depression hits and my health is taking a nosedive, as always. i really need to finish two comms i accepted within this month… lowkey scared i’ll end up back in the hospital again

#vgencomm #commissions

#vgencomm #commissions

coloured sketch surt—laevatain for friend #arknights #endfield

i just really love doing comms or drawing requests for people especially when they send me a whole essay-length compliment or use my art as their pfp 😭 like thank you 😭 genuinely one of the most joyful feelings ever ever

i really hate being highly sensitive person

Afternoon Encounters 🌴

i dont understand twitter algorithm anymore atp

our daughter✨ #arknights #art

perlica again🙂‍↕️ #arknights #endfield

it’s that time of the month again…when i have to fight the urge to wipe all my posted works and disappear💀

WIP #AKOTSK

oh god my commission portfolio is going to be full of anakin skywalker’s fan art when i open it again on vgen in June/July lol

still staring at my two latest pieces in export preview THOSE NOISE!!! and there’s something about that crispy texture that really enhance the whole work and somehow that finally got me interested in printing LMFAO.

also heres my current comm wip …

I didn’t expect drawing chibi to feel this therapeutic, so I’ve decided to open chibi icon commissions on VGen too! Link below if you’re interested. #vgen #commission #vgencomms vgen.co/envi_s

リピリピリピート🔁🔁🔁🔁🔁

2b…

looping dune 3 trailer for like a thousand times now

Three latest commissions thank you!

#endfield 1hr doodle miss drawing her🥹

i should get up cuz i have a meeting today at twelves lol

posting art publicly is proof that I existed… that at least, in some way, i was finally meaningful to someone.

my life is basically just this loop: break down over something > draw my faves > post it and then immediately log out my account and disappear > wake up and regret it > almost delete it, but end up reading nice comments first > don’t delete after all > repeat.

i have an idea of deleting all of my doodle arts that hurts me every time i see it for a month maybe i’ll delete all of them today :)

MINDBLOWEDDDDD BY DUNE3 FIRST TRAILER OHMYGOD

せいとさんは誰？www

posting aemeath wip here (and credit the second one to my friend i stea—i borrowed her sketch to colour it for fun lol)

thank god good bye april exist

sill rmb when my prof gave our class the raw footage of revenge of the sith to practice comp😭😭 ITS SUCH A FRICKING DISASTER I CAN TELL YOU

scrolling thru my gallery for inspiration and found this… the morning after christmas in London has got to be one of the best experiences ive ever had.

like i just testing my prof’s brush and i think it went a lil bit too far💀

i just wonder that should i post wip here instead since there’s barely no one following me here anyway-👀

i love drawing pretty girl so much aaa my heart is healing ✨

promoting cms on twitter feels a bit like i’m doing clickbait… i know most people follow me there for SW content, so i can already imagine them being confused when they see me posting a cms with just an anime ahh girl lol— 😭

I’m opening 2 slots of colour sketch (bust-up/waist-up) type of commission on #Vgen starting from $18 USD. Link below if you’re interested! #VGencomms #Illustration #Commission vgen.co/envi_s/servi...

anyway i should finish my latest cms its stuck at 98% process for like a week already what am i doing

CMS Surprise Me! type for powder-prince, thank you! #vgencomms #illustration

CMS Surprise Me! type for doomba, thank you very much! #vgencomms #illustration

CMS Surprise Me! type for Viola. thank you! #vgencomms #illustration

i smtimes forgot that my bsky account exist lmao

I’m now opening for [Surprise Me!] type of commission on #VGen ! thank you very much for interesting! #VGenOpen #Illustration vgen.co/envi_s/servi...

i draw makoto for my friend’s bday last year. #persona3 #ペルソナ3

Glorious Evolution #viktor #arcane #ArcaneSeason2