saw someone on my TL say they "can’t" draw anything outside of persona or it’d flop… i feel the same with cosplay. like, it’s not that i post just for likes or anything, but i still want attention on my stuff since engagement helps me in return.

A macabre arrangement for Keith 🩸

#Atlus 's banger year 💥 #SMTVV #UnicornOverlord #Persona3Reload #MetaphorRefantazio #Vanillaware

I'm replaying Okami right now!! I absolutely loved this game on the Wii as a kid... I feel so emotional playing it again. The aesthetic and witty humor mean a lot to me. It's such a perfect game. I can't wait for the sequel

My family always remarks on how different I look in cosplay... I have a different hair color/style, wear contacts, and don't have my glasses on. I think that's the biggest change,I'm nearsighted, so with glasses due to my prescription, my eyes and upper face appear smaller cuz of distortion

do u guys like the Koromaru stuff i ordered from Buyee along with my Haru cosplays #persona

i plan to get my learner’s in 2025, but i always ask my family to drive me cuz i don’t like going places alone. there aren’t many places i’d drive to by myself anyway. it’s more fun having someone with me, even for mundane stuff.

i get my dad is busy and tired from work... but it's sad when he says he "doesn't feel like it." to things. there was a titanic exhibition here in d.c. for a limited time, and he never ended up going. i really wanted to see it, but now it's on the other side of the country.

Sprigatito is the featured Pokémon for January's Community Day on Sunday, January 5, 2025. Sprigatito evolved to Meowscarada will know the Charged Attack Frenzy Plant. Full Details: leekduck.com/events/janua...

while browsing reddit, i saw a thread asking if dietary restrictions affect your relationships or self-confidence. i never really thought about it before, but yeah… i get called 'picky' a lot because of mine. now imagine going on a date and having to go through a whole list of restrictions...

i was also 'diagnosed' (talked about it with my therapist) with OCD, which manifested from my emetophobia. not sure if i showed signs of ocd as a kid, but that’s a whole other thing to unpack... ocd + emetophobia has been an absolute nightmare for me—

Just thinking about my wisdom teeth removal in January, trying to reassure myself. My wisdom teeth are straight, and my gums are only partially covering them, so it should be an easy operation, right? And then I should heal fine? Just feeling a bit anxious about it

I’m thinking about writing a blog post about how my autism is a disability for me (at least my main one out of all my neurological disorders). A lot of people seem surprised and don’t see it as one, so it’d be interesting to share my perspective and let people get to know more about me too

for new year's resolutions, a lot of ppl have pretty big and unrealistic goals, but i think i’ll make a goodreads account. i want to try reading more. even though i like non-fiction more, i’d like to indulge in fiction too.

new blog post about my sister leaving after visiting for awhile and reflections about having a unique sibling bond as twins ko-fi.com/post/Goodbye...

Why is it pitch black outside at 4pm wtf 😭 this is so depressing lol

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Christmas and my birthday are coming up in January… people have asked if I have a wishlist. now, i’m not making it obvious, but if i were, you’d definitely see it… anyways, i’m just putting it out there for those curious

Anzu the Raven Lord enamel pin 💙 [ #art #merch #worldofwarcraft #artshop ]

No response back on my appeal, but if you still want to follow me on twitter my alt account is @ Ellenzappa

my twitter account has been suspended for 'inauthentic accounts,' WTF? i truly hope it's just a false flag going around cuz i do not want my account to be gone. i sent in an appeal. i've seen some crazy bots on twitter engaging in inauthenticity and they're not gone, but me? wtf.

so i can cook, i live with my dad and being the unemployed good daughter i am, i take care of the house chores, do the grocery shopping, and cook too. i love the freedom and creativity i get with it, i can cook whatever i want and he's down to eat it.

persona 5 fans seem to miss a lot of the messages in their own game… it’s heartbreaking to see japanese artists stop drawing and vent about how westerners repost their art without permission. many of them explicitly ask for no reposts, yet people ignore it...

this reminds me of when i posted a before/after photo to my twitter, and people were like, "wow, nice, you just got closer to the camera." maybe i’m just overly critical of myself? but honestly, i have improved a lot, and i wish people would notice that haha.

during my stay in north Carolina with family, my uncle and aunt were babysitting a friend's kitten who’s only 5 months old. she’s a ragdoll,such a beautiful cat and incredibly soft, probably the softest thing i’ve ever felt that wasn’t an inanimate object. i’m still in awe. her name is marigold

also,can i just say i’m kinda embarrassed by this? my makeup and wig for futaba has improved so much since then lol. looking back, i can’t help but notice all the little things i’d tweak now. i feel like i could totally nail it with a retake

My Futaba cosplay from 2020 got reposted on Twitter along with some other mutuals who did a drinking photo too... I'm glad people are still amused by it, but I wish I had watermarked it haha. I even saw it as someone's profile picture once, but they weren’t even following me

Blog post about my adventures in November and prospects for December, reflecting on everything that happened and how it impacted me ko-fi.com/post/Eventfu...

this is the hardest part with adhd + autism—the procrastination of getting something done and the idea of new change lol. it’s tough to find a way to self-pace and commit to making new content or sticking to a schedule.

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is it a coincidence that my favorite jojo part is 4 and my favorite persona game is 4? Both have those small-town comfy vibes, but with a dark, mysterious twist... maybe i like comfy and eerie?

Dexter: Original Sin trailer came out! and idk if this is mean to say, but it kinda feels like i'm watching Latino Breaking Bad Metástasis LOL. i really hope it's better than what i'm expecting. just seeing lookalikes play the actors i was used to is a bit weird, but i'm still looking forward to it!

i've seen some complaints about bsky, and i really hope a big update comes out soon. i'm hoping for better notification options,like being able to see mentions only, similar to the option twitter has.

Friends and I were talking about old stealth games and I was reminded of Hitman. I watched YouTubers play it but never played it myself, so I got Blood Money. And old games are sooo funny with the controls lol. "Hit the sneak button",ok, where??? Love how they make u figure out the controls urself🤣

you got one of the most iconic and quirky characters in p4 like kanji pivoting to animal crackers instead of studying. he's so underrated in fanart and discussions, which is wild bc he's such a standout character. he deserves more love fr

if i had to give advice to a new persona player, i'd say just do whatever feels fun for you—hang out with social links, grind in dungeons, fuse personas, work part-time jobs, whatever you’re into. but omg, i HATE how you pretty much need a guide to make sure you get the true ending.

i wonder if stellar blade will go on sale. i wanna see if there’s more to the game than just booba lol. finally a reason to put my ps5 to use

i’d love to see this go on sale on steam for pc… i love the dead space series, but running the game from 2008 absolutely wrecks my pc, and the controls are all weird. it’s just not optimized for modern systems. so i'd love to play the remake

salmon sashimi while i'm at the mall with my grandma ♥️♥️ i always get so excited looking forward to eating it. i honestly enjoy raw salmon more than cooked lol.

so i AM an artist, but i’ve had some bad dysfunction when it comes to actually practicing... i’ve been drawing since i was a toddler and got my first drawing tablet when i was 12. now i have a display tablet. lately, i’ve been doodling a lot of futaba bc she’s easy for me to draw

I'm a bit late playing Risk of Rain Returns (I loved the original to death and played it so many times), but I finally finished my first run. There are def a lot of QoL changes from the first game,it’s the same at its core, but just BETTER and not 10 years old

who am i to call myself sweets if i don’t post about my sweets? grabbed these at a candy store when i went to the mall today! i never actually tried these fruit slices before—was expecting them to be sour, but they’re still pretty good. was craving some sour patch kids too

My father took a lot of time off to get some house chores done, but our biggest obstacle is this large 220-gallon aquarium we don’t use anymore... I think right now it's more about 'who is willing to transport it?' rather than 'how much should we sell it for?'

i love the colder weather, but i don’t like how dark it gets early lol. i feel way more productive when there’s more sun, but less sunlight = less vitamin d, which means seasonal affective disorder is coming back too. guess i should buy more supplements...

Dancing Crazy Murderers #smt #shinmegamitensei #art

the contrast between p3 and p4's prologues is funny cuz both are melancholic but in different ways. like yu's just moving to a new town while his parents are off on a trip, feeling sad about starting over, and makoto’s out here seeing people in coffins and blood dripping from walls.

thinking about my time on social media—it’s been 5-6 years since i started, but the last 3-4 really took off. i began as a dragon quest fan account, and it grew into so much more, fanart, cosplay, and streaming. it’s been a fun journey.

so, i’m negative for covid now, but i’m still dealing with some fatigue and overall tiredness. i want to ask—what motivates you the most? trying to slowly pull myself out of this rut. definitely want to do some cosplay… it’s probably been a month since i last updated my ko-fi.