I have the feeling my ribs are slowly breaking from all the coughing. And holy my voice sounded crappy in today's stream! Thx for joining and staying tho 🤍

@waterfox.net and Stream Together and using the Virtual Camera in OBS does not work ... can you pls fix that? Need to ue Firefox for now for that feature ...

Thinking about picking up Cult of the Lamb for the Switch too but can't imagine it's as much fun as via Steam with Twitch Integration 😅

Still can't stream today because my voice, I'm sooo mad and annoyed if being sick.

Can I pls just feel better? And can my cats get better too? Thx! Slowly I can't take anything anymore...

Having a run with @keymailer.bsky.social now. First the game coverage that wasn´t picked up and now another key, that isn´t working. I know why I don´t accept keys outside Steam normally 😶

I do know why I rarely play via consoles anymore... Just can't login into my PSN account anymore...

I always cover the games I get via @keymailer.bsky.social . The first time ever I got a strike even I covered the game... Sad me.

The dry cough is killing me.

Two things I miss at Tidal already 1) can't delete a song while listing from my Playlist, I need to scroll through it to find it and remove it 2) no sleep timer

Trying out Tidal with the free month trial now... Let's see!

Any tips how to get pills into a cat? 👀

I really need to sleep but when I lie down the coughing starts to get worse and I had enough of nearly dying last night 😭

Next streams! Thu, 7pm CET / iRacing / PCup at Monza Fri, 7pm CET / Gaming / Angry Cat & Stunt Bike Extreme / Thx to the Devs for the Keys Sat, 7pm CET / Games of our Lives / Episode 3 / The Last of Us / Samu & Phil Sun, 2pm CET / Gaming / Cult of the Lamb: Woolhaven m.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

I finally canceled Spotify. Even I still have no other platform to listen to music but I can't support that shit anymore!

I was stronger than my anxiety and called the vet, Balu has an appointment tomorrow morning. Fingers crossed it's nothing bad!

I can't this world anymore.

And I do know I need to be more here for others but right now in this moment I haven't even enough energy to keep myself together and alive. I'm sorry.

In the night I really thought I gonna die. I couldn't stop coughing and each little breath started it over again. It was terrible.

What do I do when I lose both cats? Both have bad looking something lately and I'm so afraid to go to the vet (I obviously go to) and come home without one or both of them? I'm not sure I will survive that.

I'm the worst person being sick.

Seems I need to skip the concert today. My night was really bad and I don't think a concert is the right place for me today. Now I feel even more meh as I was looking forward to it and because I leave my best friend alone and the money of the ticket. Hate everything 😭

Stream was mistake and not a mistake at the same time. My throat hurts. I'm freezing, even my flat is super warm and I have heating bed under my blanket. And I feel really really bad. But stream was fun and a distraction. So yeah. Don't know.

Being sick and feeling really bad and having a highly clingy cat when my love language is already not physical touch is extra exhausting...

Oh btw coming into my stream and shout as first message ever "show pedals"... Don't do that. Thx.

Looking for new games to play in 2026? Here's ours in 20 seconds

I expect to lose follower on Twitch today as I not stream iRacing but Cult of the Lamb: Woolhaven since the 24h Daytona where I gather a bunch of new followers xD People having a hard time with variety streamers, especially with my variety 😅

Who is sick? Yeeeaah me....

P2 in my Cross Car race today, been very lucky there. For PCup at Road Atlanta I just not hat the pace but well, we survived both races I did. #iRacing

My Best of Twitch 2025 is out, cutted by @outofsamu.bsky.social! Give it some love, would y'all? 🤍 youtu.be/H5FBVb7l8d0?...

My try on the Subliminal demo (German video)! youtu.be/RHhU9cpCMiw?...

I'm alone in the office and take the calls from my colleagues phones and I think I just talk nonsense today but everyone was nice so far 🤔

Introduce yourself with 5 Concerts you’ve been to: Evanescence HIM SDP Within Temptation Die Happy

I feel like crap. When does that ends?

If I would make a video about being a Sim Racer with visual impairment, also driving with anxiety and being a girl in the sport. What questions you would like to see me answer?!? #iRacing @iracing.com

Next streams! Thu, 7pm CET / iRacing / PCup at Road Atlanta Fri, 7pm CET / Gaming / Cult of the Lamb: Woolhaven Sat, 11am CET / Gaming / Angry Cat / Thx to the Devs for the Key Sun, 8pm CET / iRacing / Chaos Rallycross Rudskogen m.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

I'm tired but it's too early for bed and also I wanna procrastinate sleep like each evening when it's a work day after... It's a freaking circle and I hate it. I just wanna enjoy life somehow.

I may just should skip multiclass races, I'm just not made for that...

I have bad luck while thinking - playing Tatari: The Arrival www.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

Our @iracing.com 24H Daytona Team 3x German, 1x Belgian, 2x American And a Porsche GT3!

Chaos Rallycross is back in 2026 in @iracing.com ! Join for a silly funny league running each last Sunday 8pm CET/CEST, no mandatory appearance! Dm me for more information or questions if needed 😊 #iRacing

Why I am pushing so much for my Sim Rig now? Because I have the feeling the eyes getting even worse and I never know how much time I have left for what I love...

Thx so much for 500 of you, appreciate all the love and support 🤍 Be part of the journey m.twitch.tv/flyracedream_

How to change a life you hate?

After a week home office one day back in the office and I have headache and being even more exhausted as normally... Fuuuun times.

Somehow I have the feeling that the media tries to set Milly Bobby Brown and Sadie Sink against each other... Can we just accept that both are great actresses/women and no one needs to win a contest here?!?

Why I went into the office today in the first place? It's slippery outside as hell. My colleague has a workshop on speaker and my boss is calling clients on speaker. I wanna go home again 😭

I'm so screwed...

The reason why I will never be famous on Instagram? I block way too many people there xD

Still minus 12 degrees Celsius. I'm still slightly sick. Home from work it is. Feel a bit weird about that by now. Was one day in the office so far this year 😶