Trying to tell myself it's okay to go slow with work tonight, that I will get everything done that I need to even if I'm having struggles with focus.

Updated my 'other media' page with the titty manga www.maryborsellino.com/mary/fiction...

I edited this! Much like the game Please Bang My Wife, it is surprisingly heartwarming NTR.

Can't state enough how much I appreciate my therapist. I feel so grateful to have someone like her in my corner and helping me unpack my anxiety on deeper levels--my anxiety has anxiety, it's all these layers... but I can tell she is so determined to help me out. So grateful.

Can't state enough how much I appreciate my therapist. I feel so grateful to have someone like her in my corner and helping me unpack my anxiety on deeper levels--my anxiety has anxiety, it's all these layers... but I can tell she is so determined to help me out. So grateful.

music and lyrics by Miyolophone mv by rochichan vocals and mix by me (thank you djguthrie5 for the mix feedback!!) YouTube Link: youtu.be/eVYtiItRWxk #FeebeeSings #youtaiteworks

I learned about summertime I learned all about you 🩷💙 Summersong / Miyolophone - Cover by Phoebe I've been working on this for quite some time now. I don't mix my own stuff usually, but I wanted to put myself into this, so here you go. ⬇️Credits/Links⬇️

Therapy round 3 today, wooo... Hoping to have a decent session of unloading and processing all this anxiety I've been feeling the past week in particular.

Progress is underway, thank you all for the support so far. I've gotten today's bill fully covered, and I'm now just about $229 away from having the overdue payment taken care of too. Thank you so much so far. Every little bit helps!

In case you can spare a few currency units to help a fellow translation worker, see:

I think I'm starting to get a little better at balancing my workloads, this is a piece of happy news. Gonna work hard today too,but not push myself unreasonably.

I'm really sorry for things still being so hard--I need all the help I can get today, without exaggeration. I'm trusting it'll all be okay... I'm $3 short for a bill due today, and I still am raking up $300 for an overdue payment needed ASAP. Nothing is too small. paypal.me/kittytama #helpsky

Just yelling into the void at almost 4AM sorry everyone, I'm doing my best to use my mental health apps where I can and I do indeed have a therapy appointment later today so I'll definitely discuss what I need to with my therapist as well.

Genuinely asking myself when things will actually get better because the levels of stress I've been under in recent times is a sick, disgusting joke. Some of that is work stress which is 100% in my own control but the financial stress can kick rocks and I mean that. I feel like a burden.

This huge 1/4 scale figure of Rika Furude from Higurashi no Naku Kori Ni is so gorgeous. She's in stock and discounted -- who wants her? jli.st/3TrEbf8

I conked out really hard, oops. But on the bright side, I do feel pretty motivated to tackle today's workload without much fuss!

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For someone with enough cat pics on their phone to fuel a nation I post surprisingly few of them

I honestly get so annoyed when someone's like "you know, some people make and consume dark fiction as a way to safely cope with real life abuse and trauma!!!" as the only reason why such fiction should be allowed to exist okay like some people are just freaks with uneventful lives like me

Feeling stressed thinking about today's workload but I'll just take things a step at a time...

【✨️ TV APPEARANCE! ✨️】 I'm so honored to have been able to be part of this Tech Now segment on VeXpo presented by The BBC! 🥹 It's baby's first national broadcast appearance! I want to help the western vtuber, kaigai idol, and wotagei scenes blossom and flourish more 🌱🌻 #vtuber #kaigaiidol

The $20 bill is paid!!! Just down to $200 ($100 for a partial payment on an overdue thing and then $100 for groceries to hold us over for a couple days) Of course any extra is deeply appreciated and comes in major clutch, but it is never expected. So far: $20/220

I'm really sorry. Things are especially hard and I need all the help I can get. - a $20 bill is due today - we're trying to get $100 rounded up to chip at the $400 that was due recently - groceries which comes out to $100 $220 This is just for today 😔 paypal.me/kittytama #helpsky

Fell asleep on and off listening to this on a loop last night. Very soothing.

The $20 bill is paid!!! Just down to $200 ($100 for a partial payment on an overdue thing and then $100 for groceries to hold us over for a couple days) Of course any extra is deeply appreciated and comes in major clutch, but it is never expected. So far: $20/220

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I'm really sorry. Things are especially hard and I need all the help I can get. - a $20 bill is due today - we're trying to get $100 rounded up to chip at the $400 that was due recently - groceries which comes out to $100 $220 This is just for today 😔 paypal.me/kittytama #helpsky

Nothing like confirming work update stuff and just, bawling your eyes out levels of panic kicking in. Loooove that for meeee... ;___; Taking deep breaths and trying my best to just hang in there even with my hands shaking miserably. Man I am just so stressed lately...

I do want to apologize for venting so hard about my panic/anxiety lately--I know I have been turbo negative over on this feed. Admittedly I am trying to get better about not venting on social media but it's rough; I try to heavily reduce it on Twitter these days at least.

Nothing like getting work done through a panic moment, woo... ;___; Man, I am Struggling so bad with the anxiety/panic recently; trying to do my best to identify when it's hitting and learning how to self-soothe through it proper even if it's very difficult and upsetting.

Happy to say I got $115 of this taken care of, so that's one payment down and one in progress of getting knocked out, hooray.

Things are officially very tight for us once again and I'm stressing out a bit. I have two payments due today that total to $415, though at this moment the $15 payment is the most urgent. Anything helps. paypal.me/kittytama #helpsky

see, this was my original understanding of the "make it exist first" sentiment. I don't know why people took it to mean "make the sketch and then finish it" just make it. finish it. and then you can improve it later if you want, but the important thing is just that you make it

Second therapy session is under an hour away and aaaaah, I'm so nervous but excited at the same time, I guess. There's so much I know we're planning to cover today but I also have to let her know how rough this past week has been... orz

I wish I knew fully what others see in me. But I know my own self-image and self-esteem are totally in shambles, and I have to get work done even if I keep spiraling and having work-induced panic attacks. This past week has sucked horribly with my anxiety levels. I need to be more positive.

Having a lovely morning anxiety spiral running on not too much sleep. I won't go fully into it, need to save that for today's therapy session, but I'm fully convinced I'm never going to amount to much of anything and that I was made to fail and struggle, always. That I'm just a burden.

Did an interview with Anime Atelier over VeXpo weekend about my career in translation and management, my relationship with the scene, and where I'm hoping to go next! Feel free to check it out if you wanna read a transcript of my unchecked rambling. www.anime-atelier.com/interview-an...

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Soundless is coming to Steam on September 29th! With full Steam support, achievements, and even DLC for the official artbook, this release will be COMPLETELY FREE! You can wishlist it now! Main Game: store.steampowered.com/app/3978150/... DLC: store.steampowered.com/app/4017800/...

Things are officially very tight for us once again and I'm stressing out a bit. I have two payments due today that total to $415, though at this moment the $15 payment is the most urgent. Anything helps. paypal.me/kittytama #helpsky

After taking care of some bill stuff and groceries/necessities, things are starting to get tight once again. I'm working hard today, as I've got some exciting project stuff up my sleeve, but in the meantime, any support would be deeply helpful. ;___; paypal.me/kittytama

Having a miserable anxiety spiral night. 😔

ご依頼でVtuberの神無月ほたる様　@virtual_cafe10　 の配信待機イラストを描かせていただきました！ I had the pleasure of illustrating the stream waiting screen for Vtuber Hotaru Kannazuki (@virtual_cafe10)!

A new PV has released for Kao no nai Tsuki Remake which will be releasing in Japan on September 26. Character designer CARNELIAN previously discussed how a multilingual release may be possible depending on future pace of development and fan support. www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHg0...

Boosting, sorry--there's a small grocery/necessity list we gotta get ASAP that comes out to $35 total and I'm trying not to go pure anxiety mode... ;___; #helpsky #mutualaid

She sent me such a kind, thoughtful response that made me feel supported even as I'm waiting for our next session. So grateful I've found someone who clicks with me on this level.

We know I'm upgrading from social media crashouts because instead I journaled my thoughts and then ended up emailing my therapist too. Woo... 😔 I was supposed to get so much work done today but that didn't happen so I'm fighting the urge to start spiraling hard.

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