I really need to go to the Meatup West in Palm Springs in April.

I suppose I’ve asked for this. I’ve been growing out my beard which just about qualifies for big now, as I’m barreling towards 50, and I’m thrilled by the day to day, week to week changes in how it looks and feels; and equally quickly I’ve noticed that my belly is barreling out a lot recently.

Yours truly

I can’t wait to get a full liter of saline infused. I hope I can take it.

I am all-in for Meatup East and super excited. Lemme know who is coming!

I’m very tempted to book Meatup East.

So true

I’m shocked at how much I’m enjoying growing a beard. I love seeing me change every week. It’s pretty big already; but will keep going until we get the orange obituary. Watch me.

Anyone with experience: how do I get permanently big, protruding nipples?

Bear with me: I’m dealing with a weird affliction post a month’s worth of bronchitis that has me perpetually thirsty but also peeing every hour. I’m getting it checked out and I’m sure we’ll get it sorted but…. I think I should diaper up tomorrow and roll with it. I’d enjoy getting pushed!

Day 1: A faint, almost imperceptible ache in the corner of my mouth. I rub at it, a minor annoyance, and find myself staring at my reflection in the dark screen of my phone. There’s nothing to see, but I can't shake the feeling that something has been adjusted, pulled into a new alignment.

Maybe I should be wearing a clown nose out in public. Just let items slowly creep in and take over. Till there’s only a quiet little honk.

It’s been a slow process, but I’ve arrived at having zero eyebrows and I still have super expressive arches. And I love having no eyebrows.

That said I also have been fantasizing of gearing someone up (I have a friend in mind!) - strip, add hoof boots, and ankle wraps, then add hoof gloves, …..

And now I’m the mood for reading / seeing a slow drawn out involuntary clown transformation

Adding to the clown outfit

Pumping nipples to noticeably enlarge them long term coupled with enlarged areolas via realistic tattooing would be amazing.

Nobody gets to fuck me in until my beard reaches at least a foot in length.

Back from when

I wish so bad I had real cleavage. Like 700ccs

Yours truly.

I’m trying to get myself committted to growing out my beard to the end of the year (and let’s be honest quite a bit beyond)

Outtake from 2020

I should get back to doing portrait photos

Pls give me a vote for a chance to work with Inked Originals!

Coming to NYC for the rubber social on May 18.

I'm thinking of letting my beard grow out for the first time. I'm a few weeks in (goes slow for me). Maybe I'll keep it going for a month or two, or the rest of the year, or the rest of the presidency

I have the same photo going to the 2025 Big Gay Art Show in Sedona AZ in June!

One of my photos is heading to the 2025 Queer Conscience Exhibition at The Image Flow, showing June 14 – September 12, 2025. theimageflow.com/gallery/call...

I’m considering extending a weird short trip to upstate NY mid May with one extra night in Manhattan by the High Line so I can buy new frames for glasses, visit a gallery exhibit, and go to the rubber meetup at the Eagle,

Back when I took fetish photos all over DC at night during the COVID shutdown

I’ll give growing a beard a shot but I hate the interim period so much I’ll have to solicit your opinion how long to leave it alone

I’m very suddenly obsessing over men with large breast implants again. 600, 700cc. It’s really beautiful.

There’s a red suit that wants to be worn tomorrow.

I have a new red suit that wants to be worn out today

The other night I urgently geared up cause I couldn’t sleep- giant black lacquered clown shoes, a chinless natural rubber hood, big natural rubber collar, silicone clown nose with an internal septum ring, otherwise naked. Spent like an hour slow stroking.

Heading to Las Vegas on Jun 5 with a big loop planned (Sedona - Page - Zion - St George - Vegas). Options and recommendations are very welcome!

I vividly remember having chatted with and then met a Sir who had very detailed ideas about what he wanted- someone who would frequently visit, always be fully covered, eventually in hoof boots, further down the line a filly, and even further with breast implants. I admit that never quite left me.

I’m eager to do a new shoot with two clown outfits.

Happy International Fetish Day!

I have some pup gear - a Mr s rubber pup hood, and a silicone tail plug with leather tail strap - that I am willing to hand over to a loving new home during MAL.

Holy crap they’re huge

I have some big hangups about my current weight and shape and I’m choosing to lean hard into that and exposing it rather than hiding and it’s super freeing

I will have a week all to myself at the end of the year so I should start to think about daily kink immersion with some challenges

Let’s try this again (surprisingly hard to find the right shoes)