What do you call it when you're some strange combination of depressed, horny, and angry all at the same time?

My agoraphobia keeps getting worse and the isolation that results absolutely destroys my mental health. Safety is a foreign concept. Comfort cannot be found. Joy died long ago. I can't keep doing this.

And one more derg Crit for Derg Day~ Still can't believe how much went into this when it was sold to me as a "quick sketch"

Since it's Appreciate a Dragon Day, have a dragon Crit to appreciate! :3

Fever down to 101 from 104, why do I still feel like I'm freezing q_q

I am not okay. Sorry.

I'm gonna go ahead and just say the lack of illegal fireworks going off over this end of year holiday season is probably another recession indicator :V

Please just suck slightly less 2026, the bar is extremely low.

Merry Christmas! Sometimes you've gotta enjoy the small stuff to stay sane.

What kind of party did my sister go to where they sent her home with a whole ass tres leches cake as a party favor? I need those sorts of parties in my life fr

I can feel the tiny cuts in my throat opening back up any time I talk or cough or do anything really. The involuntary silence is deafening.

It feels like I'm being stabbed from the inside. I am in agony.

MFF I have arrived!

I got art of my Pokesona Tagg recently that I'm super happy with. Seeing the paint coated Smearguru, Tagg knew they couldn't let themself fall behind!

Didn't eat. Got nausea and a headache from not eating. Take pain meds. Throw up the pain meds because stomach is empty. The nausea prevents me from holding down food so I throw up anything I try to eat. I am in hell.

The slut levels are literally off the charts! :3c

Lazy snap in bed for Fat Cock Friday~

Danny's cat stole my last slice of pizza :<

I love that I can be invited to a function, have folks legitimately enjoy my company, and still feel unwelcome unless explicitly invited again lol. Couple that with crippling depression and frequent debilitating migraines and how could you not have a great time?

My latest obsession has been watching videos where people excitedly explain their jankest kitchen table magic strats and combo engines. Sure in most games the things they talk about will never happen, but it's still very fun to hear about the sort of things people will try to build around.

A different point of view for this week's Fat Cock Friday~ Still way easier to get pics when I have help though!

Frotting is still one of my favorite things to do that feels overlooked/underappreciated by folks irl

@pupnukirevel.bsky.social was a very good boy for me this AQF~ Happy Fat Cock Friday~

Fat cock Friday on October 31st, call that HalloWEEN!

What sort of anomaly could possibly cause a Ghostrunner and a stalker to cross paths?

Almost forgot to contribute a Fat Cock Friday post! Cum clean it up~

Another short tease for Fat Cock Friday~

Anyone with Legends: Z-A who can help me evolve my Kadabra?

Combination Fursuit Friday, Fat Cock Friday, and Jocktober post! Come get some~

Something a little different for Fat Cock Friday this time around! Showing off the two handed weapon techniques~

Folks who ask me about attending protests need to understand that if I do it, I risk getting disappeared to a death camp for being the wrong color and I paint a target on the back of my family in the process. While I agree it's important, those who aren't their targets should be taking the lead.

Got a set of really neat icons for myself and some friends from @Eli_uvu on Telegram! Super happy with how they all came out and Eli is a delightful person to work with. Here's mine!

Yeah I guess I can whip it out again for another Fat Cock Friday post~

I can say with certainty that blood does not make for a very good mixer in a daiquiri!

Stuff keeps happening, but I can always count on Fat Cock Friday to be there through it all!

Some people speak so much like bots that you must wonder how they've survived this long while being unable to communicate their most basic desires to other humans. Are they feeding you through tubes so that you may continue to waste air, lobotomite? Even with prodding, they don't get to the point.

Another Fat Cock Friday post. Come get some~

Somebody is going through my local chat and liking my posts from weeks ago. No comments, not an accidental one-off, just going slowly back through the chat history and randomly liking things with inconsistent gaps in between. It's highly unusual behavior and I don't know how I feel about it.

Furry Migration was a real treat! I think this con has the most panels and events that I actually made it to and for the most part, they didn't disappoint. Would road trip to Minnesota again! Candy shop detour after the con resulted in some interesting finds too! :D

Rumors of my demise have been greatly exaggerated #fm #FurryMigration

Nothing beats that feeling ya get when friends send you random messages with stuff they think you'd vibe with. The gesture means more than the content, like cats leaving dead things for ya at your door.

Crashing out. Press any key to continue..... And we're shutting down. Reboot in Safe Mode? Y/N

Just the tiniest drop of pre forming for ya on this fine Fat Cock Friday~

Fat cock Friday! Gotta be my favorite day of the week~

When messaging, hi how are you, good you, good is implied. It is meatless non conversation. It doesn't even actually accomplish anything because you're essentially socially expected to be fine and never answer that honestly. Please just start the conversation by telling me what you want.

In my nightmares, I have less than a week to live but change nothing. I die in a routine of days that are just like every other day.

Heat wave Fat Cock Friday post! Way too hot lately, has everything hanging waaay lower than usual~

Fat Cock Friday has come again. Gotta do my part to celebrate~ Who's gonna come take a ride on it next?~

Yeah that sounds about right. I don't hate weird people though! Everyone brings their own brand of weird ot the table and that's half the fun! poomang.com/en/t/mycore_...

Being able to get 200mg bags of gummies for $4 makes road tripping to Michigan on a weedies run so worth it~ Dinner and dessert with the bf on top of that is icing on the cake!