i completely rotted today away on tboi…… ehehe….. hoping tomorrow i can finally go to TJs again

this is just based on my playstation playtime so like. idk triple the ffxiv playtime but the kh2 one is surprising... i thought that was like a 1.5/2.5 combine playtime but not thats literally just hours spent playing kh2fm ....... huh

YAYYYYY

im so glad i got out of xiv before yume culture took over i wouldve become the actual joker

firefox says im at 85 passwords !! ohh im close

honestly most interesting thing was i was using a bigger variety of usernames back then... altho nowadays its more of a ... ppl dont use usernames its all tied to emails.... hmhm

u think he likes what he sees

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im trying to clean out my accounts + passwords but i see my huge list and all these defunct(?) sites and get so overwhelmed

its a good thing i saw pretty early on that atprotcol is completely permanent oof

yaaaay work today ^_^

waking up to my 5am alarm and praying that my sister accidentally sleeps in lmao

i mean i guess theres always gijinkas …… again….

like with sonic charas even tho they walk around naked/half naked theres still plausibility for reproductive organs……… what the hell am i gonna make the orbs do

this is getting ridiculous

girl u cant be almost 30 and still leaving ur socks in little crumpled balls before putting them in the washing machine

sleeping in til noon everyday is pretty depression coded isnt it huh

i feel like im always hungry lol

i do hope work goes back to normal after the cny aaaaggh

bored outta my mind bwuh

desire to be like “sorry for not posting” on side accounts only to be like. why am i sorry. what do i owe anyone lol

i wish i didnt use my cheesy buldak noodles the other night i need garbage food TODAY

my younger sis deleted her fb a long time ago and im kind of tempted …. literally my immediate family must come off like losers to all our irls cus none of us use fb/insta publicly lmfao

i do naut wanna see the movie tonight… i promised id go but i rly just wanted the dinner aspect 😭 i want to go home and play GAMES

kinda funny with gen fandom at large its chill but within the nsfw/kink section everyone is so stand offish and judgmental 😭

this made me laff

everyone clap i really wanted taco bell and daves hot chicken while i was out but i resisted and got neither

i was so anxious last night hopefully today i can sleep well cus we are finally doing 5 am gym again tomorrow 🥲😭😭😭😭

doesnt help ive been depression(?) sleeping in til noon almost everyday

im so stressed about this stuff and then i see oomf whos like 5 years younger than me hosting a whole archive website

damn sometimes i remember i dont think i ever fully backed up my ps5 ffxiv caps/recordings so theyre just taking up a buttload of space on it to my brothers chagrin

honestly all things considered with ppl “finding” my posts its mostly been stuff regarding the word a/r/t lol

im sure this was the basis for my XS DT AU mindset but its rly funny to see the word prophecy used for XS and im like ohhhhhh its parallel universe kru1se

damn shame i cant priv here lol i guess i could just delete the computer talk posts to avoid any other randos coming into my mentions lol

i hate joining big servers me and all my homies hate joining big servers

having the most unholy concoction of cereal ever

no hey hey health insurance company show me that again :) tell me why im $600 due this month :) no seriously tell me why :)

why is wanted to break a mutual like the hardest thing ever

i do hate running into art in the wild and thinking its [former acquaintance] and i get scared but then i check the profile and op is marginally younger than me

the more u shame and guilt trip ppl here for using twt the more ppl will not want to be here. just saying

my bowels going through it

max giving me a hairball for christmas yay 🙂

i think my thing is if i showed u random pieces across 2018-now u wouldnt be able to pinpoint when they are from cus there is virtually no improvement/development. im stagnate

there are REALLY good artists who do the “wow im so bad” cus they have humility and are clearly self disciplined and gave themself rly high lofty goals so i get that. i am not that artist

i genuinely cannot see my art with a professional lens its just not there. its immature and unfocused and unfinished bc i am an unfocused and unserious and lazy artist . i feel like its really apparent

i got such insane imposter syndrome or whatever in terms of fandom fanartists or idk how else to describe this sphere

Thank you, Uni Claus! See you next year :3

ppl are gonna say shit for a week and stay on twitter anyway lmao

as someone with butt ugly art i dont gaf . if anything my art in datasets would worsen them so <3 yay <3

bro whatever