I really do enjoy pvp, even if I suck at it. I also think it's interesting how different the playstyles between EU and NA are. I prefer the NA ways tbf, more aggressive. EU tends to hold back a lot, and also focus on the wrong things lol. #FFXIV #PvP #maybeIjoinapvpgroup

Mum had a skin cancer diagnosis earlier this week, luckily the type that isn't bad and can be removed and shes fine. But today the vet called that my dog has cancer, too. So my week has been kinda down up and back down again. Currently just want to cry myself to sleep.

Might have to sell a kidney to afford rent this month :'3

note to healers in #FFXIV DRK has extremely limited self healing below lvl 60. So for the love of the gods, babysit them. I am so sick and tired of dying in dungeons QQ (at this point I pull one pack at a time and healers still let me die)

My two WoLs couldn't be any more different. Ithi wants to help, learn and protect. Indil only does what she does because if she doesn't do it, who will? Which is why Ithi is a WHM (or WAR if she needs more force), and Indil a DRK. #FFXIV #WoL #Iammakinglore

My mental health depends on this 1700lbs weighing farm animal that can die of a tummy ache #horse #horsegirl #TraitBreton

Peak millennial pose

It is May 4th! Which to some people is Star Wars day, but to me, a Dutch person it's remembrance day. Today we remember those fallen during the 2nd world war. at 8pm we stay silent for 2 minutes to remember the fallen.

Wish I could make a nice pose, but I do not have the patience for it. Anyways, my 2 girls. Indil and Ithilwen. NA and EU. After 13 years with Ithi, I decided to redo the story, and so Indil was born. Today we reached HW, by far my favourite expansion. #Viera #Elezen #FFXIV #WoL

Race changed her to Elezen, Indil Lasgalen. WoL by force, not by choice. It it was up to her, she'd be at home. #FFXIV #WoL #Elezen

I play HW for the plot The plot:

The VA in ARR is so stiff and awkward, but I am on patch 2.3 now. Almost HW time, and that is my favourite expansion :3

Really wanting to be into something because your friends are is hard. Not because I'm forcing myself, but catching up just takes ages 🙃 I got 8 months to catch up on 6 more expansions so I can truly enjoy evercold with my friends.

*hasn't watched a single cutscene since stormblood* *watches new patch cutscenes*

Pulled a muscle in my neck last Saturday while coming of the toilet.. I guess this is what getting old feels like 😂 (I laugh but I'm in agony, the pain won't leave and it's turning into a headache and causing my arm to hurt)

Since I saw the wings we're getting for having all 6 of them, I had to get on the grind. Step 1 of 6 completed o7 #FFXIV #Viera

I can never get the lighting when gposing, the same way as character creation does. I love this girl so much and she deserves more gposes. #FFXIV #Viera

I have not been this excited over a #FFXIV expansion since they announced Stormblood. Let's fucking GOOOOOO!

"Why the fuck do I have to do all the work, running back and forth. I cant even fly here, ugh" an actual thought process of me doing #FFXIV msq.

Made an alt on NA. Started doing MSQ (actually paying attention), come to the discovery I did pay attention to the msq in ARR but just completely forgot. In my defense, I played ARR 10 years ago and with the massive gaps of time its not that weird I've forgotten most of it.. I think..

Okay hear me out on this, yeah? Tails for Viera. Just a teensy tiny little rabbit tail. I promise I'll stop killing sprouts in alliance raids if I can get tails for viera. #FFXIV #Viera #SquareEnix

I fucking did it, at last. I am so happy. Just in time for the new chaotic raid to release (whenever that is)

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Every year, the rent of our house goes up. In line with what the Dutch government set as a base line, but this year we might actually not be able to pay the difference. I am low key panicking on what to do.. We already pay like a third of our income on rent. I hate what the world is becoming.

She/her for the both of us. But if someone uses they/them I won't get offended or anything. I do get insecure if someone calls me he/him due to my insecurities about not being feminine enough growing up.

I'm tired of being the one who asks people to do stuff or if they want to hang out, but if I don't nothing happens? I wish my online friends lived closer, I feel like they would at least like to hang out when asked..

My regular Saturday hangout with friends got cancelled again, my fiance then asked "why, is it because they hate you?" Which he meant as a joke. But now I started overthinking it and wondering if they're just hanging out without me. Because I know some of the do on Sunday, so maybe they do hate me.

Seeing someone i dont like, go to a place I want to go, annoys me. Because I am a jealous, and wish I had coin.

For ithi, Black and Apple Green are her healing colours, but she wears black and red when tanking or dps. Sometimes she will wear white as well, but she rarely wears other colours.

I made the mistake to look at the news, now I am depressed and anxious. Price of living going up, like great thanks. Soon I won't be able to drive my car anymore as I can't afford it. Will I still be able to feed my pets? Feed myself? Im fucking terrified lmao. I really shouldn't watch the news.

It’s as easy as shutting your effin mouth! And did I mention… it’s free?!

Triggering my friends with one sentence: "This game has a story?"

I really want a ''block AI'' button on my socials, I am so sick and tired of these shitty AI video's and images clogging up my feed. I keep hitting not interested but it just pushes on >.>

Happy ears, but 5 minutes later, as we entered the horse trail in the forest, she spooked of an off leash dog barking and running at us and threw me off. Dear dog owners, please keep your dogs on a lead when you're on a horse trail. 🫶

Build the new lego cat! There are some small changes compared to the tuxedo, like the mouth and some of the bricks but I love him. He came with green and yellow eyes, so I swapped the green ones to the tuxedo so they both match my irl cats. 🥰

I can always tell when another adult is neurotypical, cause they make me feel left out.

Still looking for two DPS to fill up our static! #FFXIV #TEA

My mum applauding the US decision to bomb Iran, is why I don't like the older generations. How can anyone approve of war?

I stopped playing World of Warcraft, lost interest in it. But, the new expansion just launched and my brain is like ''new expansion, let's go!''. I can't win here.

Thinking people like you, only to realise they were just being polite is kind of painful.

Just cancelled my lesson subscription at the riding centre, I just can't in good conscience ride a horse that isn't enjoying themselves. Not when I ride this old man's horses that absolutely love to work with me. My lesson horse almost bit me in the face today because he didn't want to work ..

It is so strange to me how some @equestrians do not consider draft horses or cobb types as riding horses. They literally will not take you serious when you say you ride a draft rather than a fancy warmblood. ''your draft can't do anything'' like, what? Just because we don't compete 😂

This is a PSA if you're on Chaos/Light and interested in TEA. 🫖⚙️

Chronic illness sucks, as I get older my limits are changing. I've only pushed myself this far over the limit 4 times in my life. To the point where I keep throwing up, purely due to exhaustion. But my mind can not except my body's limit, and thus I went to far. Time to sleep for 16hrs 🫡

I need to go to sleep early, so ofcourse I am wide awake

I just got reminded of the fact that my dog needs a blood test done that costs €300. I dont have that kind of money, like insurance pays some of it but I still have to cough up €300 myself. What use is pet insurance if they barely cover shit.

I found an extra Azem jacket in my stock. It's the one I sent to my photographer so it is used lightly and has since been washed so - giveaway? Size L ⭐Repost to enter ⭐Ends Sat 14th ⭐No need to follow, but appreciated (i do art!) Good luck! #FF14 #FFXIV

With valentines around the corner remember that lilies, tulips, amaryllis and carnations are deadly for our feline friends. So if you and/or your loved ones own kitties and you want to buy them flowers, be sure to avoid those!

Discord putting age restrictions on is quite funny, we have to prove we're over 13. But my account on its own is 13 years old by now?? Either way, I am not handing out my ID to a program. Pretty sure discord is also breaking some (Dutch) privacy laws by doing so.

I decided to start watching Bridgerton, after my family and best friend said its great. Now i watched 3 seasons in 3 days