Ain’t answering OOC because I don’t have a real answer, but honestly the closest I get between the two are those cowkini pics I took for a truth or dare prompt

For me the truest forbidden fruit is either non-con stuff, especially the idea of like… forced chastity and the like. Beyond that, it’s probably the bullying kink (especially wedgies and the like)

There’s a lot of things, honestly. I wish I was bolder in wanting to see him in humiliating situations, I wish I was able to do more like… kink content that wasn’t switch-to-dom. Like full-on pet mode kind of things in either RP or whatever

I want questions please flex my brain meats ngl.link/orangeauransfw

Stretch #StudioShade

I have reached the true ending of hades 2 and I must tap (but I will not because spoilers)

Goin back here to QRT this because 1.0 tomorrow FRIENDS

Every night, there is a new hand that steals away another part of me. I don't even know who I am anymore. || #GPOSERS || #bposer || #nsfwgpose || #xivlewds || #nightsongposing ||

anyways please look forward to the followup to my comparison of "balmung is like the amsterdam red light district", "mare was like the cordyceps fungus"

the cycle of "i get a tell from a random person, get excited to potentially make a new friend/rp acquaintance, they immediately ask if i have a sync service and stop talking when i say no" has really shown how much the social fabric of the community is badly damaged

I kinda had a big idea with asking the same question to everyone in that trend that I was gonna pose a bunch of them as a project but my confidence immediately rattled apart and now I feel useless about making things again

Idk but I get a like. Sense of sadness when I see ideas get come up with in my replies or in response to a joke I make and then I kinda get immediately cut out of it and I get why and it’s not anyone’s fault but it kinda blows

Just an inherent curiosity and a desire to understand people and what they find cool or attractive or interesting or just worth writing and creating about. Nothing more, nothing less

Doing this because there ain’t a trend I don’t hop aboard

Update: I have now played 36 and a half hours of hades 2, totaling over 50 nights and I have managed to just set a new PB for both fear and time (6 and~19:20, respectively) now that I’m starting to master the bosses more

I kinda agree with this thought so: note that anything on this list is not something I’d talk about or post without it being properly tagged, but I think we really need to speedrun becoming more shameless as being a radical act of resistance in the way things are going so here goes nothing

Sitting here trying to brainstorm uses for ground elk and the intrusive thought of the “elkwrap supreme” has entered my brain send help

In that liminal space between wanting to play more hades and also my wrist hurts a lil

Idk what to do with the moderation changes if there’s an actual crackdown like. Am I just done, is this the end of the line

He would be extremely against the idea of having children to an almost absurd degree but would also be the best parent he could possibly be as matter of feeling responsible

One of the current blocks to my making gpose stuff is still that vague feeling that people look at what I make and don’t feel anything from it and that kinda makes me feel like a failure on an artistic level

I’ve had a lot more people actually interested in RPing again (especially off-platform) since by a pretty significant upswing

Chat are you proud of me

I don’t normally do this and it’s not one from today but I’m uniquely positioned to have one of the oldest early pics so here goes. Woe original dick be upon ye

There’s a part of me that wants to do that nsfw RP confessions image meme that’s going around but I’ve done something very very similar before and it feels redundant and if that doesn’t sum up the current state of my approach to this account

It depends. I tend to work more in the moment because I find I get more work accomplished, but I do longer planning phases for things like my old macro dancing solo shows and some gpose sets. I find if I plan a lot sometimes the creative juice runs dry in the planning phase and it never finishes

I need more people to yap about the hades 2 trailer with. And also probably to play hades 1 again since I don’t own 2 and will probably just experience it through streams

catted boy

Off to find his next client… the night is still young. #LominsanKitten

Makin an entire ass thread on this possibly we’ll see how long this runs to So there’s no one specific answer to this and I think acting like there is is a very good way to get art block. But to me, the best collaboration isn’t about the end piece, it’s about meshing on a creative level

If he’s picking up romantic intentions he’s probably going to try to steer it into getting laid and then have it be a one off. If you wanna romance him you gotta sneak it up on him

Very rapidly blow through absolutely all of it within the span of a few months buying people food and drinks and whatnot while roaming around town

Anyways it’s been a little bit again and I am bored and looking for a mood boost so I drop this here in the hopes of weird little things hitting my inbox ngl.link/orangeauransfw

He has a box underneath his bed. I have not decided on the contents of this box so that it may contain anything, so he has an unspecified hoard of who knows what that I can pull from at any point my brain requests something

I miss RPing and the death of the walk up remains the saddest thing

btw if any of y'all know any good sources for carrd templates it's ~relevant~ to my recent posting, i wanna migrate my character info back over there because i think rphub is kind of a dead end for storing character info, and the things that made it attractive as a platform have kinda fizzled

woe, lizard be upon ye

The horrible indecision of wanting to make a follow up to this pic. Like obv lose the jock but like. Back or front. Soft, hard, cage? If so which cage? Choice paralysis is my biggest hurdle

Thinking back fondly to that time in the past that one of the managers at a venue I worked had to convince the owner that having a 9/11 themed night was a bad idea

i can make one no effort thirst trap. as a treat

i find that my answer to this shifts from day to day and i've answered a lot like it before, so going to shout out a small selection, in this case SMT5 vengeance for its battle themes, the entirety of the cook serve delicious series (especially 3), and chrono cross if you ignore the battle theme

Stream $20 by boygenius, you’ll get the idea quick

chat ive seen this post over a dozen times by now and each time i decided ill check their replies, see if theyre giving before i respond. literally only 2 people had were so cooked

That we’ve lost the idea that fandom should be community in favor of turning into a bunch of competing content creators looking to be the next big influencer instead of just making friends, and that makes these spaces increasingly intolerable to exist in

The one from X-2 that sounds like it was composed by a startled hamster being chased around a Casio keyboard circa 1993 while someone yells in the distance, clearly

Anyways tonight’s ponder is how when I decided to reboot Lhos (my catboy) in lore I overcorrected and sanded off everything I enjoyed about writing him for sheer “oh but this makes sense narratively”. I don’t want him to be a mission-focused chessmaster, I want him to be the absolute worst ™️

Enth, it’s kinda hard to spell it out phonetically because it’s phonetic as-is? He/they, complicated. To me he views himself as a cis guy but feels nonbinary specifically within Shetona gender roles. Gender is a social construct and all of that

*Nervously exits gpose* Please don't explode

Kind of always. Even up to people I’ve had failings out with I kinda worry about. Genuinely, if you step into my life at some point, even if we don’t talk for some time I’ll remember as long as I can. And part of remembering is wishing people well

gentle reminder as that "what do you like about my gpose/pics" thing trends that you get what you put into the community, and i see a lot of people who are just reposting the image meme meaning they got it from somewhere but also not replying to anyone else's, which just is a bit disappointing