Yeah apparently my small personal brainrot has germinated well enough that I did the sloppiest possible body ref for this little shit too. Don’t be fooled by the puppy eyes, he is still a pissy little shit of a man and wouldn’t be caught dead with the shame of his ”baby ears” in public

Completely forgot about posting the Timelapse of this thing earlier, oopsie lol

Also I forgot to mention his eyes are based directly on this gag Lan prompted me to remember because it made me laugh really hard, my arthritic idiot has gorgeous homophobia…

After feeling completely inept the other day in CSP for a drawing attempt I consoled myself with some procreate noodlings to seem competent again and decided to paint a self indulgent little portrait figuring out a new tabaxi boy I’ve been concocting, his name is Senga.

And now for something a little different! I got a wild itch the other week to paint @punchystream.bsky.social’s little tiger fella on my off day as a little thanks for the serotonin his stuff’s given me over the years. Still pretty tickled with the turnout! About 3h in procreate,

Hey all!! I’m officially open/looking for work hours again to cover upcoming July rent! My universal rate is 40USD per hour and I’ll paint just about anything, gimme a shout if you want something for the coming month!!

Happy Pride! Did a little piece for Delta tonight of her Ahklut having a good soak in the gender fluid, 5h from start to finish. Cheers! And I am incidentally open for hours if anyone wants something like this in the coming months!

Eventually I may offer commissions of some type in CSP once I’m infinitely more comfortable with it and can say I know the program but baby steps are still steps. I need to look into downloading some brushes too. Probably gonna seek out more in the gouache vein for feeling.

I finally acquired CSP as of last night while it was still on sale and boy howdy was I sloppy fumbling around in it but enough things were PS hotkey mirrors that I still figured out how to do a basic scribble! A little scarred expie that’s been bouncing in my brain felt like a good warmup.

Also this is a rather informal post, but I’m needing to pick up about 6-8 work hours kind of imminently for bill expenses my sister informed me we need, so if anyone wants something like what you see out here, I’m 40USD per hour and looking for work!!

And for a kitty of a completely different persuasion, I had the honor of painting a memorial portrait for McAlli of a lovely girl she knew now departed. 7.5h in total. Did this one offline the last couple days while my brain was scrampled, super pleased with it.

I keep forgetting to post work after I’ve finished it, oopsie. A sweet motherly piece for Exy I got done earlier in the week of her expecting kitty Myra! I’ve painted this girl as a charr before lol, she’s pretty. 4.5h in total.

Another iPad portrait from the list knocked out, this time for Lunar of their gorgeous wolf lady with an ornamental fashion muzzle! I had a blast designing it based on fancy horse halters and kimono patterning, I wanna do more like this again lol

I love this wet wretched thing that lives in my house

THERE we go, Lordy that was harder than it should be

I took a day off streaming yesterday to noodle offline but got another iPad piece done, this time for Shook of his very Snootful demon lad! Love a good snoot!!

Charr are neat, sure, but one can’t forget hrothgar!! An iPad piece I went a little overboard on for Arius of his absolutely precious dude relaxing with his favorite necklace :)

Still looking for about 8-10 hours of time for June stuff to pay the last of rent! Gimme a shout if you want something, and thank you so much already to people who’s come up already!

Still looking for about 8-10 hours of time for June stuff to pay the last of rent! Gimme a shout if you want something, and thank you so much already to people who’s come up already!

Forgot to post this last night when I finished it, oopsie. A six hour character painting for Delta Akhlut of Delta, the Akhlut!

Hey everyone! I'm open again for commission hours to pay for upcoming June rent/bills/expenses happening somewhat imminently! My rates are universally 40USD per hour for all things noncommercial and I can be reached here, by email, or at Hanmonster on Discord! Gimme a shout!!

Got this piece for TyCloud done tonight! 7h in total, super happy with the turnout.

Been chugging along on iPad stuff slowly but surely again in the backdrop between streams and finished up a fun one for Merteazy yesterday of a cool deathclaw! Enjoy the timelapse lol

despite body cringe I continue to chug along on getting back to work and finished a charr ipad portrait for Exy yesterday night!

Finished this piece for Celaeno yesterday and realized it was appropriate to post today! 12 hours from start to finish for the privilege of getting to paint her with her daughters during reading time. Happy Mother’s Day, all.

Ooooh my god Discord is just shitting the ENTIRE bed today isn’t it

Thank you to all who reached out to me for work by the way!! I deeply appreciate it and you’ve all helped me continue to be able to live doing what I love! No stream today fyi, it’s my day off after 3 work days on, but tomorrow I should be back with a fresh one!

I’m still needing about 5 hours of work to cover the last of rent for the month if someone is keen on a slot!! For expedience I would offer a little bonus time if someone wanted it like, asap for pay timeline reasons!

Hey all!! I’m needing to find some work hours to pay my rent for May and am looking for takers! If anyone here would like a piece this month, I’m 40USD per hour-- thank you for reading and sharing in advance!

Finding my feet again after another little down period and I finally got this piece for the beautiful @howlitzer.art done of their Peak Character that is Aurum! 14.5h in total; this is sort of a revisit/reimagining of a piece I did for them YEARS ago that was really Good Juice. Now it's Gooder!

Small edit on the stream: I abruptly got Very Stomach Sick so I'm uh I'm gonna lay down to ride it out I'm so sorry all, I'm still around for commission questions and should be back once I'm better!

Hey all!! I’m needing to find some work hours to pay my rent for May and am looking for takers! If anyone here would like a piece this month, I’m 40USD per hour-- thank you for reading and sharing in advance!

Finding my feet again after another little down period and I finally got this piece for the beautiful @howlitzer.art done of their Peak Character that is Aurum! 14.5h in total; this is sort of a revisit/reimagining of a piece I did for them YEARS ago that was really Good Juice. Now it's Gooder!

I just want to say, thank you to everyone who’s shared my work post and reached out to chat on commissions! I am delighted to report that rent is all paid and so excited to paint for so many of you!! Cat tax of Knock being attention starved below.

discord.gg/ejpheanb Also! For anyone interested in joining my work discord (where I post wips and am generally around for yelling at, and also toss up stream pings when I do that): I present a link that should be valid a lke while

My rates are 40USD per hour for anything noncommercial and I’ll do Literally Whatever so long as it’s within my conceptual comfort zone, so please don't hesitate to yell at me if you want some Hanmonster art! Rent is… kind of due on the 3rd today and I’m still scrambling so hhh

My rates are 40USD per hour for anything noncommercial and I’ll do Literally Whatever so long as it’s within my conceptual comfort zone, so please don't hesitate to yell at me if you want some Hanmonster art! Rent is… kind of due on the 3rd today and I’m still scrambling so hhh

Got the procreate portion of Tahiru‘a ipad portrait done yesterday! Was really feeling a melanchoclic, overcast stormy vibe for this gorgeous beast. I’m still open for these an alo standard streaming PS work right now!

I’m about to crash for a long nap beforeI try to work BUT! Rent is kind of imminent and I’m looking for work hours to complete in March so I can pay for my share of it. I’ll do portraits on iPad or regular photoshop stuff; now that my long tango with the scunge is finally done I can be productive!

On the note of funds, this guy could still use a home and frankly at this point just about any money to put into rent would be welcome, so any remotely feasible offer I would accept to pass ’em on.

I apologize again for my slowness as of late; it hasn’t been fun or voluntary, but I can happily report it’s mostly let off now. Please don’t hesitate to yell at me here or on discord if you want something! And tentatively look forward to a lot of March streaming for real this time.

I’m about to crash for a long nap beforeI try to work BUT! Rent is kind of imminent and I’m looking for work hours to complete in March so I can pay for my share of it. I’ll do portraits on iPad or regular photoshop stuff; now that my long tango with the scunge is finally done I can be productive!

youtu.be/n9Ay5tzHIBU?... Thinking back to this Jacob Geller essay again for absolutely no reason. It really encompasses a lot of feelings for me I struggle articulating otherwise.

Woke up from my short burst vertigo sleep to see some news shit about trans people in Kansas and immediately I just wanna curl up under my blankets again. Jesus Christ. I’m “safe” in being stealth and girl passing and off the books but hhhhhh

Ooouegh I rolled over in bed and got slammed by BPPV again body we were just getting over the last dregs of sick why are you in pvp mode against me like this

Got another iPad piece done last night, this one a standard portrait for Collinsbro of his absolutely precious minotaur boy! My chest still feels like shit but boy is it nice to be able to make things again, even if it’s from bed.

This doesn’t have any photoshop polish on it, but I’ve been down and out from illness for what seems like so long I just wanted to share something finished-adjacent because I’m thrilled to finally be functional again. A double time iPad portrait for Solus! Thank you again for being so patient.

Oh my god I just got a YouTube ad for an “accredited AI university” and I’m just gonna, I’m gonna kickflip into the sun, what the fuck lmao they really are just making shit up to pretend AI isn’t worthless now huh

Coughed so hard yesterday trying to expel gunk from my throat I pulled something around my right pectoralis or intercostals, thank you body very cool and normal of you At least it’s better than a few nights ago when I coughed too hard and barfed on my sheets lmao

Man, grief really is just shepherding over a whole big flock of endlings until they die out, huh. Like. Suddenly you have to come to grips with everything being the very last of its kind and when they’re gone, that’s it, no more on planet Earth.