I HAVE LEARNED MODULAR AVATAR! present launcher now have a Modular avatar version! gonna be updating my other stuff with a MA versions too #Booth_PM #VRChat colourdesign.booth.pm/items/7775079

Present launcher! and tree planter are out! Get it now on booth! CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! #Vrchat #Booth #VRC #vrchatcommunity colourdesign.booth.pm/items/7775079

Feeling under appreciated ... Guess I'm just fleeting soul... Useful when the mold fits...

Sep 29th Raid is upon me...

I don't know why... had sudden fear of, if I'm gone unannounced, no one to update what happened to me... Will there be others questioning that I suddenly disappeared...

Tmw you doom scroll old songs, and the instinct to create another MV is real.

youtu.be/SCfZLWOXFvw?... Decided to push more

Feeling like to do another recording

Even though I have VR, sometimes I visit VRC in desktop because I'm too lazy to set up VR sometimes.... But sad to see stigma & favouritism against desktop users still live.

Idk how long I can tug on this rope. Almost every wish I want doesn't go as planned, not even unrealistic one.. Just a simple one.

I'm at the stage, of "the best friend of your best friend is having more than you" Even if I try new things of them experiencing, they just "nah, you dont fit in".

Every time I wanted to RP something new, I was denied of it. Every time I planned for a character, I was stripped of it. Every time I hoped, for things able to go as I wished & planned.....

Mood for another recording... what song tho....

I seen a pattern in myself, every time I feel down, I do this low budget, low effort videos. Anyway, enjoy a thread I've done in the past. youtu.be/OA-Lvx2RydQ #vrchat #vrc-vids #vrcvideography

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I wish I was strong... but these damn voices will never shut up.... Not even meds can help... but I don't wanna go to where I don't belong.

.... i hate myself... I'm just sitting alone... doing not much... Yet brain switched mode... now I'm in breakdown mode....

Gettin truth bomb on me: "high functioning depression is scary becuz youre very capable of hiding emotions, feelings & thoughts, so no one knows youre not OK & even if you say something no one realises the severity, because you dont seem like someone whos mentally spiralling out of control."

. . . T_T . . .

Felt cute it said

.... the algorithm is so true...

Jika kita tidak bertemu, adakah kehidupan kamu tetap sama tanpa aku... Adakah kewujudanku tiada makna... atau aku cuma kambing hitam menunggu maut

Kinda reminded of old Tekken days, Mishima Zaibatsu throne aesthetic... #vrchat #vrc-pics #vrcphotography

I try my best to be a good person. I try my best to be helpful for others. I try my best to embrace the emotions I feel. I try my best to make sure I don’t let the sadness take me again. I try my best to make everyone proud to know me. I try my best to do what’s best for me.

Blade laid low, its glow now dim, Knight in shadows, bound by whim. The fractured light, the broken ground, Echoes the silence, no triumph found. In weary stance, clutch their pride, A lonely fight, no hand beside. Through trials deep, the heart must weep, Yet in the dark, resolve runs deep.

You'll live by your given name, they said. It will shape you who you are, they said..... I can see the truth in the statement of where I am now... (The 2nd name, only those who knows, knows the full letters lol)

*insert sad poodle noises*

A hand half-raised, a thought begun, Ignored before it meets the sun. Their world grows small, a shrinking space, As others pass without a trace.

"Can we keep it~?"

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You have spent your words. You have told your sorrows. You are now in pain but not of swords. Now, the emptiness, the darkness, the shadows whispers faints tomorrows.

One let emotions win the better of me, One let emotions win makes their companion uncomfortable, One let emotions win until it overthinks catastrophe, One let emotions win.... if one is able to control emotions and remain stable.

Another in the history books

Trapped within padded walls, the scribbles scream louder than silence. In the corner—lost in thought or despair? The faint light teases hope, but the shadows whisper otherwise. Isolation isn't just a place; it's a state of mind.

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The stars above shine so brightly, yet they feel so distant—like dreams I once had. Perhaps the quiet understands me better than I understand myself.

Copium

Get closer to people but never try to actively start a conversation with them and hope they do first. The vampire-tism

Idk why my intrusive thoughts told me to take this pic lul