Omg I passed!!!!! Such relief. Numb from the amount of stress I was just under for now lol give me 10min and reality will reassert

Mentally accepting I have failed the background check for some reason Holding off on the spiral but oh boy it will be a bad one

Wonder if I can get a heart attck from anxiety

Idk if I’d say I lied on my resume per se but like I literally don’t really remember when I worked certain jobs so I hope background check doesn’t fail 😩 Last checkpoint before I can truly relax Gosh I swear I didn’t use to be so anxious

I wonder what this feeling of displaced normalcy was like in ancient times Did Sumerians remark on how bizarre it was to plow fields as normal while leagues away wars ravaged and wannabe God-kings schemed for power? Did they too just decry “we just want healthcare”? Weird times.

Call me Lews Therin Telamon the way I'm weeping and screaming about the Wheel of Time in the back of your mind

List 3 things you can talk about for 3 hours without prep 1) the wheel of time :P 2) political philosophy 3) the secrets to good tomato sauce

I decided to just say fuck it and move up to my new job instead of commuting an hour Commence rapid packing and apartment hunting!! Side note books are friggin HEAVY

Marvel zombies was great!! Really fun to see the new characters more

FINAL UPDATE got an offer :)) And the two teams bid up the $ too :) Not quite hitting me yet Can one be numb with joy??

Update They have asked me for times to schedule a phone call So either good news or a company so professional they deliver bad news via phone call Feels like a good sign 👍

I wake I stress I hope

Update No update 🫥 Panic is very mild tho. Wednesday will be anxiety time

People be like “and now the pendulum is swinging even further in the other direction” Excuse me ☝️🤓 That is not how pendulums work

Question fellow dungeon masters #DnD I like my players to be heroes of their own books together But what makes a good fated hero is often pain But pain isn’t fun 🤔 How to make characters suffer deeply before they overcome their impossible odds? Hmm

Update Going well :)

Still so mad at Amazon that I’m watching Gen V season 2 via reaction channels and refusing to resubscribe

“Tyranny requires constant effort. It breaks. It leaks. Authority is brittle. Oppression is the mask of fear.”

Update OK Called back… And they want to do ANOTHER ROUND OF INTERVIEWS Good news tho Bestill my anxious heart

As Monday ends with no offers in hand, it is almost entertaining how rapidly my optimism has turned to anxiety lol

The solution to anxiety is sandwiches

Ohhhh offer letter Wherefore art thou, Offer letter?

Bread 4.0 Learned top rack is dangerous

Tomorrow is Monday

Update All but 1 have finished final rounds, last one is Wednesday Ancy and tummy nervous as expecting offers next week Just want it to be over and know if I will have to begin over yet again 😁 but 🫠

Just a friendly reminder I have posted free 3D models for Rands terangreal and each of the forsaken from The Wheel of Time Next plan is prob the medallion of the collared statue #TheWheelofTime

Omg biggest news all week, Foundation was renewed for season 4!! 😍 I don’t have to feel THAT pain again

I feel I have asked this a thousand times yet remain without an answer as to WHY I am not being flooded with concept art, deleted scenes, unfinished VFX, props and more that was unused for final cut on Wheel of Time Who owns it? Why not release it?

Update 2 have moved to 2nd round of virtual interviews and 2 have now made it to a 3rd round (bc the company is efficient) I just finished the 3rd rounders today Feeling good but don’t want to jinx it In fact 2 jobs are at competing divisions in the same company.. Rant Al’More bidding war??

The truth shall set us free.

What if we 👉👈 got high, baked cookies and watched all the Halloweentown movies in a row

Nice

Bread 3.0 Done for the week now lol

Bread 2.0 Brain-farted the rise time so not sure how it turns out. Kinda scared lol

Watched the penultimate episode of The Wheel of Time season 3, the entire episode was as good as the original LOTR films. Incredible lighting, still moments and fights. Onto the final episode now and it'll have to fuck up pretty hard from this point to change my opinion of this series.

Bread

My first bread since home-ec in high school Baguette and French bread doughs made and rising now 😎

Imma make bread today

In the mood for milkshakes and Moulin Rouge

I commit to you all now that if I win the lottery I will fund wheel of time season 4

5 interviews this week completed ✔️ 4 callbacks! One even asked if I want to interview for a more senior position In a way the success is annoying bc why not sooner and save me all the insecurity and stress? But nothing is official yet.. most of these jobs have 2-3 more rounds 🙄 Wish luck 🤞

Looks like they took the crypto out

YOU 👏 HAVENT 👏 100% FINISHED 👏 THE BOOKS 👏 IF YOU DONT 👏 READ 👏 RIVER OF SOULS 👏 I said what I said!! #TheWheelofTime

Can we crowdfund the purchase of enough land to build a village for like a couple thousand ppl to live and make little fantasy themed houses and suburbs ? Maybe rent out some of the houses for tourists Call it AirDnD or something

Just heard that the forsaken statues also made a nice splash at the MalkierCon charity auction and my heart grows 3 sizes in response :) Don’t forget you all can get free 3D prints for the Forsaken and Rands Angreal here More coming soon #TheWheelofTime

The foundation makes me want to internally combust from how much my eyes are happy

I have this line I use in interviews that makes me want to blow my mind out but I know it’s so corny in exactly the way hirers love and I die inside every time It goes “I have a passion for cross functional communicat-wow! If I had told me 15 yrs ago I’d say that I’d be shocked but here I am!” 🤡

More whimsical origins: - opening an umbrella is bad luck bc it is an insult to pagan sun gods shining their wisdom down on you - leaving the last sip stems from being a gift to angels and spirits who would finish the drink if left - Rome thought chickens prophetic, hence wishbone giving extra fate

Adorable fun fact: One suspected reason we “knock on wood” for good luck is that it stems from an animist belief that trees hold protective spirits that will bless you Isn’t that just so neat?