Been playing Illusion of Itehari the past few days and am on the third route. Very, very pretty otome, but damn not as good as the teams old one Piofiore Fated Memories.... which I am constantly compairing it to as I play....

I am rewatching The 5th Element and I really love the film, but I'm always like 'Oh, honey, not him' ...that city is bound to have better men.

I'd like to preorder the physical FF9 for Switch, but like I dread openning the case and it's a download code instead of the game on a cartridge.... I've gotten REALLY picky about that.

Well my mother is doing something insane that I pretty much pleaded with her not to do. Christ I'm tired and this is going to have horrible consequences to deal with.

Lady at the dog park was telling me progressively more batshit insane things as she was talking to me.... but she wasn't talking about politics, soooooooooooooooooo I guess tell me more about your telepathy lady.......

I have been doomscrolling waaaaaaaaaayyyyy too much in recent days. Gotta read a novel.... I have a stack of them side eyeing me to read them too.....

I'm supposed to go on a road trip for like 9 days later in the month.... I'm actually pretty stressed about being without internet for that long.... I almost went nowhere the first one of these admins for that reason.... Like I hunkered down then covid hit and like uck.....

I wanted to play something mindless.... But mario galaxy makes me disoriented.

Me needing to relax: -Watching The Relic for the 1000th time-

..........I'm just so exhausted. I'm probably thinking minor things are way worse than they actually are. I feel like I'm being crushed by a thousand minor problems.

FF Tactics arrived today... I wanna play... but I'm so tired I'm just gonna go to sleep.... If I've managed to go years without any spoilers a few days of the new version being out probably will be fine...

Since I've gotten Evernight in HSR I can still say Anaxa is is stilly my fave character to play from this planets characters... And I have Phainon and Algea at e1.... I just think his implant of weakness is op.... I do think Evernight is real pretty thats why I got her.

....I kinda wanna redownload Genshin to try and get the ghost guy character..... but I won't. But I like his design and Genshin/HSR are really just a character collecting games... and I just prefer HSRs design.

...I intend to get a cat at the end of next month.... Really hope that will help fix me as opposed to I get a cat that hates both me and my dog and then I have that to deal with too....

Watching theory/hopes/fears videos the new Fire Emblem have me going 'Oh no most folks hate what I love about the what 3H brought to the games' Well except the cool people, but I played Awakening(and working my way through Birthright) too and really liked it but like idk...

Just got an email that my Byleth figure I order ages ago is coming~! Real FE3H week for me~ Hope it looks good. She will go on my shelf flanked by my Claude acrylic stands. ...I'd love to buy more acrylic stands, my comfort purchase, but ya know!

When I loaded up FE3H I have a save midway for a Blue Lions and Golden Deer with the Ashen Wolves characters... I must have not been into the Blue Lions run and started a Golden Deer(My fave~)... I'll finish them both... Support Convo collecting.

Omph. Just realized I had preordered FF Tactics Ivalice Chronicles too, so like that and Mario Galaxy are gonna arrive around the same time... glad I got rid of Hulu, cuz Ive been spending too much on entertainment recently. Like it's not crazy amounts but like realistically I only have so much time

...I wonder if I would like the Yakuza games....

Eh screw it I'm in pain I'm just gonna play FE3H again... Nothing like a comfort game with chronic pain.

I watched that trailer for the game OD Knock, looks scary, but it brought up one of my big gripes about that sort of game... I really find reconizable actors in games distracting af. Like it always takes me out of the game while playing....

Now and again on my main who I get very confused by the follower comments, which is a me thing, but I might mute them, because I honestly don't get if theyre being hostile or like troll like... I feel like it's taking a lot of my brain power to decipher.

....I want to play RogueTrader for the first time again.....

My Hulu dies tomorrow so I'm trying to get through the new eps of Only Murders in the Building and it has had two lines that have killed me.... 'I'm gonna Safari it' and 'I own a stable of teen plasma donors'

I love someone getting angry at me for telling them to stop repeating and telling people things that simply are not true and I've told her are not true multiple times. My mother's revisionest history of events and facts drives me nuts.

Wow, I was wayyyy more behind in HSR than I thought... I just looked at the quest list and Im not even halfway..... I mean I'm enjoying it but thats gonna be a lot of time. Im gonna have to just do the event... I've gotten a lot of spoilers so I guess it wont be that bad to get a few more... I hope.

Been playing catch up in HSR, which honestly I'm really enjoying. Makes me really feel my taking a break from the quests for a few months was the right move.... Also makes me wonder if I would enjoy Genshin again if I redownloaded it after 18 months....

My characters arent weak, but my god there no way I'm beating Zander in the Memory of Chaos.... like wtf this guy is a strong boss.

....I'm crazy burned out..... Games aren't recharging me as they should. Tho really haven't had time to play much.... I'd kill to just sleep for a week.

....I'm so burned out exhausted..... I have so much on my plate, and then ya know the world.............

Been thinking more and more about streaming art and games but like that would be a new thing to have to figure out how to do....

I wanna order FF Tactics since I've never played it, but I have to be an adult and look at my backlog thats judging me and saying 'dont you dare!'

Went over to the old site 2night to see if it was joyful..... I hadn't been in ages. And frankly I was shocked how many people I follow still post there...

.............Seven months without a dryer............ then find out gotta get a new one................ Seems like a shit time to have to buy one...........

Me discovering Bloodline 2 is actually releasing: Wtf, um ok.... That's pretty surprising..... My seeing the paywall stuff: Holy freaking YIKES!

I kinda wish I didnt ALSO get depressed when I have work, because I know it will be months and months before I get any sort of okay paying work again... Like Im dreading these gigs being over in a few weeks... Like I shouldn't be because Fall is an active time for me and I do a bunch, but money

Everything is kinda bad.... I should play RogueTrader, ya know a comfort game.

I'm never happy during summer, but this one feels especially bad.

I miss the wierd gremlin vibe the hsr mc used to have.

Okay kinda get why this hsr quest got flack, since I'm bored, but also I know nothing about Fate/Stay.

I'm so proud of myself for seeing games I'd like on sale but then asking myself 'Will I play this in the next six months?' and then not buying it....... Tho I would love to play Clair Obsura 33.... I have too much stuff to play....

I uhhhhh probably should have started this Fate/Stay event in HSR wayyyyyyyyyyyyy sooner.......

............Back to playing hsr.......... god really wish they'd not recast vas.............

...............I should read tutorials when I play games..........

Finish Virche Evermore, really liked it and had some great characters.... but jfc that geme was depressing..... To have all the okay ending locked behind that misery.... And then I play them, they had like no overall plot spoilers, so like wHy~!

Well my bro was here this week and we both caught my mom in an absolutly bonkers lie, yet again..... Like why would you lie about that? It's a daily occurence for me, but like sometimes it's a massive relief to have someone else see it.

............I haven't played a JRPG in a long time, despite multiple ones giving me the side eye from my backlog pile, I think I'll make Winter the time of the JRPG~

............Definately not fun to have to redo the the common route story in this final route of Virche Evermore..... Definately making me dislike a game I'd been really enjoying.... I'd put it down for a few months but all the characters 'decent' ends are locked behind this route... sigh....

.....I really dislike VNs/otomes that for a route that you HAVE to play all the other routes to unlock REHASHES all the gamels lore... Like I get it, I just had to play like 85% of the game before I could play this route.... it's a drag.... Really wish they'd just edit it out...

....Theres a Sailor Moon Sailor Cosmos statue that I'd love to buy off Amazon.... But I decided not to buy more silly things til after I get tires in the fall, since that's a big purchase.... but damn I want that statue. But it would also put me down a rabbit hole of wanting more....