I'm a month into my better eating and excersize regime and I think my stomach is getting flatter, but it's hard to tell unless someone sees me to give me some feedback. Boxer shorts fit easier though, so that's a bonus and I am glad I have been using weights when the weather has been bad.

Father, I shall protect you.

Workshop didn't happen today. I joined the Teams meeting and was waiting over 35 minutes to be let in, so I emailed them to double check to see if there was an appointment. I did everything in my power to attend. Tingle is showing how we feel this morning, damn I love this picture.

Cat tree will be ordered on Thursday, once it's been erected and placed beside my computer table, I am hoping this will make Tingle less clingy and she'll sleep inside the house so I can use the computer a lot more then. I cannot believe how clingy she's been lately. I'm loving the cuddles.

She does long leggies when she's happy.

Now she's just showing off!

8 years ago is wild.

I could have sworn today was Sunday... I guess this week is all over the place for me, but that's okay, Saturday means for more fun and frolics!

The weather is horrible outside, I wish this place had more life to it. Days like today I miss the family members which are no longer here. Good home cooked food, roaring fire, deafening conversations. The past five years have been so tough. Now it's just me in silence and Tingle snoring.

My current view

138cm or 4 foot 6, next Thursday we are ordering this for the angel.

I'm browsing cat trees on Amazon so baby cakes can sit beside me when I am on the computer and this time, we are going to be purchasing it for the angel.

@andcats.bsky.social stunning profile picture.

I like to sit on my bit of polystyrene Dad left out for me. 😺

Happy Birthday @feeshie.bsky.social I hope you're having an amazing day bestie!

We are both going through an existential crisis of some sort.

There is definitely more of a chill in the wind today.

I've had time to process what happened to Billy from The Game Chasers and felt it was good to get the words down on paper.

This little babe got me worried out of my mind.

Starting this on Wednesday (tomorrow) as I worked myself up over Tingle and have been emotional all day, so I am going to spend the day with the angel and crack on streaming tomorrow. Hug your loved ones, your pets, love you all. x

I was petting the old girl this morning waiting for the shopping to arrive and felt the area in which I noticed the lump last night and to my bewilderment, I cannot feel it anymore. Gonna monitor it and still make the appointment for her nearer the end of October, but still, weird.

I'll be downsizing my game collection in the future. I can always buy them back at a later date, but for now, I have just noticed a lump on Tingle's side and I need as much money as possible to get her to the vets for a check up to see if it's something serious or if I am worrying too much. x

The game that has been chosen for me to play is "Various Daylife". I grabbed this title during a sale a couple of years ago on the PS4 as it looked like a fun JRPG, so we shall see where it takes us. It'll probably be tomorrow evening we start this as I have to be up early in the morning.

Penultimate PTSD workshop session tomorrow and I do believe it is helping me in the long run, I worked out why I was so depressed during the week, so we will build on this and make notes for the future. October is going to be a new month with new opportunities and new plans. I adore you all.

I've treated myself to takeaway food for tonight. Tomorrow, I find out what game I am going to be playing as part of a challenge as someone picks two games for you and then you have to go ahead and complete them. If you want to keep up to date; my Twitch is; twitch.tv/TheLegendofDonnie. :D

Skircle squad!

@relewis2011.bsky.social @blinkoom.bsky.social Are you both taking part in the challenge in the RNG Discord?

Today was a better day. We woke up, we got some stuff done and we watched some kick ass streams. Hopefully this buzz will keep going for a while yet.

Alphadia Genesis really is scratching that JRPG itch.

I'm not going to sugarcoat it (cos I'd probably eat it), but I have been struggling this week. Even if you've spoken to me verbally, I've tried to put on a good front to show nothing has been affecting me, but this week has. Nightmares all week, struggling to stay awake, I'm just not myself.

I'm trying to stay on the computer longer so girly pop will get used to it again, but she's biting me when I am on it still, so we start playing and she shows zero interest. It might be time to put the plans into action about getting these kittens so she's more stimulated.

Life is too short; surround yourself with love and kindness cos that's what you deserve the most.

The neighbours in my area have been shouting on and off since 4pm and it's done my Mental Health in something terrible. Might have a nap until it blows over.

Yesterday was more productive than I thought. I washed my dishes from the weekend along with my laundry, and was in bed and asleep by 10pm. Let's keep the progress going chat!

Funny story about Tingle. I had my therapy workshop yesterday and wanted to do some bits on the computer before coming off, she kept biting the shit out of me to get me off of the computer, so I sat with her and I have never heard her purr so loudly. I did not return to the computer.

That workshop session was certainly food for though and something I shouldn't have been dreading. There is always a workaround to things in life, we just have to reprogramme our brains to see that. Today is a rest day, but the rest of the week we get back on track. x

We are going to try and be productive today, but it's the nightmares part of the PTSD workshop in about 35 minutes which I am dreading; so we shall see how it goes. This weekend has been a lot of reflecting after the recent passing of an old acquaintance. Hug your loved ones. x

big shoe... BIG SHOE!

I've gone ahead and cancelled my pre-orders for this coming month and the start of October. Financially it's a bad move as I am struggling these past few months, but that's okay, light is always at the end of the rainbow and I should be settled back to normal come Christmas. Hugs to you all. x

SHE DID IT! NEW CHAMP!

La Primera, Stephanie Vaquer really is stunning.

I've added a "Game Club" portion of my Discord now, where I want everyone to be more active. We, (as a council) decide on what game we play each month, this is akin to Cartridge Club, but on a smaller level. If you're interested in joining it, for some fun and to beat your backlog, let me know.

🏆 New Video is Live! 🏆 I share 10 of the #PlatinumTrophy I'm most proud of earning. From 100+ hour RPG grinds to tough first person shooters, there's a little bit of everything. Including Yooka Laylee & the Impossible Lair, which was...rough. Tune in below! LINK: youtu.be/78w2vlFV4HU