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Happy Pride 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ This month is going to be extra difficult for necessities and food insecurity, so if you can, please help out a disabled queer by buying my books on Itch. Most feature trans or queer characters 💜 I've also got a few short stories, one even has an audiobook I made myself! #booksky 🌈📚

Happy Pride 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ This month is going to be extra difficult for necessities and food insecurity, so if you can, please help out a disabled queer by buying my books on Itch. Most feature trans or queer characters 💜 I've also got a few short stories, one even has an audiobook I made myself! #booksky 🌈📚

I just went to get a few groceries. What would have cost me like $50-$60 just cost me $94. I am under $200 in my bank account and do not have enough money to eat this month since they lowered my food stamps to $64. Being disabled in America is just traumatic.

I got more than enough help now with funds for food 🙏🏻 Thank you so much!

I'm working on something that has me so excited. I'm writing a goth theatrical musical about dissociating so hard a creature ends up in a strange blue void in his living room, and it has campy vibes that feel like RHPS. It's all written in verse, of course, so it'll take ages but! I'm excited! 🤩

Last night, the poem went through a major revision and I finished it. I'm so happy with it. I put a lot of effort into this one, I refused to let the brain fog stop me. I'll post the final version soon 💜 It's a lot spicier, but all in 'garden' metaphor.

Finally, after weeks of terrible brain fog and worsening chronic illness, I started to write a poem last night. It's not done yet, I think I want it to be longer, but it's something. I'm so glad my brain still works creatively, even when I'm struggling to focus 💜

Talked to my counselor today. Life has been so unbelievably rough lately & I need to consider who I'm keeping close. If a relationship is bringing me a lot of stress or it seems unhealthy, I have to create distance. Mom's an obvious one. I barely have spoons to survive, I don't need ppl adding to it

*Trauma trigger* Tomorrow will be better. *Awful people™️ encounter* This too shall pass. *The government wants to literally destroy me cuz I exist* Okay, well, all I can do is keep myself comfortable and ride it out. *Repeated illness crashes* Okay, universe, please- *Packages stolen, more shit* 🥲

Fingers crossed the adult filter actually works on this. I've seen enough art like mine under adult content that I figure I'm probably alright finally posting some of my pieces. This one is an illustration for my webnovel Polaris Skies

Fine art prints available! www.inprnt.com/gallery/whis...

Grocery shopping was a nightmare. People purposefully blocked aisles when they saw I was in a powerchair, making me go all the way around. Then a woman stood so close in the checkout that when I had to back up a little, I slammed into her cart by accident because she wouldn't fucking move.

Hey. I really hate to ask, but I'm having some serious issues with my laptop, and need funds to get it repaired. Full story is at the link. If you can, please consider donating. #queerauthor #mutualaid #transauthor gofund.me/50d28b5b2

Fuck, I need to vote today but the dysautonomia decided to flare so severely I can barely leave bed. There's a risk I could faint if I try to make myself go, even in my powerchair. It's so frustrating, my chronic illnesses have worsened this year and I'm practically homebound.

The rest of Katie's [giant] radiation bill comes due on Friday. Any shares or donations are greatly appreciated 🫠

So I remembered that Affirm exists and it has been the only thing that has enabled me to get nice things for years, so I bought Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream using Affirm, meaning $0 up front and cheap payments over 6 months. So I get to play 🥲

It's been a bit since I've shared my work, but money is going to be extremely tight this month, so I could use the extra income. All of my current work is up on Itch right now, which is one of the best ways to support me. I barely get enough to live on while disabled, so any sales help greatly 🙏🏻

I need to stop being lazy and look up a tutorial for scrolling #dailyart

I want Tomodachi Life but I'm too poor 😭

My friend @clumsyslothgirl.bsky.social just published her first book today! It's a queer book of apocalyptic proportions: godless.com/products/chi...

I got a call back after trying to reach these people for a couple days. They conveniently called at 8AM in the morning, which is when I'm still sleeping. They left a message saying they send bills for nontransport services. This must be a new thing because I never got charged before and I'm livid.

My friend @clumsyslothgirl.bsky.social just published her first book today! It's a queer book of apocalyptic proportions: godless.com/products/chi...

WTF. I just got a $125 bill for calling the emergency line (911) in January when I was worried about my health in the middle of the night. I'm being charged $125 for the EMTs to have visited for a few minutes and left after checking my vitals. No one transported me. There was no hospital visit.

When random people say harmful stuff online, like eugenics shit, it's probably not a great idea for everyone to start talking about it & spreading it around because that spreads the message further & causes upset. Plus, the person is just a rando. Best to ignore & block. Let the void do its job.

Starting my day at 7PM because laying in bed with my partner all day was much more preferable while my chronic illnesses are flaring 😌

Me, posting about an appliance breaking: all the attention and (?) shares. Me, posting about my books/the writing process: Crickets. Yup. Social media operating as usual 😅

Woke up to another agent rejection. I figure this is the way it'll go again, despite this book being a lot more marketable than my previous work. I'll probably only put myself through this for a little longer before I go back to self-pub. I'm wondering if it's the heavy MH stuff (go figure if so).

Deleted that last thread about my querying process. I was just really stressed and overloaded from looking at a blank forum, but I think I did okay. The last time I queried agents was before I self-pubbed for the first time, so that was back in, like... 2019?

I mean, social media users are always having issues. So... valid 😆

Another thing I have to say, is not everyone can afford to sell direct. I can't afford to have author copies on hand of my paperbacks. I can't drive due to my disabilities, so I can't get regular access to a post office. Selling physical copies direct is inaccessible to me.

there is a beauty in it, you see. I can imagine anything in the void. there are conversations happening behind your wildest dreams in the abyss. what prophecies and heresies do you hear in your chasm?

If D2D doesn't change its policy to not punish legitimate authors on its platform because they can't properly deal with bookspam, I may have to make the decision to just be on Amazon, Kobo, & Itch directly. I wasn't selling books elsewhere anyway, but Itch will be the only place for my short stories

Can we talk for a minute? Everyone saying to 'stop supporting authors on KDP,' consider: KDP does not charge fees like D2D now does to just have your book up. KDP will be the affordable option for people like me, who are disabled and poor. Please still buy books from indies on Amazon.

This is utter BS. They're punishing authors who are struggling to even make enough to cash out with their payout limit. So basically, I'll never make money with D2D. I'll never see a cent because no one buys my books wide. I might just stop going wide for now because I can't afford another bill.

From another WIP I haven't talked about in a minute, called Nightdreams 💜 #WIPSnips

Well... my following feed is nothing but suggestions from other feeds I follow. No actual people I'm following. Something must have broken. Again.

The #dailyart is lineart!

On a little apocalyptic love songs kick, and this absolutely wrecked me. Lump in the throat, internal emotional chaos, wrecked. Gods, this was beautiful. youtu.be/SwXseZSjLsw?...

This is kind of amazing. Melanie really made an entire liminal-ish performance for her album HADES, which is very sociopolitical, which I didn't expect, but I respect it big time 🙌🏻 She doesn't sugarcoat anything. youtu.be/v742oCBECdQ?...

All of this end of the world talk is triggering PTSD psychosis hard 🫠 It's a long story why it does, but I'm def avoiding all social media today. Notifications off. Safety bubble engaged so I don't spiral. Everything's awful. Acknowledged. Now I'm going to eat ice cream & cuddle with my sweetheart.

Oh hell yeah. Showing my age here but this is so nostalgic in the best way. weather.com/retro/

Last day! 🌈📚💙 itch.io/b/3545/a-ver...

Do you have a mature #vampire book/comic on #itchio that you'd like to put into a bundle? I'm hosting a vampire #bundle on Itchio in May to celebrate the anniversary of #Dracula! Please fill out the form below by no later than April 18th to be considered for the bundle. forms.gle/5AJ5UcyQ1mTi...

God King and Queen will have to do for this #WIPSnips 👑 📚💙

Only a few more days left to claim this bundle 📢📚💙📚🌈

The first positive poem I've written in several years 💜