobies.

Currently my BlueSky is just a void, so I feel confident that no one will really see this. Doooood, the world is at the beginning of the end. My generation and older may not see the actual end, the mad Max era of human existence, but it's not impossible. It's just a matter of time.

Forest Queen.

I don't know what I did, but theres a spot along my shoulder blade and spine that just achy.

On the other platform I requested good vibes. Here I'll state that I'm hoping that this time round there will be success with the creation of gremlin two.

I've never been very good at having constant things to post. Home and work life is pretty dull. I haven't figured out what I exactly want to do with this account either. Post random bs? Model specific stuff? Stares at wall.

I've grown tired of the constant ads and lack of visibility of my friends post on the other platform. Half the time my notifications are all screwy.

I need to start playing around with my make up again, but I rarely wear it these days.

Here's to the first post of yet another platform. Hopefully, this one will be a bit more... User friendly.