If I see anyone harassing Goose over the direction she is taking her show and her characters, it is a block on sight. Disagree if you must, but try to understand her first rather than saying something mean. She is trying harder than you know to make something wonderful, and I believe in her.

I had a dream last night that I was playing a game on steam (which could also be accessed on mobile) where you discover fish species by taking photos/screenshots. The concept was fairly interesting, but I have no idea who would play that sort of game.

As of Monday, I will be officially putting in my 2-week notice at the pizzeria I work at. The new owners have disrespected us employees far too long, and they haven't even owned the business for 2 months. I am done being disrespected. I spent 5 years at that dead-end job and I am fed up with it.

I just bought myself a MIDI keyboard!! I've gotten back into writing music recently (after basically giving up on it back in the 8th-9th grade). And now, seeing all my friends and acquaintances who also enjoy making/writing music finally getting into it, I figured I'd give it a shot.

Lost my job this morning so opening emergency commissions to be able to afford bills and food! If you're interested you can find my rates and some examples over at tosuke06.carrd.co If you aren't able to commission, but you'd like to help, I'd greatly appreciate y'all helping spread the word! <3

I'd do way more art and writing, actually get into decent video editing, spend more time playing around on BandLab to create sick music, and finally get into Blender and 3D modeling.

The dreams of him are coming back. Becoming frequent. Hope tangling it's vines of thorns around me and keeping me bound. Yet I feel no pain under its claws and teeth. I feel revival. I feel renewal. I feel a new energy that pushes me forward—motivates me. It is my foundation. My driving force.

What has its teeth in me? What is gripping my soul like a parasite? What has its tendrils wrapped around my heart like a weed? Something... Something doesn't want me letting go. Something doesn't want me to move on just yet. It needs more time. It needs more healing. It needs... more...

He’s the stupid people’s President.

“Some people are so poor that all they have is money”.

Day Five of gentle, unfussy witchcraft. This one is for Imbolc. #witchsky

I am not okay, but I'm going to be. Eventually. Sometimes, we just need to let it hurt.

I stared at the painting that we had made together. The details and intricacies, all blended so beautifully. A dream we had shared, and a dream I still cling to. And I hated it. I took a knife and began to shred at the layers. Paint chipping and falling away. Until I was met with the layer before.

"I was only following orders" wasn't an acceptable excuse at the Nuremberg trials & won't work now. #AccountabilityIsComing

Manager's need to stop taking shit out on the rest of their subordinates when corporate gets on their asses for low numbers. I'm a newbie. Still in my first week at my new job. And *my* trainer got told she needs to be re-trained, but then was not being re-trained at all today.

One of the worst intentions of AI isn’t the obvious, slop-from-the-start generations that nevertheless harm artists. It’s the “editing 5% of an otherwise 95% truth” to create & send a completely different message than before. Because for most, something is either true or not, without in-betweens.

I love my new, second job. The early morning shift that's finally in sync with my circadian rhythm. The fast paced, no-customer-service environment. All I have are coworkers, working in a warehouse. If I like it enough and I manage to get full-time, I might just be kissing my pizzeria job good-bye!

Finished second orientation meeting at my new 2nd job, and I was already informed that we celebrate national popcorn day and have a chocolate cake day. I am loving this place and I haven't even started yet!! I mean, the benefits and opportunities are also great, too, but I won't turn down popcorn!

I just made homemade broccoli cheddar soup, and I am a culinary genius. Added some soul seasoning and Cajun to that batch. Voilà! *Chef's kiss* Rave has done it again.

I think as AI becomes harder to distinguish the arts best response is going to be get weirder. If the masses demand regression to the mean your task is to make something so strange its existence defies expectation.

Time to get my body prepped and in tune with biphasic sleep. Why biphasic? Because my current job requires me to be up and around from noon to 9pm every day, and my new job is going to require me to be up and around from 3am-8am. So...Yeah. Sleep schedule is gonna be wonky for a good while.

Lovelies, go help my darling mate meet her goal of 100 followers! Follow her over at twitch.tv/sakuraroseminx

Editing my vacation video is going to be an absolute biatch and a pain in the ass, but I swear all the clips I filmed were definitely worth it. I'm merely sad about the rules against recording while visitors are on park rides. I mean, I understand it. You lose your phone while on a ride, it's gone.

Went to bed last night with the sad news that an indie animation project I was a background VA for was getting canceled and turned into a comic series instead. Woke up this morning to 5 discord pings from the project server that it got picked up by an indie studio and VAs can still keep their roles

As of today I’ve removed Twitter from my phone and locked my account. Elon going all in on Generative AI, including enabling Grok to generate deepfakes OF MINORS is unconscionable. This year we ALL need to be louder than ever about this: GenAI is largely unethical and needs to be regulated.

My mom actually commented on the fact that I've lost weight. I spent a lot of my high school and college years with her criticizing my weight, telling me that a lot of my favorite clothes were "too tight" on me and that I needed bigger shirts and pants. This is a big step for us--for her and I.

I want to make something clear: I would 1000% rather you leave me on"delivered" and know you haven't read my texts, than you leave me on "read" and I'm stuck wondering why you won't bother to take 10 seconds to respond to me. End of story.

FNAF fans with good music/editing skills: Someone needs to do a mash-up of JT Music's "You Belong Here" and NightCove's "It's A Secret". I am BEGGING, they would sound so good together if it was done right.

Happy Solstice 🦉 #kidlitart #watercolor #gouache

No one who is a system (i.e. having DID or OSDD) told me how terrifying it would be to have two personalities integrated with each other. I don't mean they fused to become a whole new personality; I mean they're still their own personalities but now they work as a unit or a team.

Yes if it takes thousands of people to redact his name from the pedophile list. tRump is definitely guilty of being a pedophile. The truth shall set us free. From the sadistic cult of Republican pedaphiles and murderers.

Remember. In a time where corporations are creating inferior products to bloat the coffers of already disgustingly rich entities. There are amazing artisans world wide, struggling to get by this Christmas due to these same corps flooding the market with cheap knockoffs/slop. Shop indie if you can!

6 months in... Apart from you... And now I feel numb. Just as distant as you became. You know as well as I that my heart will always yearn for you. You know as well as I that I will not give up on 'us'. You know as we all as I that if you return I will take you back But not now, when we are broken

Grief is like waves and tides. Like the ebb and flow of the ocean. When it's high tide, it feels like you can't see much. You can't go collecting shells, can't explore tide pools, but the ecosystem associated with high tides are beautiful and healthy and healed. Only during low tides can you see...

This is drunk thoughts with Rave (where Rave's not actually drunk but I've done some drinking): Fuck you if you intentionally let your cat out to free roam, ESPECIALLY if you live near a busy road or have known predatory animals that live around you. One day you're gonna wake up to no kitty at home

Hey. Kindly reminder. Content creators are not your friends just because you like their work. You do not know who we are. This goes double for anyone under 18; be very careful about interacting with adults. If any adult makes you feel uncomfortable, DO NOT ENGAGE THEM. RUN.

When shit hits the fan, or it feels like your luck took a wrong turn, sometimes it's better to get out of the apartment/house and just hang with friends and loved ones. Learning not to stay in when there's negativity in our headspace. Cuz that negativity can manifest into something that's worse.

I kinda miss song-writing. Used to do it a lot in middle school, then kinda stopped for a minute. Depression and other emotional stressors really push for good things.

I know I've made promises. I know I've broken promises. But if there is one promise I vow I will never break, it is that I will wait for him. Whatever life may bring, I will not move on. Wherever the fates lead me, I will always remain true to him. He is my partner. He is my husband. I am his.

Dysphoria & dysmorphia related reminders: - how you feel right now is not how you will feel forever - 1% of progress is better than 0% of progress - genuine joy brings more beauty than any shape ever could - clothes are meant to be altered to form! you are not meant to alter yourself to fit them 🧡

Getting back into drawing on paper rather than on my tablet. Art block is still fighting me fiercely, but I feel so much better when I can just doodle a bit. Anyway, some ARPG stuff for my kuku-ri characters, Gnocchi and Mendum. Kinda want to do even more traditional stuff for my other kukus.

Made a joke with one of my coworkers that instead of dressing up for Hallow's Eve, I'll tell everyone I'm "a pesky mosquito in your ear" followed by a small noise. Coworker said the sound I make is so accurate that if I were a real mosquito, I'd be dead. And this is why I should be a voice actor.

I love Guillermo del Toro calling ages 19 to 29 "sublime confusion"

If anyone asks me why I seem so unfazed or nonchalant by bad news that directly affects me, it is because I've had such shit happen this year alone that I am exhausted. Life has cracked me over the head and punched me in the gut, laying me out so hard that I am dry heaving my emotions anymore.

You ever listen to a song again after not listening to it for a hot minute, and then revisit it when you're in a bad mental place? And when you're in that bad place, a verse that you've never paid attention to suddenly sticks out like a sore thumb? That's "Take Me Back To Eden" by Sleep Token.

Did a stream tonight (I usually only stream on Mon and Wed), and it was a good night for followers. I only need 4 more to hit 300 followers. Honestly, I should stream more. I know I want to get back into art streams, so those might happen on Fridays. And I wanna record more Read-Aloud videos..

My partner texted *me* first for the first time in months. (I've always been the one to text him first.) And his text ringtone woke me from a dead sleep. My phone going off for *any* notification never wakes me up. But I woke up to his notification. That's a good sign, right?