i’d kill for a view of macro maw in the horizon about to eat the earth in one swallow.

mufasa’s death: one of the most gut wrenching scenes in animated cinema my dumbass: trying not to laugh when ”brother, help me”, ”AAAAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!” because of youtube poops

it's a whole different kinda high when you write your own while loop for a game/app and do low level stuff, with or without libraries or frameworks.

can't say i wasted today since i learned a lot about drawing graphics into a window, but i was definitely supposed to finish more important stuff before time slipped away. anyway. being horny is the best motivator to learn the powers of low level access programming.

one more butt. one more. been fighting with additional libraries since morning, 'cause no one's saying which version to download from the git page for sdl ttf and sdl image to get the include and lib folders. protip: it's the zip files with "devel" and "VC" in the name at the bottom of the list.

sdl3 sprite sheet animation test. the tutorial code i tried to follow along was kinda scuffed as they say. a lot of time and timer related code just went unexplained. but i figured something out on my own.

today, during sdl3 practice -wrote a player class with a movement method and speed properties -made an ass move on key input w/o tutorials it's obviously not the smoothest movement, but pretty happy what reading the api and just going for it got me. will definitely check out a tutorial next tho

i'm not that opinionated. -> *has opinions, but tends to freeze up when attention is on self and can't word them properly, and doesn't wanna make fool of self again*

i'd like to think that all the game dev and programming stuff has had some positive influence towards making better organized assets.

had to work on and play the animation in ortographic view to get it looking working like i wanted. skeleton3d is a little frustrating to animate in engine, but it's whatever. had fun.

#macro #buttexpansion tawna's buns. little experimental animation. uses sprite3d nodes and meshinstance3d props in a 3d environment.

learning programming from videos would be easier if people who tell me to use visual studio would quit it with opening vscode or some ide that looks like an msdos interface.

learning the sdl3 framework this morning. following along some sample code, as suggested by the official site. "tawna buns" (shorturl.at/COa2w) by sala3d used for texture load practice.

#macro #weightgain #bottomheavypear

i slept. i calmed down a bit. also found out youtube finally did its job and banned the green raptor who constantly harasses crash fans in nostalgia blinded, hateful, all kinds of phobic tirades. so that’s a good start to my morning at lesst.

reirei...

#macro #weightgain #bottomheavypear

idk. i'm just stressed out now for the rest of the night. thanks a lot.

every social media and chat platform's attempt at enshittification that makes people go "welp, time to abandon, burn all bridges and find yet another alternative" adds one more point towards wanting to kms from more stress from trying to, just, keep up with people.

time to be loud about this terrible decision. discord.com/company-info...

oh son of a-

ma'am, please don't say things like "all those animals in one place, mm mm MM!", i'm a vore freak.

today i bothered to try the virtual desktops feature after many years of ignoring it. wow. way of keeping sites running that otherwise would usually freeze up or start behaving weird from not being in the tab. while i'm in my creative shit desktop.

in a parallel universe where artists gatekeep like programmers "REAL artists make their own pencils and paper at the mill for their art."

tutorials exist. they're just... smothered under a gazillion videos about "I MADE MY OWN THING! NO THIS ISN'T A TUTORIAL, I JUST WANNA TALK ABOUT HOW I HATED/LIKED MAKING THING!!!"

takes some kind of a gatekeeping idiot to look at devs using a premade engine or a framework and call it cheating while going off about what "rEaL pRoGrAmMeRs" would do instead from complete scratch with sticks and stones.

Amateur sound effects added. There's a part 2 where they get bigger that I have sketched up but I'm kinda 'eh' about it. see what mood strikes me. Don't like the audio mixing, and I specifically tried to put as little effort into it as possible, so the only thing that looks good atm is the tits

motivation to learn nested for looping increased when learned about ansi color codes.

late saturday night c++ practice programming itch.

sometimes the bridge scene from mulan 2 just pops into my head, and mulan's shocked face haunts my thoughts when her boyfriend falls into the ravine. that, or this face

nothing's impossible. maybe someday the shitload of shorthand variable and method names in c language make sense to me and i can create a window from memory. but today isn't the day. but someday. someday i'll be c++ game from scratch smart.

for all i care, no matter what choice you make in any medium, there's always fuckers who tell you "ahahaa, but garfunkle will beat you down faster if you mess up" and fuckers who tell you "ohohoo, but freaklebob is very limited in what you can do". what always matters is you choose and stick to it.

something about the face shape and chubbiness with that eye and mouth style. kissable/dommed by-able.

#giantess #hypercock everyone who draws the trophy girls with massive bulges have the right idea.

everytime i see them i wanna draw them and study how they're all so hot to me.

rent reached and paid. thank you. i'm gonna take 1 or 2 more as per usual to have some grocery funds.

finished, like, 3 or so owed things today. trying really hard not to fall for the "i didn't do enough/i barely even did anything" mindset, just because it's less than yesterday. it's still fucking something.

#vore i have a decent chunk of comms finished from last month and this week. i've been neglecting uploading stuff and now i'm just unorganized and lost. but here's something finished yesterday. for anon 1/2

ok. taking slots until i have all of €470 needed for rent covered since i missed it today. i only have the weekend to get it paid. only have €80 to my name rn. rough $30 sketches and colored rough $40 sketches available. accepting kofis, linked on my profile.

maybe i shouldn't announce my routines i wanna have. because i've come to find out that it's harder to maintain something when i say it outloud or post about it. i just wanna have a routine of doing x in the morning from 7am-12pm and divide the rest of the day for y,z,etc.

make games, follow your dreams. but not this hard, not so hard it gets minecraft levels of popular and you making small updates like adding baby mob variants makes people insult you through memes and youtube videos. but make games, follow your dreams.

finished 7 out of 10 owed things i aimed for today at least.

ok. taking slots until i have all of €470 needed for rent covered since i missed it today. i only have the weekend to get it paid. only have €80 to my name rn. rough $30 sketches and colored rough $40 sketches available. accepting kofis, linked on my profile.

finished about 2 things and sent 4 in total so far. if i can just get 10 things finished today, that’d be great.

i'm not making rent today. i'm 470 off after paying back student loans from 3 months' time. i have some leeway because of weekend. but this sucks. i'm opening slots later. my kofi's always open and linked on my profile. i need to concentrate on what i promised to finish this week.

some eel-hyena-something creature i imagined while listening to lion king songs.

i like gimp, used it for years before got clip. but please do not seriously suggest it as an animation alternative. layers as frames isn’t fun to work with.

shit. napped around 5pm ’cause horrible fatigue. woke up 2.30am.

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