I am usually not into haggling with the universe, but my dad is getting brain surgery today and I am totally freaking out about that. So if any of you might feel like sparing some positive thought on a stranger, I will forever be indebted to you.

I noticed that all dog toy end up in the bath room and figured out, it's because of the bath rug - we don't have carpets in the house. So I got a fluffy carpet for my office and now the dogs are dragging all the toys there and playing on it while I work ;; Best investment ever!

Me, two weeks into 2026: - health insurance sent me an invoice higher than all 2025 earnings - company that still owes me 7k went out of business - current project, scheduled to start recordings in three weeks, go scrapped - dad randomly dropped he'll get brain surgery next week

Thursday, First Stream in the Year of the Horse! [New Mic] Hellulu everyone! We are starting into the year of the horse with some horse girl game?! If you wanna see a clueless trainer, tune in! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

[Collab] Tierisch viel Floß III. - great Adventures at sea! Special Guests: @melotty.bsky.social @xkitsunary.bsky.social Hellu everyone! We are back with a collab stream with our most precious otter and fox for part 3 of our raft collab stream! Join the fun! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Chill Evening Hangout Hellulu everyone! Happy Holidays to all who're celebrating! We gonna spent a chill evening together live today. No plans, just a cozy time! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

After three days of torturing myself I finally successfully reset my sleeping schedule to reasonable times! I hope I can keep it maintained from now on and don’t get tempted to simply neglect it to a point I lose all sense of time ever again! Thank you for being patient with me!

Didn’t set up an alarm today, to catch up on some sleep before the deadline rush tomorrow. Woke up at 3pm orz… I don’t know what I expected would happen, but this is super late even for me and even after falling asleep just at 5am… 10hrs without waking up once…

Finished my stupid ass script, sang Fuyu no Hanashi until my voice gave out to calm down from my initial anger and now it's 9am, so the perfect time to just go to sleep and not think about anything ... till I have to work again later. Maybe gonna stream tonight, though...

Two more scripts and this project will finally be over but I really don't want to work on it anymore. Which is tragic, because I love this series with all my heart. I can't believe someone's stuck-up incompetence sucked all the joy I had for this job out of me.

HOW DID I FORGET AGAIN THAT I HAVE CHINESE CLASS THIS EVENING?! FREAKING BIRD BRAIN!!!!! THE WHOLE DAY IS SHOT! AGAIN!!!!

It’s a wild feeling to finally remember why you gave up on music nearly 20 years later. I wished those memories could have stayed buried forever.

[Angel Hour] Take a late night walk by the lake with a depressed Angel who wants to wish you a good night! Hellulu everyone! We are going to have a short late night quality time by the lake! The mood might be fragile, so be aware before you join! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Did we neglect our tiny little store for too long? Let's find out! Hellulu everyone! Since you requested it yesterday, we are going to be bacl today with a not too long Supermarket Simulator stream! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Mentally battered and bruised Angel gets back into their least favourite Gacha hell?! Hellulu everyone! You favourite MIA celestial has made it back to you - let's have a short stream with some gacha fun. Beware: Low-energy! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Spent the whole night yesterday worrying about a friend, dreamt about all those worries, had a terrible sleep, overheard my alarm. I have a deadline tomorrow in the morning, that I am already late for, so another all nighter filled with stress incoming. I want a break.

Fighting my script over meeting tomorrow's deadline and just subconsciously pulled this move. I learned well from my girl, LMAO. I WILL NOT BE BEATEN BY A STUPID AS FUCK FILLER EPISODE!

After Working so hard today, we deserve a day at the Waterpark - to work?! Hellulu everyone! Second Stream of the day!? Shocking, I know! Coming in strong for some more Waterpark Action! Feel free to come in & vibe! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

[Workalong] Sleepy Angel trying to get their tax report done... Hellulu everyone! Like promised yesterday, we'll have a little work stream today - your sleep lacking angel is happy about you joining in! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

[Angel Hour] Short breather before I go back to my tax report My Community is extremely bad at not tying polls, so all you get is an Angel Hour. LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Existential crisis incoming. WHAT IS THIS DAY?! Back to my tax report, I guess. Distract the brain, before it goes down memory lane... (But I will try to stream tonight!)

I want the last star so bad! Let's make some money! Hellulu everyone! Another short 2h stream today, continuing running our water park and and hopefully getting that 5th star! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

One day people will learn not to piss me off right after I wake up, especially when I already had a horrible night. One day.

Getting emotional at 4am to a point where I’m actually bawling my eyes out was not on my to-do-list for this week. I will call this a head start, I guess. This weekend was a real rollercoaster and made me overthink many of my values - this might be a real opportunity for growth.

Quick Trip to the Water Park - How much money can we make in three runs? Hellulu everyone! Like promised yesterday, we gonna have another little Waterpark Adventure - but for less then two hours only! I am sorry! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

My heart might be about to give out right now, but it was still worth it!

I might have forgotten how Streaming works, guys. Hellulu everyone! Look who finally returned to Twitch! I honestly don't know what to do today, but you are welcome to join and yap with me! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Went to bed early last night without setting an alarm, because I have no appointments or deadlines today. Slept for 11 hours. Uninterrupted. Even though my bed is very comfy, my body feels so stiff that moving around is actually hard! The price we pay for proper rest…

I AM SOOOOO TIRED! THE BURNOUT IS SO REAL! I AM SO HAPPY TOMORROW IS MY LAST URGENT DEADLINE FOR A WEEK, I REALLY NEED TO CALM DOWN! SORRY FOR SHOUTING ON YOUR TL, BUT IT'S PAST MIDNIGHT OVER HERE AND I HAVE TO BE SILENT IN MY ROOM! I STILL LOVE YOU ALL AND MISS YOU! BYE!

Heard front door open, went to check, confused. Room mate got home. "I thought you were supposed to be gone for three days?" "I WAS gone for three days." And I thought I reached rock bottom yesterday, when people in my server called me out for not eating since lunch on Monday...

The convention this weekend drained me so hard, I really don't know how to meet the deadlines on Monday and Tuesday without becoming a lifeless blob of a person x.x

Just woke up and feel totally ecstatic, because I dreamt I was at a fan event, meeting (and singing with???) my oshi. I don’t talk about them much on this account, out of fear to be perceived and disappoint them, but although this dream will never come true, I feel freakin happy.

Let's solve this murder mystery! Hellulu everyone! Like promised, the second part of our Infinity Nikki event rush! Can we solve the murder before the event ends?! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

I don't know who needs to hear this, but sometimes it is totally fine to have an opinion and not publicly share it with the rest of the world.

Bipolar math: Deep reaching depressive episode + (sudden, unexpected and motivating good new / inability to act on impulses due to depression paralysis) = short circuiting system x full awareness = feeling overwhelmed with existing in a push-and-pull kinda way. Good morning to U

When did "Being the Boss" become so much work?! Hellulu everyone! No slacking off! We need to keep building our Waterpark! The money is not gonna earn itself! GET BACK TO WORK! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

How to hire a corporate sla-... supporter!? Hellulu everyone! Today we will continue our adventures at the water park! So much to do! Wanna join our work force? Shoot your shot! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Who lets a stupid kid run a water park?! Hellulu everyone! Ready to get splashed? Let's have some unorganised fun in water after eating a lot of hotdogs! But NO drowning, please! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Angy Angel Cozy Gaming, or Whatever Hellulu everyone! We gonna continue or Infinity Nikki event quests today. Only come in if you don't mind my mood though - it's rotten. LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Sleepy Aching Angel trying to collect an Idol Outfit... Hellulu everyone! Your silly angel is suffering a llittle but still wants to stream, so let's hang out and enjoy each other's company! LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

I got a lot of stuff done today, so I am little proud of myself. Take that, depression!! The next two days will be pretty harsh due to my deadlines, but I feel like I can do it. On the weekend, my Chinese classes restart and I feel really motivated to improve a lot this year!!

I WILL GET STUFF DONE TODAY! NO MATTER WHAT, NO MATTER HOW MUCH, I WILL PUSH FORWARD!

Another day of major negative productivity because my body is hating on me so badly. The only silver lining is, that I now it is totally stress related, and once the things are finally settled, that are eating on me right now, I will be fine again. Hope they move along faster...

Last Day Off Before Work Starts Again - How are you spending it? Hellulu everyone! We gonna continue our Infinity Nikki house building journey and try to not get boxed up in the sus event! Care to join us? LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

Saturday Chillout Stream - I am lazy, how about you? Hellulu everyone! Luciel chillout stream today! No ideas, no schedules, no plans, just goign with the flow. Dare to ride their wave? LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

It is 8pm and my phone didn’t rang a single time today. This is the first day of peace and quiet I had in 5 months. Part of me feels so happy - and another part is metaphorically sitting under a table, expecting an earthquake to hit any second now lmao!

I am a Mess - but I am Your Mess - Infinity Nikki Event Crunch Hellulu everyone! After four months of hard work I am finally free - if you are not busy, let's spend some quality time together, okay? LIVE NOW 🔴 www.twitch.tv/lucielprides

I just turned in the last piece of 5 months worth of work. The files for all four projects will be sent out to the clients tomorrow morning. After all this time I finally might be able to catch my breath again. I wanna cry.

Just to explain to you the level of fucked up my dreams are: I was on a ship, hanging out with Jowol, while Sam & Dean Winchester were trying to catch a stalker who murders young women/angels - and all I was stressing over was getting back to work because of my deadline tomorrow.

I am so overworked, I spent most of my day staring into the void and trying not to cry, man. Can't wait for this project to be over so I can breathe again...