Still thinking

Thinking

Ran into her (him???) again a couple weeks ago in town even though she (he?????) lives in a different town and yeahhhhh that hairs cut SHORT those shirts are BAGGY them shorts are TRANSGENDER

Watching my nieces and they keep calling each other big backs there’s no hope for women

Executive dysfunction is kicking my ass

Major depressive episode nan in hospital nan dies being led on for 7 months what’s next this is like the worst combination of things to happen to a regular girl my age

This week has been so bad and it’s only monday man gimme a break

Why is calling places asking for a job so scary💔

#feelingthis tonight there’s actually no fucking way I’m laughing so much there’s actually no way she never liked me oh my godddd man

Why are girls allowed to lead you on

Turns out you don’t need parental permission to get a naval/bellybutton piercing at 16 in the uk I am SO wasting my money on that next year I didn’t even want one before I knew that

The worst part about anger management is that not giving into your impulse to kick something to get rid of the anger feels as bad as breathing through it it’s just a matter of which is less damaging to yourself/your environment

I need to do manual labour so fucking bad man

This one goes out to all the peasant wives 200 years ago tryna make do with their Sunday roast leftovers shepherds pie is my SHIT man FUCK

Does the chronic pain get worse with age cause I’m already struggling with it daily and rn it’s MILD at best, like, white people boiled chicken breast mild. I don’t know why I’m asking I know the answer don’t say it don’t break my heart like that

Following my transformation into a semi-mean girl I’ve gained so many new perspectives for example everything sucks way less when you’re not surrounded by other teenagers that also suck at self regulation and communication like I’m starting to think semi-popularity was the move from the start

I’ve been wearing too many tight clothes lately I’m getting claustrophobic

In my brothers car… oh my god he only listens to horrible club remixes of great 2000s songs

I think it would be great if the world could blow up right about now (I missed my ortho appointment that I’ve already rescheduled 3 times now and my orthodontist is a spiritually israeli lady who constantly acts like you’re wasting her time)

I was lowkey lonely as shit two years ago but I have a social life now now I’m kinda not worried about that now

I can’t breathe or think oh I hate colds so much this is miserable

Me when she said we should get wedding rings and backtracked saying we should get friendship necklaces

Crazy thing happened I’m recovering from my depression uhh go listen to the new big thief album it’s pretty good

I feel secure in my relationships I don’t feel like everyone secretly hates me anymore and socialising is easier than it’s ever been. Thank you hit fanfiction shortest distance for explaining my depression to me this has got to be the weirdest way someone has ever recovered

I miss france like a feverish Victorian woman misses her secret lesbian lover

One time when I was three years old I climbed up on one of the kitchen chairs to touch one of the lights bc the Bright Ceiling Thing looked cool and subsequently ran to my mum crying bc my finger hurt

L bozo get slimed loser lmao

A man tried to tell me that the men’s football team would win against the womens… honey no

Saw one of my nieces for the first time in a couple years. Dude I think that’s my nephew

Once met a man who called his room his “goon cave”

Hi guys, the uk government will soon be passing the online safety act which means I cannot use the internet anymore basically unless I provide my face to ai training companies or my government id to random third-party websites (neither of which I’m going to be doing) so fun!😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

Trisha paytas’ new baby is half pope and half ozzy Osbourne and I think that’s beautiful

In a mkulia mood. Also waiting for someone to buy something on my Vinted so I have an excuse to leave my room

Yearning would be cool if I was 50 and had a balcony and a cigarette and a glass of wine and a past husband i divorced because I never loved him because I was secretly gay and in love with my life long best friend who has a happy marriage with a man so I’ll never get a chance but I can still hope

Summer is HERE! Back pain is GONE! Plans are MADE!

I’ve been cursed with the back pain of a 50yro seasoned blue collar worker. I’m a teenager

It’s summer so I’m not depressed anymore go listen to every Sabrina carpenter song ever

Changed my phone wallpapers and I’m feeling a bit better :))))

My stepdads days are numbered

They should invent a kind of lesbianism that doesn’t make you panic that you’re being too pushy every two seconds

Can someone make like a guide on how to flirt with women without feeling like everything you do is just sexual harassment

Was halfway through writing and it happened again my queerness is my cage

Someone take me by the shoulders and shake me vigorously until I stop acting stupid and tell her

I FOUND HER NAME. EVERYONE CLAP

Cannot focus on writing can only focus on being gay gay gay gay gay I have never felt more lesbian

Me and my friend are hanging out tomorrow so I wanted to surprise her with a coke bottle with her name on it and TELL ME WHY all the bottles are fucking Callum and Taylor and Henry HER NAME ISNT EVEN THAT RARE!!!!!

I learnt how to distract small children from tomodachi life

Every now and then I wake up at some weird hour like 4am and I instantly go to message my friend something like “if you randomly giggle I’m telepathically flirting” and she always responds immediately bc she’s up playing fucking Fortnite

Straight girl lesbianism is a force to be reckoned with

The ONE time I can finally be bothered to deal with this Cassandra lady giving out my number as her own, the office hours for the stupid financial advisory company she’s a client of are CLOSED