Does coffee count when fasting? :,)

crashed out for a min there,,, getting back on track 💪🏾

Its so embarrassing to have a body

all I want is water 💧 I don’t need anything else~

twice jihyo #kpop

I just feel like I’m better off single rn

I think I’m gunna break up with him :/

hunger is so dumb lol

locking in.

I let my bf wear my clothes sometimes and it’s extremely jarring to see just how much bigger I am than him,,,, I’m literally twice his size :(

yeah, I can’t keep eating like I have been :( my self-discipline is sooo shite lol

I hate my body and I hate the way I look these days,,,, I think my face is fine, but i desperately need to lose weight :(

I miss losing weight so goddamn bad.

Until im on a glp1 or get surgery I gotta learn how to outsmart my hunger on my own,,,, it’s so hard to tho 🥲

I’m an idiot who needs more fruits and veggies in my diet :,)

realizing and coming to terms that this is going to take some time,,, baby steps before I can totally reform my habits 🥺😭

I don’t wanna spend money on f00d,,, I wanna buy makeup, clothes, and use it towards trips,,, I’ll spend it on f00d in foreign places, not to just go and eat it at home :,)

Muzzle me past 6pm

You’d think that my broken wisdom tooth would help me not eat as much,,,, let me lock tf in and not be so dumb lol (in the process of getting it removed, thankfully, cuz this shit SUX)

ordering food and then immediately regretting it

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I could have been months in on Wegovy by now :(

I hate myself I cant stop thinking about how fat I am

I don’t wanna spend money on f00d,,, I wanna buy makeup, clothes, and use it towards trips,,, I’ll spend it on f00d in foreign places, not to just go and eat it at home :,)

qwer magenta #kpop

I wanna be this size so I can fit cuter clothes 🥺💗

I need to update my 2025 vision board 🙌🏾 gunna switch up who I follow on my personal IG to keep me motivated~

made an effort to refrain from late night binging last night and I succeeded 🥺 small win but a win nonetheless. breaking habits is hard but I’m getting back on track 😩🙌🏾

I want a complete transformation by the time I’m 30, or before then 💗

I need to hold myself accountable 🥺

gonna try and distract myself whenever I feel like overeating 🙈

Deciding to do a No Buy August in two weeks 🥺 I’m going to really try and cut back on spending, unless it’s obvi for something I really need. Going to make myself a “rules” list today 😤

I’m going to open a savings accnt that is completely separate from my main bank accnt :,) I should have done this years ago, but now I know I really need to lock tf in. I don’t make that much money rn, but I still need to be a lotttt smarter with it 🙈😭

if I had more money I’d be happier and healthier 🥺 being in survival mode is wearing me down 😩

I want to spend less money on food so I can have more money towards clothes, kpop albums, and vacations 🥺 I have been spending way too much on takeout :/

TW: overeating I hate that I obsess over food :( I’m in “survival mode” becuz I’ve been so broke these days — when youre poor you feel like you never know when or if you’ll eat again :/ I need to overcome that feeling and be okay with feeling hungry for a little bit 😩

sorry for this rant, I’m just really fed up with my habits lately :( I wanna be better!!!

TW: weight I want to be slim! I want to be skinnier! I want to enjoy the benefits of a healthier lifestyle — I want to feel good and strong in my own body and gain the same success that skinny/fit people do. being fat/obese isn’t cute at all and tbh, it shouldn’t be celebrated :/

TW: fatphobia it’s unfortunate that I feel visceral disgust about fatness and fat bodies, despite being fat myself. the fear comes from hating my fatness of course, but it’s also a fear of becoming even fatter — I see people bigger than me and I feel thankful that I don’t look like them :/

TW: weight I’ve fallen off track immensely and it really sucks :( I wish I had the help that I need (glp-1s, surgery, etc) but I’m still on shitty insurance and that won’t be changing anytime soon :/ it’s not even a matter of cosmetics atm — I’m fearful of my health continuing to deteriorate :(

I need to get better at saving monies and spending less :,) I always lose focus of the bigger picture

I’ve been e*ting wayyyy too much lately,,, I gotta relearn my own discipline and cut back 🙈

hi I’m back :,) fell off for a bit, but ready to Lock In.

sorry I havent been as active, I’ve just been sad and exhausted :,)

so tired I don’t wanna do anything :(

sick af :,( can’t taste or smell anything, so what’s the point of eating,,,

down another 4.7 lbs since last week 💪🏾

aespa winter #kpop

down another 4.8 lbs this week since switching up my workouts to mostly cardio :,) since deciding on 3/26 to workout as intensely as I have been, I’ve lost 9.7 lbs 🥺 feelin good af tbh~⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

going ghost until I lose 10 lbs :,)