scheduled my next stream now to hold myself accountable in a month

mfw consequences of my actions for the 1000th time

my brain is exploding i need to not crash out ever again

i miss being in vr

cypro has actually made my dick stop working woah

no way they announced a silksong dlc already

ram prices are so fucked theyve started giving me ads for $200 DDR3 😭😭

i had a dream i got a text from someone i havent spoken to in a long time and when i woke up it was like the most soul crushing moment ever

i hope i am not just a poaster to you but also a bad imitation of everything i used to be

good morning to the 3 people who have been streaming my songs 2-5 times a day every day for the last 6 straight months. get to work everyone else

im so fucking glad unbeatable lives up to the hype i had for it. its so good

turns out its very hard to play a rhythm game when youre sobbing

whatever we got control sequel and a spiritual successor to soma tonight was good

wow ! i wish they wouldve let literally any other game have a turn. 24 games nominated for multiple awards but only ONE wins more than once is insane tbh

the forest 3 set in space on another planet ????? sure yeah fuck it why not

a control sequel goes fucking insane oh my god

cant wait to watch e33 win every category ever and make the entire game awards redundant

need to be sitting on top of something very tall looking out pensively with the wind in my hair

happy unbeatable day !!!!

www.twitch.tv/citrine_feline we ball

i got gendered correctly at the pharmacy but it was because they thought i was my mom picking up Her prescription not my own .........

rereading warhound. probably gonna buy the physical book for myself for christmas

think this is legitimately the lowest point of my entire life to date because even when i was 12 and some of the worst things you can go through as a child were happening i still wasnt as aware as i am now of what was happening, so i had some level of blissful ignorance

they should invent a type of yearning that isnt for people You burned the bridges with

2025 has been one of the most stressful years of my life but i still dont want it to end. i wanna live in a few specific memories a little longer

who up just posting through it all

okay fine ill set my stream up again

i Always end up wanting to stream again smh

falling asleep while sick is the worst experience ever

they should invent a me who doesnt want to redecorate my room every 6 months

illness ):

i haven’t felt this dysphoric in ages

shoutout the cool tall girl standing next to me that i think is cool but will not talk to bc i didnt shave

the one boyfriend ive ever had was when i was like 13 and after maybe 3 weeks of dating he wrote porn of the two of us and i broke up with him. never again

i need a dr pepper and a lobotomy

the least indeed could do would be offer dark mode ffs

woah im sleepy

I'm going live with a silly lil shmup called Star Of Providence!! www.twitch.tv/itsmaeday_

just stood on a little pebble in the shower and poked a damn hole in my foot

i miss when i was like 14 and could use excuses like “got a bad grade on my math test so i cant come out today”. now i actually have to feel the weight of my words

my app logo just changed but tbh it goes harder now than before

i think im a contender for most normal girl ever actually

the same people saying they can always tell youre trans are the same people who genuinely called people “traps” in 2017

truly i think knowing your relationship Should be over but being unable to leave for various reasons is the worst torture imaginable. skin me alive any day but never make me do this again

bitches love me for my average size ass and my inability to finish a video game

acab includes my local child protective services

need to reread warhound

who the hell told my left boob she can be sore ive only been back on e for like 4 days

i want to be much more explicit than this actually but i will hold my tongue

need a wolfgirl to put me in my place