I talk about that I wanna play RBR from my PS2 in the original version. Why everyone just annoys me with the fact that there is a version for PC so I can play it with my Rig and bla. I clairly stated that I do it for the nostalgia and they don't accept and just tries to convince me further. Why?

I'm so freaking tired. Super happy we just stream Nords Practice today for the 24h race later and do PCup officials tomorrow.

Do I cancel Disney+ or Netflix, or both? I do watch a series here & there & sometimes I really wanna see something but mostly I just pay for nothing & I could do better with that money. Like... Support my local fox help organisation each month. Still have Crunchyroll access & can watch stuff there.

Ich glaub ja nicht, dass mein Chef 1k für jeden Mitarbeiter übrig hat, aber ok. Hilft halt wieder nur denen, die eh schon super gut verdienen...

So, the last three and a half weeks I was totally fine (more or less) but it's my last week of sick leave. I have panic attacks, I feel bad, I mostly sleep and having depression because next week it is back to work again... Thx life and my brain I guess...

You know what I love when I join streams? When I can redeem a "Lurking hello" or something to just let them know I am there but don´t feel like chatting!

Love like everyone is canceling Lance as he was the only driver in that team and his teammates not already collected most of the penalties before he even was first in the car xD

Someone who states that he is against Ai sending me clearly Ai Reels on Insta. I don't understand.

Re-upload, da das Video vorher keine Audio hatte, wer weiß warum xD youtu.be/VERsEi5cl6w?...

Thx Hungary 🩷

Hei, I'm Viv and I'm hungry but it's nearly midnight.

Next streams! Wed, 7pm / iRacing / 24h Nords Practice / Day & Dry / Hosted Session / open for everyone Thu, 6:30pm / iRacing / PCup at Long Beach Fri, 7pm / Among the Sleep Sat, 6pm / Cult of the Lamb: Woolhaven Sun, 4pm / The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt *all CEST twitch.tv/flyracedream_

This game destroyed me today. Second time ever I cried live on stream. And no clue how to recover from that 💔

Hope you are ready to cry - Endling: Extinction is Forever www.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

I wish I could make two pretty and cozy streaming places (normal setup plus Sim Rig) but in my flat it's just not possible 😭 Open flat and sloping roots... Narf.

Everyone discusses the copyright infringement and stealing of AI (bad!) but that it´s costs so much water resources etc everyone is just ignoring?!? Every discussion I followed this point is totally ignored when someone drops it.

<3 throne.com/flyracedream_

No clue what to expect from today´s game - Mosaic www.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

I think I can burn my to do list today. My mood is terrible. I can't move out of bed. Just waiting for later so I can maybe feel better during streaming.

Tried a lemon brownie recipe I found and it's disgusting. Just taste sugar and nothing more. A shame for the wasted ingredients but I don't wanna eat it...

Chat, what about a whole Community racing game day? Like starting 10am until 8pm or something, one game for 2 hours and everyone hopping in and out for the games they wanna play and have. Question is, are you interested? And if so what games? Idea is Wreckfest 1 & 2, CSup, iRacing Arcade,...

Mad at myself. Stupid mistakes added to no pace around Mexico with the PCup...

On days like today I questioning everything. Thinking no one likes me, and especially my streams. They just don't care if I stream or not. If I'm there or not. And me thinking why even bother? Why still continuing and showing up? Who even cares?

The VOD of yesterday's chat with Louise Larsson is now on YouTube, have fun watching! youtu.be/afdONWGiKmM?...

I'm not sure when the last time was when I asked someone if they are free and wanna play something with me. Not even 10 minutes later loading into Phasmophobia and remembering the "good old times". Maybe life isn't always bad!

A chat with ... Louise Larsson - Swedish Racing answering your questions - come over and join! www.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

Three points on my to do list for today left but I'm way too tired to do the two before stream now... Maybe I ca get myself motivated a bit later...

Today a new "A chat with" - this time with Swedish racing driver Louise Larsson who will drive in Formula Nordic this year and previously participated in NXT Gen Cup! 6pm CEST on my Twitch channel <3 twitch.tv/flyracedream_ #Twitch #SmallStreamer #WomenInMotorsort #FemalesInMotorsport

Ehm ... Nein!

Played the "Outbound" Demo and naaaaw this is so fun 😍

As much trouble I have with my Conspit Base I just can say how awesome Conspit is to try figuring it out and help! While the purchase dealer (who also sent me the wrong base) stays silent and react to nothing!

Did stuff on my PC. Got up. Returned. Balu is sleeping on the chair. Went to lie down. Thinking to change to the Rig whenever I get up again.

Hab mal die Demo von "Restore your Island" ausprobiert. Falls jemand rein gucken mag 😊 youtu.be/VhE5JSRw83s?...

Next streams! Note we are still running low because my eye needs to continue to heal! Wed, 6pm CEST / A chat with / Louise Larsson Thu, 7pm CEST / iRacing / PCup at Mexico City Sun, 4pm CEST / Gaming / Endling: Extinction is Forever twitch.tv/flyracedream_

Scary tired Sunday - Outlast: Whistleblower www.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

Another one! It's the 4th this week alone xD

In yesterday's NEC I was the lowest rated driver with a gaaaap! But I still out performed some of the others and I'm quite happy with that. Still mad about the wheel disconnect, we may would have battled for class victory. But P2 is still amazing! Now three weeks wait until the next one...

Why there are so many Dutch racing drivers in my Insta stories lately? Even liking some but not following. And why they are all so young? 😅

Sitting on my balcony. Someone doing BBQ. Definitely thinking about going down and asking for some, it smells soooo good!

I may had too much caffeine yesterday 😶

Miska decided my phone needs a bath. Still works but I can't charge it at the moment. Hope it will resolve later. Can't afford another one.

Stream yesterday was fun. Did two PCup races, both Top10 results. Pretty unlucky in the second one as two other drivers next to me made contact and spun me out and I needed to wait for the whole field to pass until I could go back. But nice recovery to P9!

Pls hold my hand I have no skill - iRacing www.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

Second check up done, everything is fine, vision got slightly better again, eye looks very good! Next one in two weeks!

Next eye check up appointment today and even I know nothing will happen the panic attacks slowly kicking in 🙄

If you follow my Twitch channel you will receive cookies but just today! m.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

This KitKat story and all the reactions on Social Media is way too funny xD

Can I wake up tomorrow and it's 2002 again pls?

I get no notification about YouTube comments or I get three for the same in five minutes. So sorry if I sometimes react after three weeks 🙄😅

Really wish I just could call my grandma and talk with her. I miss her so badly. There is not a lot of family members I love but she was the greatest 🤍