🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 Let's have a chill time on the railroad before the Daytona 24 grind begins. I've been doing some playing off stream, so we should have some exciting developments on the SMSR this evening! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

My favorite thing in the world is when OBS just does stuff despite me not touching anything. Like what do you mean my reactive moved and my chat overlay got disabled when I haven't touched OBS since closing it after stream yesterday.

Patented "Alex Bluesky rant that nobody will read" ahead: The worst part about this is that no matter how much I try to just move on and accept the bridge has been burned, I just can't. It's like a plague that just follows me everywhere I go.

IT'S CHILI BOWL O' CLOCK

Can someone invent a time machine and let me use it to go back to July 25th, 2025, so I can prevent past me from making the worst decision of my life.

Stream schedule for this week! Lighter schedule since I'll be hard at work prepping for my first Daytona 24 in 2 years(and watching the Chili Bowl, mostly that). However, I've put aside some time to return to Railroader on stream, since it's been a bit since we've gotten a Railroader stream in.

Race over, and boy, was it rough out there. We wound up P13 in class, and P40 overall. It was tough, and not a great drive by either driver, we both struggled out there. But oh well, what can you do. The 49 will be back on track next month for Fuji!

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 We're roading to a cause for @prismaticmotorsports.com. I am slow. I am tired. My arm is sore after my MRI yesterday. But hey, at least I get to spend some time racing with my good friend @zerochilcott.vtubers.racing! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

shoutout to FloRacing finally having a Samsung TV app WAY better than having to stream it from my phone to our TV every time

COVID was the worst thing to ever happen to sim racing. Why bother putting in hours of practice for a race when dipshit #5691 who learned their racecraft from Mario Kart will just kill you on lap 6 anyways. Fucking 3k driver by the way. Genuine fucking clownshow.

🔴LIVE NOW🔴 A bit of practice before the roar then we dive headfirst into the chaos www.twitch.tv/chukiotan

Zero is BACK! // #WildRoseLIVE V.NXT-001 // The #iRacing Roar Before the 24 [ft. @gfoxfoxingtion.bsky.social and @ravenwestgamingvt.bsky.social] www.twitch.tv/zerochilcott #RacingVtuber #Simracing #Furry #Transgender

IT'S TIME TO FINALLY KICK OFF THE IRACING 2026 SPECIAL EVENTS CALENDAR! Our first run of the weekend, GT4s! Let's see if I can do better than last year! twitch.tv/justcallmeender_

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 ROAR! Did I scare you? No. Oh... It's the first special event of the year! 2.4 hours around Daytona in the Mustang GT4, hopefully the dentists are kind to me today. www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

Is midnight a good time to do a livery graphic post? Well, no, but I forgot until right now that I never did it. Me and @zerochilcott.vtubers.racing will be driving this on Sunday for the 1st Road to a Cause race! Come tune in at early-o-clock to watch a tired Alex Miller struggle at Interlagos!

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 Tonight we're doing something a little different, but kinda the same? I'm testing some stuff for a stream series(coming soon™️). So come join me for probably some scuff old racing sim stuffs! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

Can someone come free me from here. Like I'm not saying that being out of this country will fully fix me. However, not having to read every day about the horrible things my country is doing would at least fix me a little.

SCHEDULE UPDATE: I forgot I have an MRI Saturday, so no Railroader this week unfortunately. As for tomorrow, instead of iRacing, we'll be doing..... iRacing but old? Testing some stuff for a future stream idea.

I just realized with the twitch servers eating shit and distracting me I never ended up talking about this on stream. Here's a short thread that explains where I'm at, and what my vague plans are going forward.

Tonight, we witnessed horrors beyond any comprehension. Years of dirt oval racing, hours spent in the rookie mines, nothing could have prepared me for the sheer lack of any basic racecraft that I witnessed. The COVID sim racing boom had many effects. Tonight showed many of the negative ones.

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 Wowee look at who's streaming something other than Railroader for once! It's GT4 all night(or until we get bored) as prep begins for the first special event of the year! Come watch me die on the new bus stop curbs(they suck)! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

In reference to last nights post: I have a follow up with my GP shortly, and I've sworn to myself to be more assertive this time about what I think would be best going forward. We'll chat a bit on stream tonight about my thoughts and plans going forward.

what if theoretically I just gave up sim racing and became a Railroader streamer instead

Though I'm still on Semi-Hiatus, this month is absolutely *packed* with racing! I'll be live for the Roar and R1 of the @tracc.eu GT3 cup on my Twitch, and I'll be joining @thealexmill.bsky.social on his channel for R1 of @prismaticmotorsports.com's Road to a Cause! Hope to see you all there! 🩵💚

See a fox? Post a fox!

First schedule of 2026 is here! Our first iRacing special event of the year, as well as the first round of @prismaticmotorsports.com Road to a Cause with @zerochilcott.vtubers.racing in a rare appearance of a team with my name on it!

Now that I'm rested. Man, what a stream yesterday. I talked about it at the very end, but once again, in what has been a not great few months mentally for me, the light of it has been whenever I go live and get to hang out with all of you. Thank you, I love each and every one of you ❤️💛💙.

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 It's time for the 12 Hour "First" Stream Special! A long day of fun activities lined up, come hang out! (I didn't know what to do for a going live graphic lol) www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

I finished up my new stream overlay setup tonight. I'm very, very excited for you all to get to see it tomorrow. For a very last-minute idea, I think they turned out really great. I'll see you all at 11AM EST ❤️

Reminder that this exists! You have until around 11:15AM EST tomorrow morning to get submissions in!

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 I'm still not feeling up to sim racing, so let's play with some trains! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

Spending New Years Eve alone instead of with the people you could be spending it with if you weren't a toxic piece of shit who can't go a month without burning bridges sucks.

With 2025 coming to a close, I want to go on a bit of a rant about this year. This year has been a whirlwind for me mentally, so talking about both the good and the bad will help me outline how I want to improve for 2026 and beyond. Let's start with some of the positives! (LONG THREAD WARNING)

Here is the schedule for the 12 Hour Special on Saturday! TONS of fun activities planned! It's sure to be a fun day!

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 Motor Town with friends! (I didn't make a graphic for this lol) www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

Stream update for tonight: I will still be going live at 7PM EST, but not with iRacing. After some things in the last few days I'm just not in the headspace right now to do any serious racing and I don't want to force myself to. Instead I'll do something more chill, likely Railroader.

As one of the activities for the 12 Hour Special this weekend, I will be ranking locomotives that YOU submit. Here's the form to submit what you have! forms.gle/zQmSsBokuVBG...

I showed this off on stream and in some Discord servers, but I completely forgot to post it here! My championship trophy arrived yesterday!

Here's the schedule for this week! A lighter week as I prepare for the 12 hour stream on Saturday(details to come)!

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 I didn't make a graphic for this, but let's test out my new pedals shall we? Alex Miller load cell arc begins today! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

🔴 🔴 LIVE 🔴 🔴 It's a special edition of Railroader Sunday that isn't on Sunday! We have a special stream tomorrow so we'll be running passengers and freight on the SMSR today instead! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

Finn says Merry Christmas

Alright so. *Vague* streaming schedule for the rest of the week. 24th and 25th: no streams. 26th: might stream depends on how I feel 27th: Railroader Saturday 28th: special stream trying out my new upgrade for the sim racing setup

I thought one of our cats was going to sleep with me tonight but then he left after like 20 minutes 😔

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 It's a Railroader Christmas, part 2! We've got two new locomotives, a new timetable, and plenty of freight to keep moving on the SMSR! Come hang out for cozy snowy vibes! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

Another fun Railroader stream(you should all buy at look at how much fun it is)! A completely reworked locomotive roster now, we've got a K4! We also got a new locomotive that will soon take over switching duties at Whittier once repaired. Progress is quick and big on the SMSR! + SNOW!

🔴🔴 LIVE 🔴🔴 Christmas came a little early for Railroader players! We have some new mods to check out, so get cozy with a nice warm blanket and a cup of hot cocoa and come hang out!

I'll go live around 8 PM at the latest. There's also another fun mod that just dropped, but you'll have to tune in to find out that what one is!