I love being so fucking depressed and suicidal that if I just disappear nobody would care lol

I love struggling and waiting for an hour with the crisis line with absolutely no help. Sick👍

Im fr gonna delete all my socials. No point having this shit anyways.

I adopted a cat named Corned Beef. I love him sm😭

Whats the point of making a new line of laptops if you can't even make replacement chargers lmfao. Why did my ex get me this piece of shit

Fr crazy for an artist to ignore you instead of saying something lmfao. Whatever.

Silly little art I got done on etsy of Esker. Absolutely love itt!

I wonder if theirs furry artists that do surprise commissions. Like I wanna throw all the art I have of Esker and just be like here surprise me with something especially like headshot pieces I can use for pfps cuz I hate thinking out details for this stuff lol

I feel like I'm giving up my last shred of dignity and having a mobility aid now to help me walk. I give up fighting with doctors. I'm tired of just isolating myself because of my mental health and the body pain I have.

You know its crazy seeing people wanting friends especially on tiktok or apps but can't even make the effort to start up convos. I am honestly so sick of having to be the one to ask to do stuff or start a convo. I make an exception for one person but thats cuz we talked about it,

Honestly might delete social medias. No point having them lmfao. Hardly have friends or anyone that interacts with my posts for here or twitter.

I got 3 new piercings today. Mantis, bridge and the right side of my nose done. None of them even hurt. Am I crazy lmfao?

Man gotta love relationships not working lol.

I hate I have to just tell people I'm trans(ftm) when really I just wanna be seen as a mushroom/clown gender(s) plus humanthing lmfao.

Fr need a sugar daddy. So sick of working lmfao. Worried I'm gonna be homeless in the summertime because I don't make enough for a 1 bedroom and probably a private room lol. Mental health is in the trash. I feel like a zombie. Everything's great :)

I hate that I'm just stuck with Axel as a preferred name. Getting yelled at by people cuz I apparently change my name too much(Axel is the 3rd time I've changed my name). And not finding a name related to possibly clown/mushroom/horror that I like. Guess I'm just stuck with this and being unhappy :)

Being a gender collector and having a love to learn about so many lgbtq terms is a curse. Going down a rabbit hole to learn more terms and I'm finding more mushroom and clown genders. Please send help, its fucking 3am lmfao.

Its great things are actually getting better. Happy for once. Yippee✨️

My little creature I got comissioned that I fucking absolutely love. @floraldeath.bsky.social did it for me :))

Art I got done by @thatrabiddog.being.dog ♥️♥️♥️

I've gone down a rabbit hole and finally found mushroom related genders and pronouns but my problem is also wanting compliments that are mushroom themed that people could use on me😭

Axel coded characters :))

I'm not stinky >:( @deathrabbit.bsky.social

Have a collection of stuff, my friend did for me on my strawpage lol. @deathrabbit.bsky.social

Art I commissioned and forgot to post! Wanted to do the line trend that was popular on twitter. @floraldeath.bsky.social is the artist :)

Its so funny leaving little doodles for people on their straw page and completely forgetting I can decently draw but I just gave up with being an artist. I wonder if I should start practicing again🧍.

Im just now seeing this lovely spongebob drawing on my strawpage and I would like to show everyone else especially because idk who drew it :)