making video essays is an equivalent of scratching your own balls and sniffing your fingers for 20+ minutes of the video runtime /jk

some illustration and design "work" (it's just a community project) i did for a twitch streamer

i want to make something worthwhile and then die. my fav artists didn't cling to life or art, it feels like they treated it as business. vs. living aimlessly. creating for the pleasure of playing around. the meant what they said and created, when they were finished, they left.

silent hill is so real, we're all running from something: Angela - suicidal Laura - brat Eddie - incel James - gay

"this is not an era, this is an error"

being alive is embarassing ngl

Mopheads

realism is impressionistic version of naturalism naturalism is an expressionistic version of realism

4 hrs later.... the thought of Kobo Abe film directed by Satoshi Kon.... day ruined

god I want a Kobo Abe book adapted WITH SUSUMU HIRASAWA'S SCORE

KLK, Promare. your mind, Imaishi, the real ally

wait i just realized they basically reused GaloLio designs in Cyberpunk for the next romantic leads.

Rewatching a lot of Brian De Palma. He would've loved TikTok ADHD slop

itttty tiny analysis of new Silent Hill f trailer www.reddit.com/r/silenthill...

new Silent Hill f material brought me to such a cathartic state that it cured my clinical depression for a moment. I'm not fucking joking rn. I have no words

quick poster study

i want a sarcastic furry videogame youtube essayist boyfriend

for the last 4 yrs I've been dead. this month i turned 26 and i feel like i'm coming to senses. I've seen the big "nothing", i stared into its eyes. it was comforting in a way, lodged in this pit. tomb is the same as womb. but i feel this familiar sense of unrest - being alive. this is exciting

i literally don't know what i feel before i put on music

i fucking despise typography. if you're a type designer, i will fucking fight you

some day soon when my meds kick in and I have finished artwork to post, i will be paying equal attention to both the swastika site and bluesky/ rn i feel like social media is only good for promo and nothing else

Fursona, dir. Ingmar Bergman