they should make a me that can sleep like a normal person. oh well if they're not gonna ill just lay back down (guy who has shit to do today)

anybody else have switches and/or almost switches where they just start. twitching a lot. uncontrollably. just twitching. i'm having one of those nights and it makes me wish somebody could just stir my brain around and put it back in my skull

has anybody else heard the horrible AI generated ch***** k*** song. my friend showed it to me when i visited this last weekend and i feel like im in hell every time i remember it exists

so i saw your recent diagram you posted on bluesky about the mumo introjects and wanted to ask: which character do — it is in fact mumo. as a whole, we don't really split multiple versions of a character very often? we have maybe a... tetratto.com/post/2518585...

i have ten million avemygo fics to write but hmmm. what if i write sequels to family dinner fic but about umiri and nyamu's families

having ocd is wild because i can say shit like "thank you for reassuring me that i am not a wild animal" and mean it 100% honestly

i like the dresses for the new ave mujica art. they gotta stop forcefemmeing umiri though. it always feels so unsettling to see her in a skirt like that. where are her pants

haha i love forcefemming *bushiroad puts Umiri in a dress* NOOOOOO HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO HIM

alright. here it is

we made the diagrams. is there any interest in seeing this

if you try to pick a chest in fire emblem radiant dawn with volke and you don't have 50 gold to pay him, the game doesn't have text for it so it just says dummy. the game is basically calling you a dummy for not having the money

so basically what we're gonna do is dance

taylor swift's most recent album is awful and it has led to perhaps the worst collection of vocal stims i have ever had. god. fucking save me. i listened to this dog shit album ONCE a month and a half ago

i hope there are at least a few people who think of me as one of the mutsumortis guys. im obsessed with green things

it's 60 minute time baby! archiveofourown.org/works/74611811

i got what a burger after helping to host gay prom and god. i feel like a new person

im out of town this weekend and i feel like im getting uppies withdrawal

trying to figure out who's going to front for the gay prom event tonight... we do not want to be blurry shitty all night

did you know? birthday

wip wednesday as i continue to work on soyo fic. hypothetically, i will be done in about two weeks. hypothetically. this fic never goes according to plan though

what if you were just a little guy who was cold all the time. and you were freezing. shivering. only warmth was your bed. but it still wasn't enough.

soyo fic... set me free (current word count estimation is 50k words)

Here we go If I have to take this back I will be on the news

one of these days we need to make a diagram explaining the various mutsumi and mortis introjects in our system. because there are eight of them

sometimes i think about the taylor swift song that goes "good thing i like my friends CANCELLED" and wow. what a song that exists.

i have been having a chronic illness moment today and now im staring at my phone slack jawed even though i am going out of town literally tomorrow

my partner and girlfriend are hanging out irl this week and i am not with them so i am sad and it has me feeling like this

i slept for four hours this afternoon that was fucking awesome i love sleeping and i really don't get to do it enough

you know i really should learn to not be surprised by anything to do with my parents anymore but also. man getting in my mom's car to find her listening to the podcaster who said "it's fine, epstein wasn't into children, just teenagers" really left me upset sigh

i want to drink water for ten million years i am so thirsty today

thinking about my cucumber box

sometimes i think about the first system i ever met irl. at first i was so excited and couldn't wait to talk to them about stuff. and then during our first conversation they started fakeclaiming people because they are a REAL system and not a chronically online one. okay sure

i felt like yapping again. i'm back with lore drop number two. this time, we're talking about how my coming out attempts ten years ago were not accepted because of an unrelated family cheating scandal (tw for domestic violence mentions in this thread)

one of the most fascinating (derogatory) experiences about plurality is having alters with different pain tolerances or chronic pain presentations. all of this to say that someone has emerged from the blur for the first time in almost two weeks, and they are suffering (i'm they) - anonymous

sits down on the floor. alright guys. it is time for random crescent lore drop number one. (disney channel voice) my name is crescent, and this is the story of the time i had one of my relatives imply they wanted me to die

i gotta start dropping more of my insane lore in the future. so much has happened in my life. and the stories are so batshit. the people need to know

thinking about the time i did a poll on twitter asking if my system posting helped people figure out that they're a system. and 33 people said yes. so between them and other people i have done this to before 2025, i have shown like 45 people that they are systems

60 minute makeup piece five out of six... almost caught up archiveofourown.org/works/74337916

you know at first i thought it would be challenging to get through the demo of ot0's content in only three hours but honestly?? it is very easy. my second run through and i have hit the point of being unable to progress

clearing out my ao3 inbox feels so fucking good. i had 31 messages and then told myself to sit down and just work for 20 minutes and now it is empty. thank goddddd (it is going to fill up again and this same routine will play out in another two weeks just like it always does)

changed my discord icon for the first time in months. i have gone from one mutsumi to a mutsumi AND a mortis. massive difference i know

#MyGO #sd.MyGO i spent way too long making this so you all get to see it too

THE SHINY POKEMON OF MY DREAMS

i keep complaining about job searching right now but man. it really feels so bad out here. i have a degree but i can't get anything because both fields i went to school for have been taken over by AI and the jobs that are left want 5+ years experience

new piece of advice just dropped: if something is making you intensely miserable, don't sit in it! talk to your girlfriend about it and then take a nap. all of a sudden, you will stop wanting to ram yourself into a wall. it's like magic

you know certain news in america from this morning is really. it's really giving me such fascinating feelings. feelings that i did not know were possible. i am intrigued. and i am stunned. how did we get here

nothing makes me want to rip my hair out quite like applying for jobs. i love knowing that i am qualified but being told i don't know anything because i did not start working in my field the instant i turned eighteen

sometimes conservatives make me feel nuts. i said that the job market was bad and somehow my mom went off on a tangent talking about people "gaming the system" with food stamps. how did we fucking get here

have you all seen them. be sure to look at them okay