the first sketch of December

mistwake

for the folded zine! #oc #ocart

to touch on the art bit, i miss how much i used to draw and i hate how hard it is to draw now for me, not because of physical issues, but because of my brain i look back at old pieces and i grow bitter at how i was so critical of myself

i cant believe i started bawling my eyes out because i was redrawing a delphi i drew back in 2021 ..............

it feels stupid to let it out here but whatever, its my account and i'll do whatever the fuck i want i guess

im not okay!!! im not alright!!! im not fine!!! i feel like fucking shit!!!!!!! im bawling my eyes out and my chest hurts!! i never told anyone because i dont want to be burden and i dont know how to handle myself when people let me be vulnerable!!!!

i hate myself for losing my passion in drawing, i hate myself for running away & hiding from opportunities to learn in ensembles when i shouldve taken them bc im in a learning environment...

i... i think this week is gonna end up with me being forced to reflect with myself and my feelings since the semester started because ive been really feel like crying all day

🖤

and the final one in [this particular] beach art series, underwater kiss

the sorcerer's apprentice

lazy doodle but this is still the bodytype that drives me absolutely frothing insane. I love oni women. I love this stupid indulgent bodytype. drawing it feels as bad for you as eating straight frosting.

シャワァ！

今まで描いてきたやけにエロいイラスト見てくれ

Sorry for the threads, I had a lot on my mind today And im sogging (showering) right now tehe

Its also hard some days where I feel guilty for not streaming but I'm balancing so much. I'm in college full-time and pursuing music which is a lot of time and energy. I have 4-5 social circles to deal such as the percussion section, irl friends, family, online friends, stream friends Thats a lot

Didn't wanna get into it on main but I took care of myself even if today was really hard. I changed my bedding, I vacuumed the studio, hallway, and part of my room, I brushed my teeth, ate breakfast and lunch, and I'm gonna take a shower !!!

Felicia Hardy Black Cat

#oc 🤍

Sorry to talk about body stuff but I dont think anything is more physically painful than relaxing my stomach (<- constantly sucking in)

call your friends cute! call them hot! say i love you! fuck me dude ive spent twenty two years thinking i had to be polite about my friends when you should frankly be a little in love with everyone youre close with. they matter to you. let them know it

unfinished but I don't want to touch it anymore

women kissing but i really zoomed in

お手元のおすごとが終わったらすぐに次のおすごとですがその前にチョトダケ二次創作ｳｪｲｯしたいですね

A little sad that people didnt seem very interested in little goody two shoes but at the very least its a new month and I can look for another game to play once I finish ;v;

Happy Halloween 🧹

redrew this so much i was compelled by sunk cost to finish it but im gonna stop here

timulapsu

the ladies wearing fw 1997 betsey johnson lol

Ideal conditions for starting your passion project will never come. You will never feel skilled enough to make it. There will never be a moment where you stop being scared to start. Do it anyway. Do it badly. Do it scared. Just make that thing that’s clawing at the door of your soul; It wants out.

i bring women kissing to your TL but cute this time

i drew more legs

My period is out for my fucking ass bc why did I have to lay down after an intense feeling of nausea and cramps... evil world

freyjaism

Therese but with her natural hair colour

I saw blue throwback to the draw ur wol with exarch thing and remembered I did it too and also with scion graha for endwalker

Galleon again

touched up my wch drk refs 💖

welcome to the wild west show! 🪢 for #kinktober day 4⁓

Create NSFW art Porn is not evil, sex is not abhorrent, pleasure is not a crime Even if you don't agree with all kinks doesn't mean they should be allowed to censor art This is why we have tags and the blick button, not megacorps deciding what we can and cannot like Always resist oppression

gock gang but with cool hats edition

blue yuri... blue situationship yuri... and a mini rant down below lol #yuri #ocsky

incoming

Haloth’s Lair（Mèrilimbèn）II #oc #illustration

These Wednesdays tire me out more than previous semesters wtf 😭😭 maybe I wont do Thursday streams,,

fun commission <3

mrow

the promised nyota