i am a burden to my friends, which is why no one rly messages me first

adult life is so difficult and having to do everything alone is so hard...

I might actually retire from cons after this year…. I put in so much work and effort and I do so mediocre ..it’s like what was it all for…

욕망의 ㅇㄴㅅ 뇨타 #anaxa

I will be at the Sunday afternoon tea CSE tomorrow! See you there~ 📍Calliso Tea House, Pasadena

gogh (the game) isn't working for me :(

it makes me sad that the world has become such a negative place

humans are social creatures....seeing none of my posts gaining trackion on twit is so hard... like i dont even wanan draw anymore...

I think this year would be a good year to shift away from merchandise making..I'm burnt out to the moon and back... I want to try drawing comics again its been so so long....it's such a labor of love but I think that's kinda wat I need rn...I want to make something that has a deeper meaning for me

I have no plans on restocking anything

[❤️ & 🔁 appreciated!] Hi! New items are now in my shop! ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) New: Heart choco charm, phone charms, stickers +Order period: April 3-10 + US/CAN & International/EU split shop* #AnaxaHSR #SundayHSR #DanHeng #NodKrai #BytheBeat #faelight #honkaistarrail

This is what social media is meant to be about.

[❤️ & 🔁 appreciated!] Hi! New items are now in my shop! ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) New: Heart choco charm, phone charms, stickers +Order period: April 3-10 + US/CAN & International/EU split shop* #AnaxaHSR #SundayHSR #DanHeng #NodKrai #BytheBeat #faelight #honkaistarrail

I feel like I blinked and my 20s r over like damn I rly fked up

Going thru my photos and apparently I tried writing for nanowrimo in 2021 in my notes lmao 😂

I’m going to be fighting for my life in April

my biggest issue rn is i rely heavily on novelty and i get bored of things easily

kinda sucks they didnt mention that the log pose wouldve needed A YEAR to reset at little garden in OPLA like they didnt emphasize the dangers of the travel at all they just got the eternal log pose and was like yay ~

the thing i like about opla is that in live action some abilities I thought was lame asf in the manga is actually scary, cuz things hit diff when u see it as 'reality' lol Like the wax guy and the bomb snot guy

Back at it again at Mondstadt #Varka #Lohen

was thinkin abt how i have to stop drawing for fandom outside of work now cuz i need to start job searching cuz my job was a temp position but i did some calculations and the problme is ACTUALLY that i doom scroll too much

Matcha 🐰🍵 #art #illustration

Nothing like being edged by a con that sends acceptances and rejections in waves over days instead of bcc everyone

I’m using bsky as my anger management tool sry if u thought I’d remember to post art 👻

Living in an apt sucks cuz of the night STREET CAR RACING and gate sounds like bro… i feel violence in my heart

All those dystopian novels we rd in HS was a cautionary tale that just increasingly become reality like…think we even surpassed it now 🤪

now u may think, chi ur still on twit a lot, but i rly do think i am on it a lot less than like 2 years ago and not cuz i changed, but cuz the algo changed SO BADLY my fyp is GARBAGE AND MY FOLLOWER FEED IS BROKEN AND EVERYTHIGN IS BORING AS FK OR BROKEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!

my current shoping issue is i am on dolla tree tktok which means i keep getting influenced to buy random cheap shit lol

Man Friday is rough I’m like falling asleep at work…

Would you take them with you… #faelight

Man my coworkers went to get lunch wo me the fomo…😩 I’m the newest person and no one wanna yap w me 💔

🕯️🪶 #faelight #illuflins

Light of my life #phainaxa #khasnaxa

Light of my life #phainaxa #khasnaxa

i have a standing desk but i always forget the standing part until i feel like i need to punish myself cuz i aint doing no work (for whatever reason sitting makes me super distracted but standing helps me focus lol)

just decorating my workspace today

note to self...15 dino nuggies, is in fact, just a bit too many...

bakin dino nuggies in this economy

途中からのタイムラプスが珍しくありますが、このあとになんか統合して調整した覚えがある

im like doing my living expenses spreadsheet seriously now that my bills r so high lol 😒 gah damn everything costing a leg and an arm 💀

genshin rly said we got cute twinks come back 😩

ive decicded im guna get in and out toniteeeeeeeeeeee

楽しい

u ever think abt how 50 bucks is quite a bit for shopping but not much when it comes to eating out..like why one meal be hitting the $30 mark after tax and tips ...suffering

🕯️🪶 #faelight #illuflins

Are you cold, Master Illuga?🌨️ #faelight #illuflins

Falling pg 21-22 ( #phainaxa a/b/o) (plus one tiny panel for phaist3ll3 sorry)

sorry minnasan i forgot bsky existed but I remembered now after like a month

I def feel like phnxa fic postings have slowed down.. I hope ppl still love phnxa and are just taking a break…😭