Cleaned up my room after a 4 month slump a few days ago. Still need to fix up some stuff but proud of myself (ignore the fact I was living in roach city for that long, yeesh....)

adelaaaaiiideee

Happy 20th anniversary to the release of the album A Fever You Cant Sweat Out. Gotta be one of my all time fav albums since childhood and my gateway to being emo early lollll

DONE.... nearly midnight so im gonna glue down tomorrow, tired and my back hurts from shrimp hand sewing position. But its fuckin done thank goooood that took forever

One last part and then combining the two at the middle but on the last stretch for now! Hands are a little rough but thats okay, getting there slowly but surely (im trying not to think about the fact I still have to make the back of the head/neck lining outta the same fabric... trying to stay sane)

Starting to look like smtn

Whole fucking hour into this and only got the darts done on one side. I swear to god im never making the mistake of not checking what needle is required for the machine bc this shit is sending me loopy (watching mlp while sewing)

How much longer does shaft want to SCREW WITH MEEEEEE!!!!! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO RELEASE THIS MONTH WHAT DO YOU MEAN AUGUST????? ***AUGUST????????*** this is so fucked and I think shaft wants me to die actually. We're never getting this damn film huh

Back on the dang grind. I am not looking forward to the outside patterning but trying not to think ab that rn

As someone who has only ever lived in small rural towns, In A Lake from mitskis new album gets me in a way I never thought id hear. Thanks mitski im sobbing into my damn hands

Damn okay you know its getting bad again when every project and game you care about just isnt appealing and all you wanna do is sleep the day away. Need to get back on my meds when I can, and go to the dentist, and get a hair cut. Look and feel like a rat of a person.

Some sketchbook stuff

Things have sucked so inevitably come back to mlp:fim, up to s4 of my rewatch

Saw iron lung!! I loved it

Funeral is over and at the wake. Had to pour everyone's wine at the door for the casket send off and boy I didnt do well I was crying a lot.

Hey mitski releasing this song was a personal attack frankly (I love it so much. Im so excited for the new albums full release and breaking my no mitski music streak)

Got through the day without losing my mind entirely, there was no wine left in the fridge and that was a personal attack frankly. Hoping to draw a bit back at the sharehouse if nobody is in the living area.

How it feels existing around normal family members sometimes

Starting the Melbourne travel strong with dad forgetting his phone and I forgot my jacket. Just about to board our flights

Oh!! Well that rules him out i guess... well okay back to scratch on theories

Just found out my uncle went into respite on friday. Its only just clicked over to February what the hell do you mean... dude im tired

Now that I think about it, im actually more on board with the idea that the homeroom teacher is behind this. Each of the tv world victims so far he has insulted within the classroom for being something he hates (views kanji as a mistake, degrades the women on tv as harlots ect, people led "astray")

Man playing p4g again and dude im sorry i cant stand teddie. Genuinely want to punt him into a brick wall stop sexually harassing every girl that enters the damn room

Yeah wow okay this is cooked...

Yosuke be nice hes in the closet and so are you 💔

His funeral is on thursday. Processing it as real when im states away has been waves of grief and nothingness. Expecting that itll hit the moment I arrive in Victoria and enter their house with him not there. That tends to be how this works for me. Just trying not to think about it (hence games)

Started Persona4Golden and oh man its starting strong with people dead on posts. Also really enjoying the social links and the old graphics are delightful, though the dark world mechanic's are a little weird to get used to after reload and royal (still need to finish p5r but ill do that after)

c✧mmissi✧n for my dear friend @ konkonfountain on twt !!!!!!!!!!!! #artsky

pool party ahri save me #artoflegends #leagueoflegends

Beach life in death

Another update lawl

Shit 10$ wine and fuckass sketching time. I am handling grief well. Anatomy is ass is cant be bothered fixing it

This heatwave is killing me man. Its so hot its barely possible to sleep without overheating every 5 min and having to move like a hot dog on a roller to cool down even slightly. Week in a row now ive barely been able to get a few hours because I dont have a working aircon

Finished persona 3 reloads good ending, currently just sobbing into my silly hands. Worth every single hour spent playing, still have episode aigis so looking forward to that

Finished the movie, cried a few times because im a baby, 9/10 mostly due to some of the eng dub songs not sounding amazing (ill watch the sub at some point, so dont judge solely on that) but I loved it a lot. Same joy i remember from when I watched promare and PMMM:Rebellion the first times

Just started watching! Heard its yuri so I ran

Things suck but the head is moving along again, dont have the right lining fabric so not much more i can do right now but its a nice set up right now

Starting 2026 off with my grandpa going into palliative care is certainly a horrid omen for the rest of the year man. Fuckin hell

Finished the uma spread and my chainsawman spread, plus an oc

Shout out to my hospital stay before christmas, just got my bill, 600$ wowie thats a lovely gift to get into the new year, love that for me! Next time ill just let myself suffer that was too much money for nothing, if I get appendicitis let that shit burst

Keith Haring, The Nativity, subway drawing, c. 1983

for babydoll on #VGen 🐭

sharing my super awesome gouache swatches before i sleep good night

Also by god I WILL finish persona 3 Reload this year if it kills me. Ive attempted it and only got halfway and had data corrupted (pc then ps4) so if I end up losing my run again I will put my head through a brick wall on god

I funking loeeeeve Melbourne shopping today was such a massive success YIPEE thank god I go home on sunday. Love seeing family but I am beyond exhausted, excited to veg out for a little before the new year kicks in and its back to pretending to be an adult. Hong kong and Japan trip next year tho

Finished the Solstice ending, anyway I cried. It was great, im missing a few achievements but ive seen most of the story anyway so i think that might be it for my oneshot playthough

Finished one ending for OneShot and on the second run and..... dude can we stop traumatising Niko for 5 minutes 🫩😭

Started playing Oneshot on the plane yesterday and up to the city section now! Im actually really enjoying it, no walk through needed either the steps are pretty obvious which is a nice break after Yume Nikki

Fur arrived today, lucky because I have a flight tomorrow to join my family in Melbourne for Christmas. Still feel like trash but the meds they gave me seem to be helping with the nausea at least. Colours and texture are perfect, cant wait to start when I get back home after the holidays