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1 week until birthday

Funny, I've been looked forward to this position (it's the textbook position for inexperienced good-boy tops and skillful cock-tease bots) and it happened pretty much like how I'd want to see it, but it couldn't motivate me. There are so many minor problems, and then the timing. Such a shame

Though I was quiet about evakumo, for reasons, I did see that they got more comfortable around each other now (during sex). Yakumo is no longer unsure/ hesitate in the process, and eiden doesn't seem to hold back like he used to. It's a minor thing, but I think it was there to see.

I ditched all my tasks and spent the weekend drawing/ fixing this (and took a 11 hour sleep) Somehow the design I shared on x received attention, this encourages me to draw more (I had the idea, but it takes time) Yakumo's birthday soon, and no I haven't touched my sketch for his birthday.

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Updated

Current temperature is the proper mood to draw sth like this Yea I’d never stopped thinking about what could have been

this one was made with this song in mind. www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLQp...

A friend picked up a hobby of carving woods lately and made me the most accurate burnt-out mushroom. And the other day I received Oyaji from Grass. He'll be judging me pulling all the late nights chasing my dream of drawing 2D boy's love story.

It's getting a bit... cooler these days, it's not quite scented candle weather yet but it's good enough, and it soothes me, so I've been using them. A friend gave me quite a number of candles for christmas, I'll look forward using it.

I don't know if anyone here look forward to it, but I'll re-open bigcartel in december, there will be the doujin and a calendar. There'll be some print bundle too. So, see you then

In the end, I made a sketch

because I'm having a hard time enjoying nucani properly, I'll retreat to this bsky account since it's less crowded here. feel free to unfollow if my thoughts get too loud or make you uncomfortable.

muốn bỏ đi nhưng vẽ rồi lại không nỡ

New box

Anyway, I went to meet some friends.

Nói chung là buồn hoài, chẳng làm sao mà khuây khoả được. Chẳng biết đối mặt tháng 12 như thế nào. Sinh nhật tui hay sinh nhật chú bé thì cũng vậy.

feels like I neglect him, I don't want to. but for now, I'll look somewhere else.

I haven't read the event story, partially because I have been busy. There are very few things I like in the intimacy rooms, but I only read it once and I was in a packing rush. I haven't purchased the package too. Yes I've been busy. But I wonder if I weren't busy, would I still have motivation

I finished the event, I ate and bought some souvenirs. Then I went back to the hotel and watched a movie on cable TV. I enjoyed myself.

I came home today with a lot of stuff hanging on my motorbike, so when I made a turn, I forgot to go slower, I ended up losing balance and fell. It was a small alley so there was no other vehicle, people nearby helped me get up. I scraped my knee a bit, but the worst part is my body aching terribly

it wouldn't be me going to an overseas event without experiencing panick attack twice a day 3 days prior to the event

beast mode I wonder if he'd show scales, but any form of hope at this point is dangerous

how many complain email is enough? it seems so pointless now.

I'm in a position where I'm extremely disappointed at how things have been planned for yakumo lately, but I also can't just... leave him, so I pick up my pen and draw, even when I'm in the middle of a very busy time... I'm also worried if I say too much, I can upset the wrong crowd

It's been an emotional day I went to have phở It calms me for a bit

Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to the reveal 💪 this week I'll be extremely busy, but I might try and draw sth during the flight

11月のお品書きできた　サンプルも週末までに準備しよ~

What if the current event is 2 SR and then yakumo will still be ssr in christmas event < 5 stages of grief - no3: bargaining

I also enjoy yakumo being a twink as he is and I don't mind drawing body suit, so other than my Christmas dream being shattered all over again and bad timing right before my cf21 trip, I have no complaints for this teaser

I'm quite familiar with deep space exploration and the danger might come with it theme, so let's say I'm... intrigued with this yakumo. Though I never watch alien or predator, too many jumpscare...

It’s not the best but it’s my best effort It’s fun to do every once in a while, remind me who I once was

Golden roses

🐍→🦇

if anything happen please remember I was once a chill yakumo enjoyer before let's say december 2024 now I've lost some of my immune system so uh, sorry

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虽然我生气中恐风格竟然没有小八新衣服但万圣节总是要过的😠…

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I used too much brain today, my head hurts (it's only 5pm)

I also have to make a new calendar soon start making calendar in november is quite late actually, cause there is still printing time

planning yakumo birthday ideas and realizing there are only 2 new things to put in granted, there might be another unit this year, but I must start this prep thing now it makes one reluctant a bit don't you think

In case it wasn't clear, in nucani I like yakumo the most, then blade and rei (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) (You can also see my BL taste there)

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文字なし・影追加

とりあえずミニキャラは全部塗り終えた……ヒ〜疲れた

last merch for the season, though it's very likely not make it for comifuro 21

進捗~~~