Hi loves, hope you all are alright and doing well. We are getting there. Little by little, ups and downs. Just wanted to pop on here and let you know I'm getting there. Yesterday I heard a bit of Louis singing Drag me down at the jingle bell ball and my heart made a little jump.

We had to let Sep go. He deteriorated fast today. We called the emergency vet, as he was not able to stand anymore, kept falling over. We had already increased his pain medication. We went by my parents so they could say goodbye. This week my dad is also not doing well,so a lot happening.

We were supposed to go to Germany today, but our little friend us not doing well... So we won't bring him to our inlaws. He has a lot of trouble walking, goes through his front legs, is wobbly. He stood in front of the couch, leaning against the coffee table, so I put him on the couch.

I'm sorry I'm a bit absent ... There's a lot going on irl. I'm emotionally not in a good place. To see your parents suffer and hear your dad doesn't want to live like this if it doesn't get better, is hard. He's 86 and the parkinson is progressing really fast the last couple of months.

I looked at the sky when angels fly was playing.

Gonna do a bit of coloring today. It's been too long. And it really relaxes me. Anybody else here likes to color with alcoholmarker? I'm not good at it, but it's fun!

Real life is still really busy. Lot to do with my elderly parents, but also some fun things! Miss you all!

Lot going on in real life. Miss you all. Hope you are all good! Sending hugs and love to you all!

All my love to everybody on here today! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I think we need it! Can't believe it's been a year that our lovely boy has been gone!

I was supposed to go to Paris on a business trip today with 2 colleagues. But... My stupid bowels decided otherwise. Since my gallbladder is out I'm more sensitive to things, but ive not really figured out what yet...

I had to adult really hard. 3 times I put the tshirt and hoodie in my cart... 3 times I cancelled... I'm going to wait for album and tour merch. But it pains me to say it...

How I'm spending my Friday evening...

It took almost 2,5 hours. The underside of the arm was quite painful! Before I go to bed I can take the clingfilm of. The flowers represent the birth flowers of my daughters, and my parents. And there are 2 stars in there for my miscarriages.

Off to get my tattoos!! Whoop whoop!

I hope that everyone that wanted tickets got tickets! I've got them. Damn this was stressful! But seeing Louis on My 3rd with my daughter and my friends in London!

Today lunch box... Didn't even realise when I packed my lunch this morning...

Great... I wanted my Sims to have 1 more baby and I get 3... Just great... Now it definitely is a Nightmare Legacy...

Hello lovelies! How are you all doing? I hope you are alright and excited for tomorrow! 🍋🍋🍋 Unfortunately I will be at choir practice when it comes out ... The weekend has been busy. Our daughter got the keys to her first rental appartment last Tuesday. So we've been helping out with renovating.

Pub quiz time!

Which Dutchie wants a physical copy of Lemonade? I ordered it, but my friends already bought me one as surprise 😍😱. So now I want to pay forward their kindness. It will arrive early October (will be shipped to me around October 3rd).

We did it... Glad we went a little earlier, as when we were back at the car, it started raining. It took us 2 hours and 14 minutes in which we also had a little break, to do the 10k. Im hurting from my feet to my hips. Warning, don't do this unprepared if you sit at your desk 5 days a week..

Up, showered, just need to tape 1 toe and then ready to do the 10k! Looks like temperature has dropped a bit, but still good for shorts and (my Louis Live) 't shirt! Made a playlist for us to sing a long too, if we are brave enough 😂😂😂 Bring on the fun!

Good morning lovely people on this nice app! Lately during weekdays it's busy with work, pop choir I joined, gym i'm attending. So at night I'm like a ballon where the air has been let out. Need to get used to this new routine. Hope you are all ok and doing well. Almost weekend!

Today marks the day that me and my husband had our 1st kiss 34 years ago. Which back in the day meant you were boyfriend and girlfriend. Married for almost 27,5 years. It's been some deep downs, but we've climbed out of them together. Everyday thankful for him! ❤️

Thanks for all your birthday wishes! You all are absolute sweethearts! I had a really good time at the party with my daughters and colleague. My daughter sneakily filmed me when they played Louis. So at the end of the clip is a face reveal 😬. But I'm just sucker for Louis.

Any Dutchie going to the 1d party at Tivoli in Utrecht tonight? This will be my outfit.

I wish we had ballons or fireworks here for our balloon day, that would be nice.

Tattoo day is cancelled, she's got the flu.. But look what arrived! It's so comfortable!

It's almost tattoo day! 2 more sleeps! 🎉🎉🎉🎉

Ugh ... I'm watching all the 1d x factor things ...Currently Liam's audition is playing ... His voice is so amazing ... 💔💔💔💔

Guess who are both walking around NY with hickeys ... And she posted that she is not there. 💚💙

For 2 nights now we've been babysitting our 2,5 yo neighbour. He's just the cutest! But damb... I'm not anymore used to going to bed so late... Fell asleep on the couch for 10 minutes. Now at my parents. Dad's going over to brother for F2 and my mum and I are going to color to relax ourselves.

Is there someone here that has read "love will tear us apart"? About Prince Harry and popstar Louis and the lock down? Please let me know if it has a happy ending! archiveofourown.org/works/42629448

I started this gym where you only work out once a week for 20 minutes... I'm glad it's only 20 minutes as I feel like I've been at the gym for hours! I was dead tired after work and if I had to go for an hour, I would not have gone but this 20min thing was doable.

When you try to help your colleagues save time and give them a presentation about vlookup in excel and there is 1 negative person between the other 8 ... Ugh ... I feel like never doing it again. I'm glad the team I'm in appreciates my efforts and see the benefits.

As a Larrie playing sims 4,i can really appreciate this! archiveofourown.org/works/42629448

Cosmic Leeds videos x.com/TheUnspokenB...

I tried to make Taylor Swift for an ex colleague. The inspiration and the result.

your light will forever shine with me, you're safe in my heart, i promise ᜊ

What died didn't stay dead, you're alive in my head❤️‍🩹

Happy birthday in Heaven dear Liam. Forever 31. Todsy I will celebrate your life and the joy you gave me. While still mourning your loss. Forever grateful for the music and all the good memories and friends you gave me.

Trying to create Taylor for my swiftie (now ex) colleague. It's always a struggle to get the next eye the same...

Whoop getting a new tattoo on my birthday next month. Well actually 2. One is a sun Louis drew and the other one will be kinda like a bracelet with the birthflowers of our kids, my parents and if she not forgets, 2 stars for the misscarriages. Can't wait!

Liam in my sims game started painting autonomously ❤️

So true, and in a good way!

@marinou.directioners.social happy birthday! Hope you'll have an amazing day!

Working from home today and listening to my favourite playlist open.spotify.com/playlist/1wv...

My 80 yo mum just asked about Harry who was seen with some woman. So I told her it's all fake and I'm still a larie. Good on you!! She said 🤣🤣🤣