Sometimes I just draw feelin like what I’m doing looks crap, sometimes I delete and start over, sometimes I just hyper fixate hoping it will eventually not look like trash. Also because the crazy in my head keeps telling me to keep going.

As I mentioned before I will be reopening commissions from the 12th of November. And I created a new commission price list because I lost the original one 😅 because dumb.

I am working through my outstanding art work, but, since my workload right now is light and for a very long time my spine isn't in huge pain i have decided to reopen my comission from the 12th of November for 5 slots. If you are interested send me a ping. Let's see what i can create for you.

Finished Commission for @torran.bsky.social of his character ‘Torran the Expanding Fist’

Pain. 😩

Hey friends. Thinking of putting together a few art pieces for December for when it comes, but since my health issues I need time so I was thinking of doing it between Commission work. But, I don’t have ideas. Obviously I have a handful characters which come up to a total of 12. But what else?

Spook October and Halloween Dektez has no concept of dressing up, knocking or acting like a normal person. “Trick or Treat?” more like “Knock knock. I bite.” (I will stop with all the art spam now)

My costume?? Yea I'm going out like this. You want a taste of something...spicy~?😈 Amazing work by @daemontor.bsky.social! Thank you! ✨

What's Halloween without some "pumpkin" "carving". Harold doesn't seem very convinced but I know what I'm doing, I'm a prooooo The artist: Me The pumpkin: Harold Grifter's 🍑 (this beautiful bear belongs to @dynewulf.itch.io) #ExcA

Spook October and Halloween Dektez has no concept of dressing up, knocking or acting like a normal person. “Trick or Treat?” more like “Knock knock. I bite.” (I will stop with all the art spam now)

Well this Wip is almost finished. Halloween Dektez. I still need to do the colours and everything else. but It looks descent. So far.

It’s not finished yet... but I have no more steam left in me tonight. And I should go sleep. And my hand hurts. And I forgot to take my painkillers. I need to draw hands, I hate drawing hands. Drawing hands sucks ass.

It's a peeneer.

You know when you are sick, on top of already being crippled and your brain gets a new flavour of spicy.

While I’m trying to push myself through the current physical medical issues and slowly working to finish my outstanding commissions. I thought I’ll paint something for Halloween. Though it’s coming as slowly as a nosebleed. Also feelings like death and can’t sleep.

ych comm for @rockheadkengo.bsky.social!

Yay I suffered through this. It took a week plus. Two sleepless nights, a lot of painkillers. I don’t think I can hold a tablet pen for two days now with my shivering hand. Anyhow, Khorvash is giving you a magic lesson. While being extremely distracting. Are you going to be a good student?

I did mess up a bit, when I posted, I forgot to use the destruction brush in a mask to soften the lineart a bit in some areas. It only does a small difference, but my OCD sees it.

Dektez has limited patience even to a certain person.

Nostalgia. music.youtube.com/watch?v=ndyR...

HAPPY 14 YEARS OF [S] CASCADE!!!

I’m beginning to understand some things. Others, less so.

D&D Animated: Matthew Lillard vs. Annihilation 🤣 @ogmatthewlillard.bsky.social #dnd #ttrpg #dnd5e

art trade with the only and only yesh!! hes having some trouble fishing

So my MRI is 'clear of major pathologies' but please contact another hospital department for them to do more tests on you.

Yay I suffered through this. It took a week plus. Two sleepless nights, a lot of painkillers. I don’t think I can hold a tablet pen for two days now with my shivering hand. Anyhow, Khorvash is giving you a magic lesson. While being extremely distracting. Are you going to be a good student?

It’s been a hot minute since I inked this way. I love the comic book style inks. But I almost never do it because I’ve noticed people didn’t seem to like it. But since I can’t stop my hands shaking it’s actually much easier to do than clean simple line inking.

Khorvash is saying: “Who’s your daddy.” Aaaand probably “What are you looking at.”

He loves when you smile ⭐

Things are getting intense in the locker room

*groaaan* I don't want to do this anyway grandpa... I'm tired

Okay but seriously it does get better

I am *artiste* 😩😩😩😩😩

Werewolf Choir

Messing about with updating the art for Khorvash. I may have forgotten to sleep.

DnD sunday! This session was rp heavy and Gukk ended up receiving a few goodies from a more experienced sorcerer, so i thought it was a good moment to redesign him a bit. I'm such a sucker for cloaks i think they make characters look so cool... Yes it's messy but you should be used to this with me-

This is Darwin (close enough. I have a plush toy I really like how it looks so i wanted to try to make a character out of it. But then the internet connection is having issues, and I feel asleep and forgot to post it because apparently sleep is good for you😅 Darwin likes rocks and fossils.

Gator chase gone wrong 🐊

Dektez has limited patience even to a certain person.

Khorvash regularly basks in the sun, warming his scales in prayer to Helios. Sometimes, he just enjoys the feeling of the sun on his nude form. Will you join him? Original character design by @hyperion-bob.bsky.social, this piece by @captaingerbear.bsky.social

Update: I am still alive. Just not very well. The nerve compress in my spine is causing a lot of pain and discomfort. It’s also causing shivers and tremors in both of my hands and legs on and off. Currently waiting for the hospital MRI to find out what will happen nex.

Hello ER, please hurry up. I been here for 3 hours. I can't move my left hand because the pain in my spine caused my whole arm to cramp and curl up. Just give me shoots of anything. Blessed be autocorrect and music

Someone I know in real life for over 8 years messaged me this today :"I feel that as friends we have grown apart and I feel that I have to leave you behind. Your so-called medical situation made you really annoying to be around and you constantly seem to drag the mood down.

Well... After the rather disappointing Hospital specialist visit at least I know that I will be stuck in this state for the next 12 months or so. It's not ideal but at least the uncertainty is less. Also better pain management my ass.

"We are able to perform a brain scan, and the hip and lower back MRI around January/February 2026 until then you will have to do your best and just manage your pain."

I'm up to see the wizard... Aka Rheumatology and Neurology in a hospital. In the most uncomfortable Uber ever. I miss being able to drive.

Whatever they gave me in E.R. On Saturday night, I’d like it again. Every day. I slept 16 hours after that.

Bluuuuurghhhhhh - says my brain