shes feelimg much better <3

poor girl had an obstruction but is doing much better now <3

my cat is at the vet today. The bill ended up being close to a full paycheck, but i had enough in savinga i can cover it without worrying. It just has me thinking about how far id go for that little goober, shes such a sweetie and makes everything better and i just i hope shes okay

thats oomf @souphaver.bsky.social

love how long my hair is these days 🥰

Finally got the dang guy Only took like a solid week of trial and error lol, solo medic just did *not* have the damage to do this comfortably, even with rng manipulation

Solo Etrian run is going well :3 the thunderdome is one of my favorite floors in the series. It took a few tries but I was able to push through Hunter Instakills my beloathed

feelin pretty on a friday morning

whenever my first alarm goes off in the morning, sable comes and sits by my head until i get up <3 she doesnt like snuggling up to my side, but its her way of being close to me and it makes me so happy <3

omg so I did a solo run of Etrian Odyssey 3 last year, and i used this soverign portrait for my hoplite. It was new with the hd collection, and seemed appropriate because... *gestures at her*. I just found out that when they released it, they released this special artwork too, and!!! its so cool!!!

ive been recording my etrian project, but as i was moving some files around today i found that the vid with my whole forst session was corrupted and couldnt be moved. Taught myself some basic data recovery stuff and I managed to save all but four minutes of it! near heart attack

sometimes i think about reading misfile at 13 and 14 and having all sorts of confusing feelings that would have been much less confusing if i knew what a trans person was

Been plugging away at another Etrian Odyssey solo run, this time solo medic in EO1HD. Immunize really is busted, but it doesnt make it easy lol Maybe ill actually make it into a video this time :3

its my 2 year hrt anniversary today!! two years since i decided to make my life worth living

im so frustrated lmao been prepping for an electrolysis appointment so i havent shaved in a week, feel gross. i went yesterday, and apparently i had the date wrong in my calendar and its today. I wake up this morning to a text saying she needs to reschedule Taking so much time off work for nothing

thinking about how much i could devote to my passions if i didnt have to spend eight hours a day looking busy at my soulcrushing accounting job lmao

i need to learn makeup so bad lol

jonesing for more pokeslop when i get home champions has me in its CLUTCHES rn making work feel like purgatory

pokemon champions is so funnnnn built two teams tonight, one was a trick room 100% crit corviknight gimmick team and the other one was the no guard sheer cold team that im going to abuse for a little while hehe its def a verrry beatable strat and will lose to competent teams pretty often but. >:3

where is everyone coming from 😳

before and after getting my hair done last night :3

id love it if bluesky would stop showing me every post of someone saying goodbye to a pet :,) its really depressing when every third post is from a fetish thats absolutely not for me or someone who's just lost a pet

hairstylist next tuesday i cant waitttt

stuck at work until 6 today... all i want to do is play etrian but im here the next 9 hours 😔

Happy "Twenty Five Percent Done with 2026" day!

part of me wants to post a timeline but i also really dont want to post a picture of the beforetimes lol

feels like a fucked up cooincidence that tdov is the day of my electrolysis appointment, the one time i have facial hair lmao

im considering a wardrobe refresh lol i wear a lot of cardigans and theyre nice! but it feels weird wearing them outside of work haha

pokemon champions is out in a week i cant wait oh my goodness!!!!

went out and just enjoyed the view while listening to my book yesterday <3 its fun watching the cars go by thinking about how each one of them has a life as full as mine

(gf playing starsector): these people keep showing up on my planet and trying to impose their laws on me, but i dont know where they live me: so you know how when you dont know a phone number you call every number sequentially to find it? other gf: that is a truly psychotic statement

dropping a colony feels like it should be a climactic moment, but in zeta they just treat it as a villan of the week plotline... not a huge fan. huge in universe warcrime, literally a wmd, and they just... "no its okay we dropped it a few hundred feet to the left its okay"

episode 24 of zeta is called counterattack? and char is in it? i guess you could call it-

i think the z'gok is becoming one of my favorite mobile suits lmao

if i never see another zeta character talking about "issuing corrections" (hitting a child) itll be too fucking soon

I'm still enjoying zeta but goodness why is everyone abusive to anything close to a child 😭 Enjoying the Psycho Gundam plotline tho, its gonna be another lalah moment calling it now. Also, char is barely even trying to hide his identity at this point and its kinda funny lol

i always fall into the trap with gunpla of building a bunch of hgs i dont super like, not putting in any extra work with them, and burning myself out on building gunpla. Building the RG Z'Gok and the MGSD Wing Zero over the weekend reminded me how fun gunpla can be <3

Posting Z'Gok on the timeline oh my

sometimes life feels like an illegitimate goomba stack... and buddy... we're all the 201st goomba.

i love all the 0079 characters just immediately recognizing quattro as char in zeta lmao

Audi Quattro Bajeena

"You better work on that attitude of yours or you're gonna get 'corrected' again" "Corrected?" "It's a military term for hitting someone" Jesus christ, Zeta. what *is* this??? He's fuckin 16!

had a nice time playing magic tonight <3 stangg deck so fun to play

episode 9 has had 5 *seperate* instances of it so far at a certain point its hard not to think that everyone is just fuckin abusing this poor kid, like for goodness sake he's juat autistic

genuinely *what* is up with the slapping in zeta its been 2-3 times an episode so far

hell yes gay gundam ladies

hey garma blame this on the misfortune of your hormones

i kinda want to take a selfie and just poorly draw chars mask onto it lmao

amuro having a fucking butler lmao mans really got rich and retired after msg huh

im not really a fan of the zeta intro, after sitting with it for a few episodes its better than MSG's opening, i actively skipped that one most of the time. Zetas not having lyrics just kills it a bit for me i think. sleveless quattro brings it back up a few points