loving furality with @adezu.bsky.social lotsa stupid fun. #furality #pup #hyena #furry #furalityultra

Putting some SERIOUS thought into teaching English as a second language over in another country. I hear Japan and Korea are always looking for people. Might legit give it a shot. There’s just nothing left in the UK.

Oh my god I love them. Shower them with love and praise and pats <3

With that cool Synth picture posted, I'm going to have to vanish for a bit. <3

Evangelion synth

remember we once lived

I’m with my adopted family for Christmas. This is part of how we spent it. I’m old. And yet.

I am feeling very sick. Last few days I have: - vommited multiple times. - been light headed to the point of losing balance. - unable to breathe properly occasionally. - dealing with intense facial pain, especially on the bridge of my nose. - almost zero appetite. If I die, I’m going to haunt you.

Next up I'm reading House of Leaves. I get the feeling this is going to be a very hard read and I'm going to hate myself for trying XD

Right at the very end of my first ever reading of Roadside Picnic. Got a few pages left to go. I don't know if the English translation sucks but this was a surprisingly difficult read. The translation felt _very_ stilted in parts with lots of repetition. Glad it's in my finished pile but... Hm.

In 1999 I drew Nine Inch Tails

Just saw Zootopia 2 at a fun late night showing. The post credit scene though. Finally, representation!

Put a shift in at PHC today for the first time in a long time. Tested myself while there and tried my best to make sure I could take solid pics, while keeping the complexity low. No post, no VRLens. Just the basic camera, and basic composition. These pics haven't been edited. Enjoy <3

Absolutely loving the new MW5: Clans DLC. It's reaching the point where it's making my PC chug on some of those opening missions. But I absolutely will not turn my settings down and you can't make me. I won't be happy unless I can see _EVERY_ bolt on my 'mechs.

One last one because it gives me the opportunity to grind an axe a bit. Not so much a game but more industry. If you’ve ever seen a bug and wondered “Did they even test this?” The answer is QA know about that bug and 200 more you don’t.

I worked on Warhawk on the PS3. If you played the game on an SDTV you were basically cheating. You ran faster, shot faster, reloaded faster, etc. This is because the animations were all tied to framerate, and SD ran WAAAY quicker than HD. Marked WNF by the studio and I was asked to keep it secret

I still remember the level skip and weapons code for Tomb Raider II. Start level, side step left, then right, then left, step back, step forward, turn around three times (either direction), do a forward mid air roll for skip or backwards midair roll for all weapons. Do it wrong and you’ll explode.

I've not been doing fantastic. News relating to my health and my expected "time left" so to speak. I'm trying my best to not let it get to me, it could end up just being a none issue. I also feel like everything happening with me _pales_ in comparison to what I see my friends going through. Bums.

Waiting for a friend outside his office in the city centre and it’s basically blowing beer gale force winds. And here are two people trying to play tennis in the nearby courts. I don’t know why I find this amusing.

Shop not too far from me was having a big sale on Vinyl turntables so I nabbed a (VERY) cheap one. Yeah. Yeah i'm not writing the medium off but that certainly sounds like a very very cheap player,. Not sure if this rabbit hole is something I can afford right now, so back to digital streaming I go!

I've hardly touched games in a few months now. The new bloodlines game and a little of the older one here and there but mostly just VRChat for meet ups and socialising, and then creative persuits with the rest of my time. And damn, I feel like my brain is re-wiring and I can _do_ things suddenly.

In other news, I would very much love to find a way to support myself with a supplementary income during this period of unending job rejection, but I don't know what skill I can offer. Photography? Texturing? Hmmm~

Would also like to thank everyone who's been coming to and asking for the Photography lessons. They've been very enjoyable for me to host. I've enjoyed passing on the knowledge and helping people elevate their picture game even just a little. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to share <3

These pictures, captured by some of the "Students" at my last phorography lesson last night, have very strong "Why is everyone mean to me?" meme energy. I really should look into those swollen lithium-ion batteries... Pictures captured by Smowl and Zenron (I don't think either are on Bsky D:)

Oh, oh no. I need this. I need this baaaad. fixtstore.com/products/cel...

very short notice VR Photography lesson tonight at 10pm or so GMT. Open to anyone, just add Gill Eadesseo to your list and you join me when it starts. Will cover basics and intermediate lessons, and if there is time, I will touch on Advanced concepts <3

I have become obsessed with my weighted blanket. Rolling over in bed is now a challenge and ordering on a workout but damn so I wake up well rested <3

Just absolutely cannot be any less enthusiastic about today. I’m tired, grumpy and on a tiny fuse. Going back to bed for a bit because it’s better than the alternative.

"I am the propritor and salesman of the month for several years in a row; the ladies call me "Oh god~!", but you can call me fat Larry with an F-A-T 'cause I know I got a weight problem, I just don't give a fuck." Yes I am replaying the first VTM game again, and I forgot about this guy. <3 XD

The steam hardware reveal was just that little bit of good news today that I might have needed. After wading through rejection emails and doom and gloom posts, it was nice just to have a something to be excited about, even for a little bit <3

some concepts of egyptian and tribal clothing and accessories for the spinosaur

Back home from aquatifur. Definitely doing a full con weekend next year since it's actually grown to a proper size and the location is fantastic

The cheapest feeling Numark DJ controller just landed across my desk. Not something I've ever done before but after asking a few friends about it... Lets give it a shot? Oh boy I'm going to suck :D

Every time I sit down to learn a skill or create something I always have to fight off the ‘you’re so bad at this’ voice in my head by reminding myself that I learnt to fly - for fun. Constant reminders to myself of “Gill you learnt how to fly an A10 because you were bored, don’t quit.”

“how’s your slutty grabbable waist?” “intact”

someone had to animate that specifically

In a desperate need to play in the WoD setting some more I have decided I need to play as a big stinky dog. Please enjoy the eye candy. I know that’s what you’re really here for.

The feeling where you’re massively inspired to start creating something in a way you’ve not felt in years. But your sleep is all janked and irs 6:10 am. Hm. Hopefully it’s still there when I wake up!

Tha bitter-sweet afterglow of finishing a game, book or movie that kept you hooked on every single word. I have finally finished VTMB2 and I loved it. A classic for me, for sure. Saddens me that I won’t be able to experience that in the same way again. The writing and voice acting was so, so good.

New MW5 Clan expansion announced for next month so that’s some good news today at least! mw5clans.com/dlc/wolves-o...

I love that part of my morning routine is sipping on a cup of tea while reading rejection emails. 'Least it's toughening me up for hitting on people. No way rejection will bother me again after this marathon stint of "Ew. No." from employers XD

I am exhausted and have been running on fumes for the last 8 or so hours. I can’t sleep. Bllllugh. ‘Least VTMB2 has been keeping me entertained. Loving the game very much up to now.

There couldn't have been a better post to go above mine, honestly.

My cat strutting away from the literbox like he hasn't just stank my entire fucking home out is the kind of energy I'll be wanting in 2026 I think.

In VtM:Bloodlines 2, you can enter a hightened senses mode, where you can detect the heartbeat and blood type of people around you. However when you turn this ability on in the police station... Not one cop has a heart beat. Or heart. Only the guy in the cell does. Bug or commentary? xD

Annnd I didn't get the job. 20 years experience is, it seems, not enough for an entry level job. I legit don't know what else to do at this point. I'm out of ideas and steam and honestly, I think i'm just about to give up and move go move into a cave in mongolia or something.

Vampire the Masqurade Bloodlines 2 is such a pretty game. The lighting and style reminds me of some of my favourite street photographers. The composition in dialogue scenes is incredible. Almost every single shot in almost every single area is a work of art. Photogtaphy brain go brr.