in yet endlessness #originalcharacter #pencilcolor

anyway so i ended up developing a rare complication which required a second surgery, so a week after getting my shit rocked i had to go through it again except the second time they had to torture me first because they couldn’t safely put a tube down my throat while unconscious

god this is gonna be a painful recovery lmao

i lived bitch.

welp this morning i’m having ffs and i’m deeply terrified and anxious hahaha

pastures — #photography #believeinfilm

micro-dosing suicide attempts whenever i enter this building — #photography #believeinfilm

interesting trees — #photography #believeinfilm

mystery forest truck — #photography #believeinfilm

barbed wire — #photography #believeinfilm

[ #OC ] CW blood

i dont really care all that much but like how come my posts just don’t get like any visibility whatsoever now, it’s as if my account shrank to idk a 1/4 of what it once was despite technically having more followers

i really like warm brown tones in monochrome __ #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

it’s the same photo but with better lighting but also very distorted feeling and dream-like — #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

A couple of images from my Jackdaw series.💙 This is the piece I wrote to accompany the series deborahparkinphotography.blogspot.com/2022/03/the-...

i ended up fucking up a whole roll by leaving it in the developing tank for like a week because i didn’t have any gloves but uhh idk this is vibey i could kill myself to this scene

never alone

my shadow is bigger than yours, loser!!!!!!!!!!!!

cherry blossom season comm from tumblr

fagolic church (it’s gay because i was in there and i secrete homosexuality with every lost hair and skin particle — #photography #believeinfilm #art

hall of silliness — #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

For #ButterflyWeek... a Small Copper at the end of the day Fujichrome Sensia image from the 1980s Nikon FM2, Nikkor 55mm F2.8 macro lens #Film #Analog #Analogue #Photography #PhotographersOfBluesky #BelieveInFilm #Art #BlueSkyArt #BlueSky #Art #EastCoastKin #FM2 #Nikon #NikonFM2

— #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

endless winter — #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

deeply unhappy and unstable and i’ve had a headache for two days

catching the evening light i guess… these aren’t actually very interesting — #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

— anyway i’m tired of slowly destroying my hands by not wearing gloves when i develop my film so i’m just… gonna wait i have gloves again #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

gooning to internal conceptualizations of the self framed primarily through victimhood, a lack of agency, and an ever-presence of suffering, conceptualizations which strip the ego of its vitality and depth in favor of dull characterizations and lead me down a path of parody

looking through the film photography tag and seeing gross old men taking borderline pornography slop of thin, conventionally attractive white women and not even composing them well and remembering why i don’t really like this community all that much

— #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

Melissa Breyer. NYC. “I am much better when I’m shooting intuitively rather than intellectually”.

飲み酔いリョウ虹

blindly perpetuating the romance of the dead as a girl obsessed with death — #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

normal thoughts — #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

feeling a deep sense of dread about going to sleep… so i’m just, not sleeping

doing some dyke shit by the river — #photography #believeinfilm

JOKE & RAINBOW FROM RAINJOKE !!! they belong to @slitherbop.com ! 🌈💕

the poverty diet has made me lose seven pounds

does life ever stop being this crushing and overwhelming thing or will everything always be this way until i die

playing hide and seek in waterfalls — #photography #believeinfilm #art

this is me if you even care — #photography #believeinfilm #art

dream quilt

little friends — #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

odd birdhouse location — #photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

boys being gay