Help I was sleeping and I got a call back for an interview 😭😭😭 u think they know I just woke up 🥀🥀🥀

Trying to get my friend to practice interview Q w me but we keep going on tangent 🥀🥀🥀

I realized after failing 5 interviews this yr I may need to like..defeat my avoidance and actually practice hypothetical questions aloud ..idk it’s just so embarrassing for me to talk about myself lmao 🥀 but I keep failing the interview part even tho I have the experience for the job …

Art is less fun now and more like a chore so I know I am once again hitting that burn out phase woop woopppp

I think blusky suffers from fandom Inactivity…everyone still on Twit

Bunny 🐇 #phainaxa

Bunny 🐇 #phainaxa

If I became rich there would be signs This is so dreamyyyy

quick sunday .. #honkaistarrail

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Man I feel like my twit engagement is SO BAD and I wnana blame the fyp so bad cuz I also notice I barely see the work of ppl I follow now on twit like it’s AWFUL

I hate using Linkdin cuz it makes me depressed lmao 🤦‍♀️ anyways I just found out my HS classmate work at googl now LOL

We don't get a lot of good news these days so you've got to appreciate it when it comes. This is a big deal!

My greatest struggle in life is I just don’t like working Every employed job I’ve ever had either piss me off or stress me out ASDFGHJKL

Starting a snail mail club in Oct ! :) Phainaxa every month !!!!!

Just thinking abt how hp and twilight took off cuz they came out during a time when teens are still literate … now teens read at 3rd grade level or below…

Low key crazy releasing SBR during this presidency

Teaser trailer for JoJo's Bizarre Adventure "Steel Ball Run" anime series. Coming to Netflix worldwide in 2026.

Some people have everything I can only dream of and they don’t even recognize it

Sometimes I have this fantasy where I change my name and move to somewhere no one knows me and my parents can’t track me down

See my problem In life is that I just rly don’t wanna work I hate clocking in

I didn’t realize it’s a goal I wanted but subconsciously gave up on until I heard an old coworker said it was his goal to get his own place like damn..yh that my goal too bro 🤜🤛

I think I can’t keep avoiding it..I have to study Chinese and pass the language test for real…cuz even when I apply to jobs wo this criteria they always ask about it 🥀🥀🥀 but what they don’t know is I can’t read I can only yap… and man do I need a job…

I wanna unfollow my classmates from my grad program on my reg social media so bad but I don’t want them to be like?? 😂 but ngl idgaf abt thier married lives

Thinking abt my old coworker who has just been unemployed for over a year now and just traveling..(she is like in her late 40-50s w a husband and 2 dogs) Yh I don’t remember ppls ages very good lol our other coworker was like 60s I think (???)

Look at my YAOI

Do yall run lil simulations in ur head when u apply to a job? Like imagine a whole life 😂

I use to have career hope and dreams Now my only dream is to get my own apt and live on my own 🥀

I tried junk journaling… Mayb this will motivate me to go out more idk

Ive been thinking..is sleep not the greatest factor ...i wake up and feel normal but by like 7pm I feel like im going crazy ..so if i take a late afternoon nap i could potentaill reset my emotoinal state?? idk i should try it out

I want blusky to work out so bad but deadass no one is here (from phnx fandom)

#phainaxa NSFW 🐱⚠️

I’m so easily influenced by tktok is kinda funny 😂 saw a print club tktok and now I’m like…should I add snail mail back to my patreon ha ha

Sorry to all the spiders I been smashing…I’ll move u to the utility closet….

Another September, another deluge of social media posts from PNWers convinced they have fiddle, wolf, or recluse spider infestations. Comrades. It's just giant house spider mating season. You don't have an infestation. They've been there the whole time. Now they are risking death for girlfriends

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"I still think of you on your birthday." #art #illustration

I am my biggest opp….

My tktok fyp keep telling me adhd tips and I keep thinking gosh I need to ask a doc for a referral to check Anyways it’s been like 3+ years I still haven’t made that appt 🧍‍♀️

Formal wear #alnst #mizisua

Sometimes I have delusions of grandeur and think , ‘should I apply to a PhD program?’ despite having no idea what focus I’d pick

I keep forgetting I have blusky ..

I feel like I have so many moot in laws from cons..like ppl who r moots w multiple of my moots but idk them

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I realize this year that your job shouldn’t take over ur life like…I spent my earlier years hoping for a “dream job” when I should’ve focused on maximizing my free time outside of a job and like enjoying life…

ngl after recent events of politicaI & online stupidity, i really need this kinktober to be for the freaks™. need u all to get so freaky with it, just unabashedly weird. concerning to outsiders, perhaps. i want to question things about myself, i want to feel like my ao3 bookmarks need a lock and key

Idt I’m very smart…I make poor decisions based on emotions at the time and I keep FAFO 😭😭😭

Growing up and aging is seeing yourself give up on hope and deteriorating with every passing year until there is nothing left but an empty shell of who you used to be

Another long day… The usual, please