Guys: reminder that you matter, no matter how much women attack you. No matter how much you are ignored. No matter how much you are struggling. You are enough and you are appreciated. This is true every day, not just today.

It’s hard to exist,, need more sleep,, need eat less,, need finish my 100 art WIPs,, need more money,,

I forgor to post #art #drawing #legendofzelda And social media is the worst chore in existence, I want it to be fun instead of “you need to post consistently in order to gain a following in order to get commissioned” LIKE BRO IF IT AINT WORKED IN 6 YEARS ITLL NEVER WORK

I drew all of these at work in the past month #doodle #art #traditionalart

I asked my husband to let me buy the AYN Thor for myself for Christmas He won’t let me I’m so sad, I’m gonna do it anyways when I get paid Here’s a drawing I’m working on recently for my spacehey profile

I’m not dead

#art #doodle #cute #drawing #traditionaldrawing

Wip #neurosama #autumn #art

So I spent about 1 and a half hours past my bedtime to make my avatar on Everskies I don’t know much about this app but I’m glad I can express myself in any way possible ^_^ it’s Vaati from the legend of #Zelda #loz #everskies

I have a bunch of wips tbh I’ve only shown like 5% of them all

Here’s another one ig #wip #drawing #art #procreate #kasaneteto #knucklestheechidna #vocaloid #sonicthehedgehog

#wip #art #drawing #procreate

M #art #doodle #wip #cute

Boy help I thought this said “did you know horses have ball techs?”

I’m so serious right now I’m about to give up and delete my teezr account cus it’s literally been a whole year and I am not able to become a verified artist. What’s the point?? Bye Felicia

Hey so 1 year update; I still can’t use tee-zr and still haven’t had a chance to “verify” my account. Every announcement in their discord server felt like a taunt because it’s all pointless to me if I can’t use the website as an artist. I have not seen a single announcement about it since launch.

In the mean time, I may come up with a video sometime soon this coming week,

Also I WAS planning an art collab stream on Twitch with my husband tomorrow for our 1 year anniversary but obviously that’s not happening anymore.

The internet isn’t real This is all after I announced no more streams like 4 days ago. I didn’t get this much attention before then.

1 year with Balls :3

I’m gonna scream

Stream ended early again today due to bad wifi connection. I will no longer be streaming from today, until further notice. I don’t have reliable internet and my streams aren’t interesting enough/getting any viewers. Until then, I’m putting a pause. I was really passionate about this for months.

HAI EVERYONE I’m GONNA BE #STREAMING SKRIBBL.IO WITH VIEWERS IN 30 MINUTES BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!!!! #twitch #kick #drawing twitch.tv/grapeyv

Stream ended early today due to bad internet connection. It makes sense, everyone is at home using their devices right now. I still share the WiFi with ≈30 other apartments.

Saga of cat

I found several dead pixels on my iPad screen. I’m sad cuz it’s nearing the end of its average lifespan. It’s 5 years old but I’ve already reached the average device lifespan charge cycles (despite healthy battery) and I can’t afford to fix the screen or the pixels unless I saved for years.

Also haiii I will be #streaming today on #twitch and #kick!! 4:30 PM CST (in 2 hours) I’ll be continuing my super #Mario odyssey playthrough uwu **no stream tomorrow** twitch.tv/grapeyv

So my husband found my sketchbook and I am satisfied with what I’ve discovered #art #cute #drawing #doodle

❤️❤️I UPDATED MY COMMISSION WEBSITE TO MAKE TERMS SIMPLER AND EASIER TO UNDERSTAND!!!!! #art #artist #commissionme zeniriri.carrd.co

I can’t believe I let the milk boil over I hope I can finish cooking and then be able to eat my lunch in enough time

I gained a new art passion and that’s making rings out of paperclips. I love messing with paperclips so I’m glad I thought of it. The pliers I’m using rn suck though so I’m gonna get better ones.

I’ll be streaming on #twitch and #kick today continuing my Super Mario Odyssey playthrough!! Catch me at 4:30 PM American Central time (2 1/2 hours)! #pngtuber #nintendo twitch.tv/Grapeyv/

Haiiii I made a bean burrito yesterday and it was too fuzzy to eat but it looked beautiful. #cat

I have a story idea No I won’t share it Here’s a character #art #doodle

So after watching like 3 minutes of today’s stream, I’ve come to the conclusion that I need more noise compression (or to make less sounds) I would like to keep stream time consistent but that seems to not be the case for situations like today. Either way I’m still trying. Have some random images

I SHALL STREAM IN 30 MINUTES CATCH ME OR LOSE ME BUT ILL BE HERE twitch.tv/grapeyv/

I know I said I’d stream today but I got preoccupied with screaming baby. I’ll be online soon

Haiiii everyone!! I may stream today at 4 pm central (~5 hours from now)! But idk it depends on how and when I get home after work. If I get home safely before 3 PM, I’ll be streaming myself play Mario Kart 8!! In other news, I’ve spent 350 days of self care. twitch.tv/Grapeyv/

Heyyyy!! I know I dissapeared for 11 days lol but I had vacation and then I was training/preparing for the first day of school this week! I got my work schedule now, but unfortunately I can’t start working tomorrow as scheduled because I did not finish my training. Idk how it’s gonna work out.

Once school starts I will change my stream schedule to be between my shifts, during the midday. I’ll think more about it.

Haiiii!! No livestream this or next week. ;( training is actually several hours long today and tomorrow and after I come back from vacation I start working and more training since I’ll be missing three days worth of it. If it’s possible I may stream a few hours later than usual, but I doubt it!

I built this yesterday afternoon, it felt great ^_^ I’m definitely gonna paint on it more later on. Maybe I’ll glue some stuff on it.

I’ll be doing whatever I want on #twitch in 30 minutes!! #Art and more #crafting and maybe some #gaming. For sure ^_^ twitch.tv/grapeyv #streaming

Wanna start #streaming? Rather use a png than your face? Wanna be a #Vtuber but dont have $12k for a model? Well, worry not!! For the low low proce of $25 you too can embarrass yourself in front of hundreds of people with a goober of your very own!!! (DM for details, price is negotiable)

ALSO ALSO ALSO I learned how to make stuff like this on blender!! It’s been my dream to make art with blender and so I looked up some metal heart tutorials and I am absolutely amazed. I did metal heart because I am also making a package for my father so he can start streaming/making content too.

I didn’t draw much last month other than artfight (I literally only drew for artfight last month) BUT right before it started I did draw some vtuber model ideas! I’m getting into making vtuber models that people can just straight up buy. Plus I redrew my twitch pfp.

So I somehow glitched the finch app and I didnt update it somehow (it was supposed to be automatic) so I had no seasonal event last month and when I opened it, it told me that I finished this month’s event. Idk how that’s even possible but I screen recorded it all in case they try something on me.

I'll be sharing some recent art pretty soon. I've been pretty busy last month!! ^_^