to myself, thank you for showing up.

as much it frustrates me, the only thing left is just time and effort to invest in to the work

show up every day plays it as it lays self validates

waking up to face my demons every day

I no longer have to wait for the muse

last week

still feeling gap of my talent, but that's what worth pursuing

schedule working well depending on my energy, haven't skipped a drawing session now 😊

If I had to avoid drawing or skip my assignments, I'm definitely stalling my very own future.

I really like the idea of delorean where you imagine of your own rightful timeline, kind of like weaponising that vision. If my present feels unacceptable in that moment, I need to get back on track.

still trying to find suitable workflow

getting cough and cold 😭😢

im still showing up, keeping myself with daily drawing even if it was only 15 mins. why is my standards so high sometimes..

ive outdid myself ahh soo cutee

part of me do really change, but everytime I feel bad I will always look at my older works thanking my past self for showing up

balancing between study and drawing for myself, only way to keep myself burning out

tired render today, I think I put a bit effort than usual

💐

ham tan

ayabe good job me for drawing

bouquet april pls sweetpea stakes

getting ebayan last copy and my first UA 😭

6 months of progress since I returned to jp 😭

happy chrono genesis day

i like silly too

made this so I can sleep properly

day 3

got myself to draw daily again, hopefully I'll improve further

the new scenario made it push past my ub1 hell, I need more patience with my current jp account.. might be able to hit UA for now it's just enjoying your umas my deck feel so homeless

pisa through that trend pixel converter test 😱

I'm never getting Curren Bouquetd'or

starting future outfit so cute bouquetd 🥰🥰🥰

I was sick few days ago now still having coughs 😭

horse plush mascot size arrived and it's very cute

just wasted money on change name 😭

got exam to deal with first

curren bouquetd'or 😭

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building a model internally

starting is always the hard part 😭 but keep showing up!!

interests do changes over time, now I'm still pursuing my studies

showing up and returning to drawing is my most thing I've ever done

still in love

I can't imagine sticking to one thing long enough unless it benefits me