why is the radio at work playing Hotline Bling

🔴🔴Live🔴🔴 The Alex Miller Stock Car Training Arc begins now. I have a goal of running NiS in it's entirety in 2027, but I need some practice at oval racing with fenders first! Starting with C Fixed, and we'll see were the evening takes us. www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

soon™️

I feel like I had the world's biggest cock shoved all the way down my throat except with none of the enjoyment

I love mentioning I called off of work to my parents and getting a "why?" as if they magically cannot hear that my voice is currently messed up because my throat is killing me

this engineer is sick 😥 can somebody look after the engines while I'm out of commission

I forgot to make a post about it here, but if you missed my stream on Monday, I *finally* have a community Discord again! It's still in the process of being set up, so things might change a bit. But it's ready enough for people! discord.gg/RW2hZX4B5

I'm going to see Big Boys 🙂

cute train(with a surprise that isn't a surprise) www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

testing......

This game is still adorable. We finished the main "story" of the game tonight, but still expect it to show up every now and again on the channel, it's still very very fun.

hi I'm live again (hopefully the internet doesn't die this time) www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

absolutely ZERO copium happening in the Alex Miller house right now, none at all

With it being almost half way through the season, here's a quick update to this:

1989 Nissan GTP ZX-Turbo picture: formulanone https://www.flickr.com/photos/formulanone/ under CC BY-SA 3.0

welp... my apologies for how that stream ended. My internet decided to fully drop for some reason. The game is incredibly fun and cozy, though, and I have no work for the next two days, so we'll definitely be back!

LIVE NOW! Come get cozy and vibe!

I wish an iRacing employee would tell me exactly what dirt oval stuff is getting AI in June, if any. It would make my stream planning so much easier.

TONIGHT! OMG Alex actually made a thumbnail graphic for once! We'll be trying out A Bumpy Ride, an adorable little train game which released earlier this month! No exact time for when I'll be live, but sometime after I get home from work(around 11:30PM est).

I legit hadn't touched iRacing since the open Indy 500 last week, but I sat down after doing some chores and saw the Ring Tail Casual League was running, so decided to show up with no practice. And well... despite *two* blown engines, I still won. The NextGen car still sucks though.

Ok, now that I've had a few days to calm down after the disaster of an Indy 500 I had. I think it's time to kinda talk a bit about the future of the channel and what I plan to do going forward. [LONG THREAD AHEAD]

The same thing. Every single time.

As a bonus treat for you all.... 🔴🔴LIVE🔴🔴 PSYCH WE'RE RUNNING TONIGHT NOT TOMORROW SO I DON'T HAVE TO GET UP EARLY. www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

So uh, about that. I called off of work today for personal reasons(everything is ok, nothing major), and the Conti set got an update, so I decided to put down a few more runs. I set my best time of the week by FAR, taking off another half a tenth compared to yesterday, putting me 61st.

My run at Indy 500 qualifying is complete. As of this post, I am currently 82nd on the timing charts, but of course, that is very subject to change until 7PM. I have mixed feelings about my result, but I am leaning more towards content with it. I'll be live for the race Saturday morning!

Live with Night-Runners Touge! www.twitch.tv/thefaltyluna...

🔴🔴LIVE🔴🔴 No work today means it's time for some virtual work, I've got to get some Indy 500 Open Qualifying runs in! After a quick shake down run off stream, I'm sitting 75th. Let's see if I can bring that number down a bit! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

tfw you miss a @lithiumfox.vtubers.racing stream, and the only other channel that's live during your break is one you're banned from

give me music to listen to at work open.spotify.com/socialsessio...

Can I have one night where I actually get a decent amount of sleep and don't spend half of the night having nightmares about getting fired from my job. It'd be really nice.

2026 Indy 500 Fixed Start: P27 Finish: P16(-1L) Sigh. I don't even really know how I feel. I'm not mad, I'm not sad, I'm not happy. I feel like with each race I'm getting closer to just accepting that this is where I am with this car now, and I desperately don't want that to be the case.

🔴🔴LIVE🔴🔴 It's time for the first Indy 500 of the year!(for me) We'll do one last qualifying run before the race, then it's showtime! www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

I love when it's the last few qualifying slots for the Indy 500 and I'm trying to message people on Discord for tips and Discord decides to unalive itself instead. I just can't win this week can I.

Growing up in the iRacing Indycar community is learning that at least half of the people you looked up to when getting into the community are actually just giant man babies who want the status quo of the community to never change.

🔴🔴LIVE🔴🔴 The clock is ticking on iRacing Indy 500 Fixed qualifying, and I have yet to do any runs! With me running the first slot tomorrow evening, I guess I better fix that, shouldn't I? I'll be live for as many as I feel like I can do before getting too eepy. www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

hi I plan on going live tonight when I get home from work(around 11:30pm est or so) for my last minute Fixed Indy 500 qualifying and practice

hi I plan on going live tonight when I get home from work(around 11:30pm est or so) for my last minute Fixed Indy 500 qualifying and practice

born to play Railroader doomed to be stuck stocking shelves for 8 hours a day

everywhere i go i get reminded of you

The worst part about working for Walmart is that it has spoiled me. From now on, I'll just expect every workplace to have a Glizzitron in the break room.

I have been politely forced to go eep, so I go eep for a bit. Stream will remain up, I'll be back on in a few hours.

🔴🔴LIVE🔴🔴 N24 Part 2(feat. less pissy grumpy baby Alex). www.twitch.tv/thealexmill

UPDATE: I slept a little bit more before work and let my emotions settle, and I feel a bit better now. I do still want to apologize for my behavior earlier, between work stress and the stress of the race itself, I think I just got too overwhelmed in the heat of the moment.

I am choosing to stop the stream and remove the VOD, you all don't deserve the behavior I showed today. You deserve better, and I should be doing better. I've spent months working on myself only to fall right back into the same habits I've always shown. I'm sorry for failing you all.

I shouldn't have bothered showing up to this race.